Yosh!!!! kora... ehehehhhehe

Hi there.. :p feeling great? ahahahha after shopping so many things? well.. i guess no...y???? coz ur pocket feel empty rite?? ahahhaha alaaaa... rileks.. it's juz normal thing after boxing day...wakakakkakaka.. well i juz realize other ppl(not my frenz) also read my blog.. well i find it's suprising coz i dont feel my blog is 'an interesting one' so dat other ppl except my frenz will read it.. ahahahha well ari gatou ghozaimashta'.. i really appreciate it.. eheheheh well it's juz my daily n personal life.. so dat i can release my tension.. i wanna let all d stuff in my head.. ehehehhe i juz watchd movies..juz like heaven n the family stone.. ermm well juz like heaven's great but the family stone.. ermm mayb i can give it.. 5/10.. not too boring or not too good.. eheehhehe warrghhh.. owh feel sooo sleepy rite now... b4 dis i hav many things to talk bout but now.. ermm seems like everything's leaving my head.. ehehehe i dont know it's a good thing or bad..ermm wokeh laa.. see ya next tyme.. :p mata ne

Boxing day!!

uhuhuuhuuhuuh... 2day's boxing day!!.. but ermm tell u wut.. i dont really excited over dis kind of day.. ehehhehhe ermm well mayb u'll figure it out dat.. i dont look like 'a normal female'.. ehehehe usually girlz like shopping.. travelling.. n stuff like dat.. but i dont feel like doing things like dat.. uhuhuhuhuu dont know y.. :D ermm boxing day mayb juz like d other day but wit less busses n trains on track.. ahahhahahhah ermm mayb i like electronic stuffs more than clothes mayb.. ehehhe ahh.. dat's not d point rite? :P ermmm i'm in my room rite now.. wit kak nuyu juz woke up.. kak mum went to Trafford centre.. Besma still at her house.. ermm well acteli i dont hav anything in my head rite now.. juz thinking dat.."APE MALAS2 NIH????? EXAM DAH DEKAT!!!!! UHUHUHUHUH.. SUME NOTES DAH DEPAN MATE.. TP MALAS LAK NK STUDI..EHEHEHEHEH.." ahahahahah my 1st paper is on 17th of january.. n my last paper is on 27th of january.. n I HAV 7 PAPERS...waaaa n all those subjects r really killing me..ermm..i guess nothing i can do bout it except studi.. studi.. n studi.. rite? eheheheh well haa... on 22nd of dec..kak nuyu turnd to 22!!!! n i'm d only 21 in dis house rite now.. wakakakakakaka.... alaaa.. it only last till 31st of dec thow.. ahahha xpe la.. saje jek carik alasan nk excited..:p ahaa kak asyif also has d same birthday..:p well dat's it.. see ya next time..:p

uhuhuuuh.. got dis from firah...

eehhehehehhee.. got dis from firah.. it's really interesting.. ehehhe reminded me of something..:p

To realise the value of ONE YEAR, ask a student who failed a grade.

To realise the value of ONE MONTH, ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.

To realise the value of ONE WEEK, ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realise the value of ONE HOUR, ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realise the value of ONE MINUTE, ask a person who just missed a train.

To realise the value of ONE SECOND, ask someone who just avoided an accident.

To realise the value of ONE MILLISECOND, ask the person who won a silver medal at the Olympics.

Christmas eve..

