Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Manusia zaman sekarang~!

Salamz..

Kenape mak nyah tidak dibantu?

Sebelum anda terus membaca entry ini, sila layari berita di atas.. hehe saje nk promote bace berite semase.. pagi2 masuk opis.. 'on' computer.. duduk.. lepaskan mengah dulu.. baru start bukak ape yg patut.. hehe biase la.. rutin hari2 bekerja.. =P then bukak laman utusan n berite harian.. pastu opismate panggil brekpes.. biase la.. pekena capati mamak bestari pepagi kalo sempat.. wpon dah pukul 930 time tu.. (masuk opis kol 930am) brekpes penting utk kehidupan seharian.. hehehe (saje je jek:P)

lepas penuh perut isi ngan capati n secawan nescafe tarik.. masuk opis n start buat keje.. sambil2 buat keje.. bace la paper hari ni.. mate tertibe menjurus (mmg kene berguru balik ngan mak aku nih.. bahase melayu hancuss) ke arah satu tajuk berite yg aku anggap menarik.. (mayb sesetgh org perasan dah tukar penggunaan kata diri.. dari saye kpd aku.. hehe ntah la.. sbb pembace blog ni pon dah mcm2 haha..) tajuk berite tu adalah spt di atas..

pelik kan? mebi sesetgh org kate x pelik.. sbb tu adalah salah satu care sesetgh org pk utk menyelesaikan masalah yg berkaitan.. huhu tapi sbenarnye.. cube fikir kejap.. ke manekah bende ni tuju? ni bukan nk fire sesiape tapi cueb kite fikir dari sudut pndgan lain.. nanti tidak lama lagi, akan ade community yg memperagungkan mereka (skrg dah ade community ini tp masih secara tidak terang-terangan.. mungkin sestgh akan mengatakan bahawa sudah nature diorg mcm tu.. tapi betul ke tu nature diorg.. nature kite sudah ditetapkan dan kite sendiri yang decide adakah akan menerima nature itu ataupun cuba menukarnye.. sepatutnye pihak yang terlibat memikirkan cara bagaimana hendak memperbetulkan balik apa yang tersempang.. bukannye menerima yang tidak betul dan cuba memperbetulkan persepsi org lain terhadap bende yang kita 'rasa' betul.. hahhahhaa.. xmo lak org kate emo lelebih.. :P

nway.. ni lah salah satu care pemikiran diri yg baru sbelah kaki menjejak dunia nyata.. mata pon baru bukak separuh.. mungkin org kate naive.. mungkin org kate emo.. tp bg aku sume tu perlu utk sampai ke arah cara pk yg sepatutnye n kematangan akal.. betol x? mane ade org yg berkepompong dlm dunie sndr pastu kate dier sudah matang akal n pemikiran.. itu name nye egoist n narcissist (excessive self-love)..

hehe.. serius ek entry ni? well.. i'm not kind of person yg suke tulih diary.. i like to show what i believe in and what i see in psychological way.. but i dont like ppl who just follow the majority way of thinking.. that's not unique.. (if everyone is unique then they are not unique anymore.. hehe) oklahh.. kalo ade sesape nk cdgkan saye buat entry psl something.. or nk tnye saye pendpt psl something (i'm not a notorious person or someone that general ppl should listen to.. tapi aku suke bertukar pendpt psl care pemikiran psl sesuatu bende.. hehe)

oklah.. (dah la wat entry ni kat opis.. mentang2 la bosses xdek..sukati jek) see u next time.. hehe (sori dah laem x update blog.. byk je bende berlaku tp masa tidak mengizinkan.. isk salahkan mase lak.. sbenarnye saye yg tidak mengizinkan mase.. hmm?? ape2 lah.. hehe)

bye mata ne~! see ya next time~!
wassalam..~!

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

I'm the lucky one~!

Salaamz~!

i dont have that much free time to update my blog.. but there's someone that i want to show her my greatest appreciation.. mama, i know that i'm not a good daughter.. but truly u're my greatest treasure.. love u, mama~!


I'm the lucky one~! by Anuar Zain

Ku persembahkan satu cita ku..
Setulus hati hanyalah untukmu
dan ku lakukan semampu aku tuk menyayangimu
hingga kau merasa jadi pujaan ku
meski bercinta kadang tak indah
tapi tuk buktikan kau yg terindah
dan kupastikan..i'm the lucky one..
nikmati cinta lebih dari segalanya....

jiwaku ini yg tak tersentuh
kini terasa sejak bersamammu
berikan hangat hinggaku x mampu berjauh drmu
kerna kau yg bisa buatku bahagia

meski bercinta kadang tak indah
tp tuk buktikan kau yg terindah
dan ku pastikan i'm the lucky one
nikmati cinta lebih dari segalanya

caramu membuatku x berdaya
hatiku pun ribut terjaga
kau ubah hidupku ini jadi sempurna

meski bercinta kadang tak indah
tp tuk buktikan kau yg terindah
dan ku pastikan i'm the lucky one
nikmati cinta lebih dari segalanya

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

What about now?

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Monday, November 03, 2008

 Hi~! yeah.. it's been a long time.. 5 months.. sorry! nah~! i dont wanna ask for forgiveness.. y? i dont know.. really~ i dont know.. i've been straining myself from writing here... why? well, u can say my heart was broken.. 
for those who know what happened to me 5 months ago.. i know that you feel like u dont know me anymore.. but i'm not strong.. u guys keep telling me to face the problems.. but i'm not that strong.. all i can do is take a small step one by one..  to you mayb it is a really small step.. but for me, it took a lot more.. please dont expect ppl are like you.. i dont wanna blame you that i've becoming like this.. but here i am, the result from what happened.. (yeah, exactly sounds like i'm blaming you guys~ sorry!) 

i dont wanna let my efforts wasted like this.. but to pick up what've left.. it's not gonna b the same.. mayb i sounds like i feel like i'm the pitiful one here.. n seems like i dont care about you at all.. but this is me, result from what happened.. 
i'm still searching~.. searching for a brave me, useful and honest... i'm not going to ask you to trust me anymore.. it hurts you n me.. but it's not like i want this to happen.. however, as you guys always say.. maybe this is the best for me..