Salamz... uhuhuhuhuuh.. 2night is christmas nite.. juz watchd harry potter d first movie juz now.. ehehehhe but now feel sooooooooooooo sleeeeeeeeeeeppppy... pdhal dis morning i slept longer than usual.. ehhehe ah.. cant let myself be like dis.. uhuhuhuu i dont like when my daily thing like my eating schedule.. sleep schedule.. things like dat.. get 'terabur'<--dont know wut word in english.. ehehehhe but now feel like wanna write somethin n definitely not 'ilmiah' thing.. eheheh ape..rilek2.. last nite my mom called.. exactly i called her coz usually she's d one who calls..so dis time i called her first.. we talk many things as usual.. but then there's something dat not in our usual conversation.. they (my mom n dad) talk bout couple.. eheheheh mayb they suspect i hav bf or something like dat.. ermmm i dont know they object bout dis or not.. coz wit both of my bros.. they object my bros couple.. but when talk bout couple wit me.. seems like a bit different.. ermm x kan la kan.. ermm acteli i dont like couple.. it's not i object it.. but it seems dat there's other way.. ok after dis.. wutever i say(i mean write) here..is my own opinion.. it's not dat dont like d ppl who do dat k.. juz personal opinion.. no offend k..eheheheh :D i acteli dont like couple.. coz b4.. i thout couple is juz being wit d one we love.. rite? well.. it's basically rite.. but when they do or did all sorts of thing dat i really cant stand..ermm like holding hand.. n stuffs like dat...n i know it's 'normally' exceed dat limit.. i juz cannot 'like' couple... u know wut i mean.. well.. b4 i really dont mind.. i thout ppl wont go overboard bout dis.. but..(i really dont wanna say dis.. but..) well.. i believe ppl always think wut's d best for them.. n wont do anything dat will destroy themselves.. ppl called it crazy when they do.. but when emotion involved..(i think ppl called it emotion but i think it's juz lust<--i know it's juz bad of me..) ppl seems dat cant think well n do somthing dat they think will benefit them.. i know n mayb ppl will say dat i'm tooooo simple-minded.. well i take dat as compliment.. but wut i think is.. y do ppl let lust or so-called emotion control their mind? we juz need to think wisely.. we only hav one life.. n dats wut we're going to present to our Lord.. n dats life we need to carry on altho we alone..kite cacat ke.. our parents dead(na'uzubillah).. we're being captured.. we cant start our life over.. we juz need to continue.. juz y ppl always dont care wut happen to our dis only one life??? dis life.. we wont get any 2nd chance.. cam satu ayat yg always in my mind these afew days.. it's not sekadar yg kite mampu.. tp sehabis yg kite mampu.. heih..*sigh*..

one thing dat on my mind.. we're on our journey.. sometimes we forgot wut's our really objective.. ermm juz like.. when we go to city centre.. eheheheh it's alwys happens to girlz.. we acteli wanna buy ermm mayb stationery.. then we go to arndale.. ehehehe then.. along d way.. we may go to kedai kasut la.. then mayb go to arndale market la.. (if ade bujet la..:p) in d end sometimes.. we get to buy those stationery we need but also bought other thing.. but sometimes we forgot wut we're supposd to buy.. then.. bile sampai bilek ke.. kite tepuk kepla... "alaaaaa..... lupe nk beli tuuuutt...tuuuutt..."i believe some ppl may look at this matter as 'remeh jek..' tp acteli.. it's applied to our whole life.. huh.. i'm not juz say to others.. but also to me.. i always remind myself.. we acteli alone in dis world.. wut i mean is wut ever we do.. we gain pahale or dose for ourselves.. not for others except for a few things.. so wutever we do.. we hav to decide ourselves n receive any consequences..meaning being responsible toour action.. no one will cover it for us.. n only God wit us.. so juz believe in urself n God.. T-T when i talk bout dis.. i feel like i'm being selfish(sad n hurt).. see ya..

misz those dayz..uhuhuhuhuhuuhuu..

a bit in blue~~

I dont wanna cry - mariah carey

Once again we sit in silence
After all is said and done
Only emptiness inside us
Baby, look what we've become
We can make a million promises
But we still won't change
It isn't right to stay together
When you only bring each other pain

[Chorus]
I don't wanna cry
Don't wanna cry
Nothing in the world
Could take us back
To where we used to be
Though I've give you my heart and soul
I must find a way of letting go
'Cause baby, I don't wanna cry
Too far apart to
Bridge the distance
But something keeps us
Hanging on and on
Pretending not to know the difference
Denying what we had is gone
Every moment we're together
It's just breaking me down
I know we swore it was forever
But it hurts too much
To stay around

[Chorus]
All the magic's gone
There's just a shadow
Of a memory
Something just went wrong
We can't go on make-believing

[Chorus]

uhuhuuhuhuhuuh.. do u know y i post dis lyric? ermm mayb coz i feel a bot melancholic..uhuhuhuhu sedih r.. now i know somethin dat i think it's a bit too much for me.. ermm houw shld i put dis.. ermm a few days ago..i knew somethin dat i cant accept.. i still rite now still dont believe it.. korg mesti nk tau kan? eehehehheheh well.. i cant say it clearly.. but it's acteli not my prob..but i still cant close my eyes n say nothing bout dis.. u know i'm not like dat.. but i'm not d kind dat will say it clearly at dat instant.. uhuhhuhhuhhuuuh.. well.. next time i'll tell u..:p going to watch anime..ehehehhe

Take dis survey from syud~~ ehehehe..

waaa.... i took dis survey from syud's blog... looks interesting but actually.. i dont feel like digging my own mind to write somethin in dis blog.. eheheh juz njoy..:p

- How many people on your friends list are your exes?
none...

- What's your favorite city?
manchester...

- When was the last time you saw your mom inperson?
on jun 2004.. uhuhuhuh wanna go home..:p

- Who got you to join Friendster?
hmmmm.....xigt dah..
- What did you have for dinner last night?
ermm.. nasik lemak.. eheheh best2

- do you have celebrities on your friends list?
ermm.. got a few liek their names.. but i dont think they're real thing..:p

- What's the last thing you said out loud?
"kak nuyu.. jgn tido.. mkck jah nk dtg jap lagik.."

- Look to your left. What's there?
my hp

- What is the last thing/person you spent overRM100 on?
in pnds is it? ermm.. beskal baru beli td.. eheheheh

- Who's your favorite villain?
eerrrrrmmmm..:p

- What's the last piece of clothing you borrowedfrom someone?
ape ek.. tudung kot..

- What word makes you laugh no matter where,when or how it is said?-
got a lot but forgot wut is it..eheheheheh

-What website do you visit the most during theday?
yahoo mail...torrent website.. anime website..

- Go into your text message log on yourphone...what does the last message say?
cant write it down coz..ehehehe secret:p

- Do you have plants in your room?
yup

- If you could drink anything right this second,what would be?
orange juice

- Last piece of e-mail opened:
something bout mcot..

- Does anything hurt on your body right now?
my butt..eheheeheh

- What city was your last taxi cab ride in?
manchester

- Last alcoholic drink?
none

- If someone you hated died, would you laugh andspit on their grave?
of course no..

- Do you own a picture phone?
yup..

- What were you doing last night at 9?
layan internet..uhuhuhuhu

- What's your favorite Starbucks drink?
forgot wut it's called...

- Do you exercise as much as you should?
ermm..mayb half of it.. ehhehhehe i really want to..

- Would you give your bf/gf a second chance ifthey cheated on you?
nope(confidently replied).. coz i know i kinda put my pride b4 me..

ermm.. uhuhuuhuhuuh.. kinda boring le plak survey nih.. uhuuhuhuhuhu.. xpe la sekali sekali<---mmg jrg giler.. ahahhahah x pnah rase nk jwb survey but now.. waiting for my brownies!! yumm..yumm.. ehehheeh best syud.. skrg nih tgh masak brownies my own version.. ehehehe

sad n upset enuf to make me ignore u!!

huh!! human r really weird.. n wicked!! sape ek? heih... it's like dis.. i really dont like putting myself into others' trouble.. but if they need my help.. i'll always b there 4 u!! but dont 'misuse' me plzzzz.... i'm not some tools dat u can toss away if u dont need me n beg me if u need somethin from me.. it's not i'm asking for reward or somethin like dat.. but let me state dis clearly.. i hav feeling too.. plz consider my feelign as well.. not telling me d truth but still need me is really disgusting!!!!!! do u know how upset i m bout dis?????? while i was watchng narnia n at dat moment.. it's suppossd to be happy part.. i feel like crying!! i helpd u comply bcoz u need help n dont wanna see my fren troubled by somethin dat i can help.. n also coz 'lillahi ta'ala.. juz simply like dat.. but dis's getting me sick!! i really dont wanna dis.. i now.. i believe everything ppl said to me.. altho anyone.. simply put i'm easily being tricked by anyone.. but......(speechless) when u did dat to me.. huh.. so someone plzz tell me wut to do.. my way of doing somthin is simple.. if u get lost, then u need some1 to show u d rite way.. if u dont know, then ask.. if u do wrong, then ask for forgiveness.. if u do somthin rite, then u'll be blessed.. it's juz simple as dat.. is it hard for u to consider my feeling? do along d way b4 u jus consider me as ATM(wut a funny way to give example..:p).. u come to me when u broke.. then u left me wit nothing when u get somethin from me.. btol la kan? cam ATM la kan..:D wokeh la.. i dont wanna talk further bout dis.. i know dat person wont read dis blog..(i shouldnt write dis thow).. <-- n i'm happy bout dis..:D wokeh la oyasumi nasai!! ja ne..

Story 4 2day....

uhuhuuhuhuuhuh..... story 4 2day? ermmm juz finishd burn cite to cds.. n dont knwo wut to do.. also juz sent an email to mcot mailing list bout daurah 2morrow.. uhuhuhuhuhu.. td fizah amal n azu came.. they juz wanna c my house n kak mum.. :p then fizah said i hav changed.. ermm dont know wut's dat mean.. is it gud or bad? ermm acteli i dont like when ppl said i changed.. coz (ermm i dont knwo y..) havnt thout bout it.. but when ppl said like dat.. mayb it's d truth.. hermm.. dis afternoon.. i went to cinema wit kak nuyu.. juz temankan dier tgk narnia.. well.. i watchd it b4.. but i pormised her..;p in d middle of d story.. i feel sad.. i dont know y.. i feel like crying.. i nvr cry without reason b4.. but i really feel sad.. even now(but i dont feel like crying now).. :D if i gonna say i felt sad coz of d movie.. d movie isnt sad at all.. i think it's not from movie.. eheheehehhe.. PMS kot.. hermm.. let's talk bout something else.. ah.. kak mum worried bout who wanna stay wit us next yr.. uhuhuhuuh.. coz besma n kak nuyu will b going home for good next yr.. n we got 2 rooms empty then.. hermm.. kak mum really thinks hard bout it.. ahahahha but for me.. it's doesnt matter.. well insyaAllah we can find some1.. aha.. i dont know when.. but i found one kind of fashion dat really make me upset.. dat time i was on d bus.. then i didnt realize at first but then when a girl dot out from d bus.. i cant believe my eyes.. she was wearing hijab(tudung n juz like kak nuyu's) but wit skirt paras lutut.. n boot.. well.. i dont know if 'some1' came up wit new mazhab<---- dis sentence shows dat i'm really upset bout it.. i know dat diff mazhab got diff explaination for aurat.. but then i havnt heard or seen or read bout any mazhab dat lutut is not aurat.. uhuhuhuhuuhu how we gonna live 'happily' like dis.. if kafir know bout it.. they will laugh bout it n say how weak Muslims are.. i really dont know wut to say.. :(( ermm wokeh la.. wanna study lak.. :p gonna strike for d best dis sem.. eheheheheh mata ne

Heaven - Nu Flavor

First time I saw you girl,
You turn me upside down
I can't stop thinking bout you
My head is spinning round
I got to find away to get with you somehow
Girl I'm so crazy for you
You know I want you now

And everyminute of every single day
I'm dreaming of how it could be
And everynight before I go to sleep
I'm praying that soon you'll be here with me

Chorus
Heaven, heaven oh heaven
can't you help
I looked in her eyes now she's all I see
Heaven oh heaven
can't you help me
I'm down on my knees
please help me

Cant fall alseep tonight
I don't know what to do
I hold my pillow but
I wanna be holding you
And when close my eyes
I always see your face
I know my happiness is only kiss away

And every hour here in the dark
Everyday of my lonely heart
Tells me that I need to be with you
Heaven oh heaven what can I do

Chorus
Heaven, heaven oh heaven
can't you help meI
'm giving my love for eternity

Heaven oh heaven
can't you help me
I'm down on my knees help me
I'd give anything if you were here with me

Give anything you want
and anything you need
I never thought that
I could feel the way I do
But now I wanna spend the rest of my with you

And every day that we are apart
I'm shedding this love here in my heart
And everynight before I go to sleep
I'm praying that soon you'll be here with me

Chorus
Heaven, heaven oh heaven
cant you help me
I looked in her eyes now shes all I see
Heaven oh heaven
cant you help me
I'm down on my knees
please, heaven

Heaven....(repeat until fade)

kakoii dashou??

My head juz keep spinning..uhuhuhu

yo!! acteli dis is juz smbgn fromd previous post.. ermm i think i'm going to write more in dis blog.. coz d holiday's juz started.. n dont know wut to do except readng manga.. watching anime.. studying.. coz no class.. yot's going to spain.. besma's going home.. kak mum's going to PMS.. syud n dayah r so far away.. uhuhuhuhu:p so lazy to go there.. but i'm soooo bored.. i ask kak nuyu to go to cinema.. but then.. there's no time for us.. n it's juz 2 of us.. uhuhuhuuh x best r... waaaaa:(( wut i'm going to do???? from previous post.. how should i put dis.. i'm tired of ppl dat juz think full of them self.. do they realize dat wutever they did or doing.. are going to affect other ppl.. it's not dat they can live ignoring ppl around u.. it's true dat i told u dat we cant shut ppl mouth.. but we live in community.. in d future u're going to live in community.. u got to know how treat ppl around u.. how to live so dat u wont hurt them in a way they wont get it back at u.. once some1 told me.. wut's d point of being good to ppl when they hurt u...so it's better u hurt them first.. huh.. dat's soooo damn stupid.. huh.. how can i make u realize dat??? it doesnt need any ustazah or ustaz to explain in religious way.. it's juz logical.. y i said it's stupid? u'll nvr know who u're going to met in d future.. n u'll nvr know ppl around u now r going to b wit u in d future.. if u said it's better u hurt them first b4 they hurt u.. then how u're going to live wit them.. wit those who u juz met.. n those who u 'll be meeting wit.. u'll nvr know they r going to hurt u or be good to u.. huh(dis time.. a really big sigh) i know dat person said dat to me long a go.. n mayb dat person already forgot bout it.. but wut i saw or witnessing now is as dumb as d statement above.. huh.. it's really make u pitiful.. huh.. membebel pnjg giler nih.. i know i shouldnt be talking bout dis.. coz it's bout certain ppl's personal life.. but i cant juz leave it like dat.. they r my fren.. wut's d use of fren if they're juz watching u while u're going into deep dark 'life'.. huhuhuhuhu.. wokeh la dah byk dah merepek nih.. time to stop n give a break to my head.. it's feel like my head's gonna explode.. ahahhhaa.. till next time, mata ne!! :p

yay!!!

uhuhuuhuhuhh.. juz found syud's blog.. waaaa ureshi..ureshi..(dgn gaye gedik cam dlm anime.. ahahhahaha) hampeh giler syud.. kerek ngan saye.. xpe2.. uhuhuhu (altho her blog's full of surveys.. not anything like blog thingy..) ahahahhah it doesnt matter..:p huh.. rite now feel soooo hungry but... sooooooooooo lazy to cook.. n feel like wanna rite somethin ere.. if anyone realize.. i think no one realize dis acteli.. when i feel like writing in dis blog.. meaning dat i've been troubled wit something.. coz usually i treat my probs like somethin events in my life.. if i get a prob then.. at certain time i'll think bout it..do somethin bout it.. n dat's it.. i'll nvr think bout it all day long..24/7.. no!! it's juz doesnt suit me.. eheheheh.. events<--dis is influence from digital system design II.. uhuhuuh it's mean dat something happens.. my life got distracted.. n after dat it juz become history n dat's it.. :D.. ahahaaha cam complicated lak.. :p xpe laa.. huh.. i'm lost in explaination.. ahahah acteli now wut i wanna say is.. my prob rite now is not usual prob.. it get me thinking bout it 15/5..<--- ahahahha i dont wanna say 24/7..coz it's too extreme.. ermm.. well i dont wanna state it ere wut's d prob is.. but if dat person read dis.. he/she will know.. dier akan tau saye tujukan mende nih utk dier.. coz i juz confide in him/her.. uhuhuhuh dis is bout life.. if u think u already give up on life.. then u dont hav any right to live as human.. juz give ur life to baby who died early..(it's not right to say this) but i really upset rite now.. huh.. kak mum's calling me.. coz she cooked something special.. eheheh ebst2.. coz Besma's going home tomorrow.. eheheh tq kak mum.. n i'm going to miss u besma.. ehehehe mata ne

Sejak jd exco mcot nih..

yo!! ehehehehhe.. konichiwa.. uhuhuhuhuhu semlm first meeting exco.. buat kat umah kak rory.. well i'm not one of exco mcot.. feel like big huh? ehehehhe not really..coz i was voted bcoz no one from rusholme came to agm except eza n jun(they are rep from mssm).. uhuhuuhuh well.. if i do my job well.. there's nothing to worry bout rite? eheheheheh.. i slept longer last nite.. myb coz i'm tired.. uhuhuh ye la.. from yesterday morning i woke up early to cont cook for gerai mcot.. then.. went to the food fair (selling the food).. then went back home to cook for kak mum..( coz she was fasting yesterday n juz came back from seeing her doc) then went for exco meeting.. uhuhuhhuuh.. i arrivd home bout at 1030 pm.. uuuuhuhuhh quite late huh? heih.. on d way home.. i met dayah.. wow!! she juz got back from her schooll..SO LATE???? rajin kan? uhuhuhuhuhu... compare to me.. ermmm lately i bcome lazy to go to univ.. well myb bcoz we already finishd our silibuz.. ehehehehheh but dat's not d reason u dont hav to go to school rite? wermmm... sedih kan cma nih.. mase awal2 sem dulu.. i swear to bcome hardworking n 'nice'..uhuhuhuh but :(( .. xpe la... isk.. i knew syud got her own blog.. i read b4.. but i didnt put itin my fav folder.. then.. now she seems get her blog updated.. waaaaa... syud i wanna read ur blog.. but she doesnt wanna give d add.. she said find it on my own.. waaa syud.. it's not fair.. ceh.. xpe2.. wokeh la.. i acteli wanna go to city centre.. but then.. the weather's so 'nice' to let me do nothing.. ahahhahha coz i need to renew my contract wit o2.. n it's due 2day.. wokeh.. kene g gak nih.. chayiokk.. oklaa mata ne..

First pic in our house..(sempena raye la..)

Must-see: Narnia n Doom..

yo!! ehehehehhehe.. last nyte i watchd narnia n doom.. wow!! really awsom.. u guys shld watch it.. som1 told me dat narnia's not dat great.. well i think it's depends acteli.. cos it's subjective rite.. som ppl said harry potter's great but i think it's not dat great compare to 1 2 n 3rd movie... ehehehhhehe.. doom's really great!! one thing i really like is the graphic.. really look real thing.. ahahahhaha but those who cant stand to blood or 'seangkatan dgn nye'.. xyah la tgk..:p ermmm dah r psl movie.. ehehehehh :D som1 told me dat my status in ym n msn messenger are creepy.. ahahahhaha i'm not dat 'jiwang' acteli.. those words are from cartoon or books or internet.. it's not i create.. eheehhehehe mcm status saye kat msn tu.. tuh saye amik dr cartoon yg kak mum tgk pg2.. ehehehe sori ek kak mum..:p eh one thing christmas market!! wow.. plz include it in ur must-go places list.. ahahahhah saiko daa.. wokeh la.. dat'sit for 2day... wanna do laundary.. ehehheh altho not much clothes.. eheheh mata ne..

I Miss You

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you I miss you)
(I miss you I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

long tyme no c..huhuhuhuhu

Ah... juz feel a lil bit blues...uhuhuhuhuuh.. juz watchd daddy long legs...uhuhuhuuhuh waaaa when 'she'<--- the heroin of course.. when she juz found out her daddy long leg.. dat's where i feel like crying.. but i didnt cz i know dis is a sad movie so coldnt get myself cry.. dont know y.. eheheheh well.. alaa. juz like when we know wut's happen next in horror movie.. so we wont be scared... ahahhahha ermm.. waaaa wanna watch horror movie.. uhuhuhuhu.. i redload a tale of 2 sisters.. coz i feel of all the horror movie i wtchd.. a tale of two sisters really get me scared to death... ahahhah really wanna watch it again.. n promise kak nuyu n besma.. we're going to watch it when kak nuyu finish her essay.. ehehehehe haaa... i havnt rite anything ere since sept rite? ahahhaa sori bout dat coz first thing.. we didnt hav internet connection b4.. second i cant rite wut i wanna write.. u know.. blogis abut write wut's on our mind rite? but the thing is.. i cant write wut's on my mind b4.. hehehehhe now the thing is settled... n it juz flew out from my mind.. ehehehhehhe wokeh.. dat's it.. last thing.. wanna say--> it's good tu be 'home'.. ehehhe TADAIMAK.....mata ne..

my room from now on!!

I'm manga maniac????

First of all I wanna say that I’m not kind of ‘jiwang’.. so don’t misunderstood me when I talk like this.. eheehhehe I’m reading ayashi no ceres nye manga.. well 50% of da story is about ceres(goddess) and another half is about love.. ehehehehe so ‘….’ Speechless.. but wut I wanna say is this manga got sooooooooooooooooooo many heartstopping part.. where ‘she’ start to love someone.. when she lose her koibito in a blink of eyes.. when she is lonely.. well the author is so clever ‘play’ wit the characters.. yesterday I stopped where her koibito saw his rival hugs her.. then I cant move on.. I don’t hav the gut to read wut happen afterward.. I told myself so many times.. that’s everything is gonna be okay.. their love is stronger.. then I took one whole day to comfort myself… so dat I can go on reading this manga.. then I continue read it today.. and then now I hav to stop.. waaaaa….:(( bcoz she lost her koibito in a second.. in front of her eyes.. they juz comforting each others heart before that.. waaaa sedih gile.. can u imagine or feel the feeling of losing someone u love so much in front of ur own eyes in a blink of eyes… they juz started to live for each other.. and also that they seems to suffer so much bcoz of another one.. huh.. I got to ‘stop’ my heart first b4 I can continue read this manga.. pity the girl.. she rejected other guy(although that guy sacrifices so many times for her) although she also likes that guy.. waaaa wut will happen after this? Waaa serius x berani nk smbg tgk.. uhuhuhuhuh wokeh la got to go.. ja ne (hara hetta) :D

My head gonna explode?! :((

I havn’t read any recent fruits basket manga.. so when the new one came out.. I’m kind of excited.. ehehehehe then the recent manga is about yuki( a so-called prince in the manga) juz realize that he wants tohru (heroin in the manga) but bcoz he missed the mother’s love that shown in tohru characters.. when he saw tohru n kyo(his rival) :p so close.. then he starts to tackle tohru in his own way.. but wut make me more excited is I change my mind.. ehehehhe b4 I really want tohru end up wit yuki.. but now after read the latest chapter.. waaaaa tohru must end up wit kyo.. kyo is more loving and caring.. rather than yuki.. yuki wants to possess tohru.. he wants tohru all for him alone n wants to give that only he can give to tohru.. such sweet but its too late now.. uhuhuh kyo is so much caring that sometimes make tohru blushing..:p ehehehehe someone told me that at the end tohru will end up wit kyo.. waaa… I don’t knoe how she knows bout that bcoz the manga is still havnt finished yet.. ehehehhehe n other manga I read is bleach… also I’m so excited.. now it’s shows that bloodline is very powerful.. and also I wanna watch ayashi no ceres.. I watched the anime in the astro b4.. but I’m kind of cant remember(coz at that time too many animes I watched..) ehehehehhe waaaa…. Nape la xdek internet kat umah ni… kene berulang alik g comp cluster nk g dload.. uhuhuhuhu.. xpe2 exercise.. ehehehhe wokehla.. wanna continue reading ayashi no ceres nye manga ja ne

Nk jd gile dah kepla otak nii

Juz finish watch anime inuyasha.. altho I hav dis anime but its kind of too long for me to finish it in a few days.. altho the anime already met the ending but the manga still go on.. I’m kind of ‘excited’ wit the ending..altho their enemy still hasn’t been defeated.. at the ending.. they showed dat inuyasha needs kagome.. ahahahhah best2.. coz kagome likes inuyasha.. inuyasha laso likes kagome but at first bcoz kagome looks like his first love, kikyou.. but their personality very different.. the ending, inuyasha is almost at the end of hid life.. almost goes berserk.. but when kagome hugs him.. he comes around.. then I feel kind of ‘relief’.. huh.. I heard someone said.. behind a guy’s victory, there’s woman support.. ehehehhe same la kan.. :p well.. too excited wanna talk bout dis.. tertempis air atas meja tadi.. tumpah air tu.. dah la air Nescafe.. uhuhuh habes bau Nescafe satu bilik ni ha.. L waaaa now feel boring coz don’t know wut to watch.. tomorrow got to go to comp cluster to transfer money from saving to student acc.. isk.. leceh tul la.. dats all.. ma ta ne..

buhsann DAYS in summer~~

Adeii.. ngantuk gile skrg ni.. I hav’t rite somethin in my blog recently rite? Dat is becoz my house don’t hav internet for now. I plan nak masukkan internet tu, but jun n dini asked me to share the internet wit them coz every month actually hav to pay about 28 pnds.. so kind of ‘heavy’ for me n them every month to pay that much.. if we share together juz like one person pays 9pnds jek.. kire ok laa kan.. but the internet tuh nnt kat umah jun n dini.. I hav to go to their house le kalo nk gune internet… uhuhuhuhuh x best r kan.. its different.. can u imagine, when I wanna use the internet I hav to go to their house..a few ppl sure know me.. I like dloading somethin from internet.. x kire la anime ke cite korea ke.. lagu ke.. I can sit in front of comp for the whole day..kalo ade internet la.. sanggup tuh..:p This Monday dini n jun went to spain… ermmm… n they said for the internet we hav to wait for about 7 days for the internet to activate. We register 2 days ago.. ermm start yesterday.. then about this Thursday dapat la kan interent tuh.. but dini n jun ade ke kat umah mase tuh? Waaa… nk interent.. mmg x leh idop tanpe internet.. during easter holiday dis yr.. ermm bulan 3 tuh.. I changed room for 3 weeks and unfortunately xdek internet kaat bilik tuh.. isk 3 minggu tuh rase cam x leh idop.. :p nasib baik le ade comp n ade la cite yg dah dload.. so tgk le cite tuh.. but now I think about a month dah x mendload… uhuhuh btol!! kuar hall hari tuh 11 hb.. and today 8hb.. haa… isk.. dok umah kak lyda xkan la nk buat cam internet sendiri.. diorg yg bayar internet tuh.. so kind of not rite la kalo nk mendload sepanjang dok sane.. sekali sekale bleh r.. :p that’s it for today… isk nk internet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ja-na

Full house ost

Un myung -why

Sarangeul jal moreugesseo
Ireohge dagaol jul nan molrasseo

Nae maeumjochado sarang apeseoneun nae tteusdaero andwaeireol jul alassdeoramyeon
Cheombuteo shijakhajido anhasseo
Babocheoreom ijewaseoya nan dwineujeun huhoereul hago isseo

Niga sarangi doeji anhgireul bileosseo
Neomaneun jeoldaero anigireul bileosseo
Neon sarangi anilgeorago sudo eobshi nareul sokyeowasseo

Jamshi seuchyeoganeun inyeonigil baraesseo
Apeun sanghcoman naege namgyeojiltenikka
Hajiman almyeonseodo neoui modeun geoshi yokshimina
Jakku seulpeojyeo

Jalmosdoen shijakirago
Geureohge swipge saeng-gak haesseossneunde

Eonjedeun beoril su isseulgeorago nan miteosseossneunde
Eotteohge nan haeya halji eodiseo buteoga jalmosdoen geonji

Ni sarangeul pihaeya haneunde
Ni modeunge neomu geuriwojyeo
Niga sarangi doeji anhgireul bileosseo
Neomaneun jeoldaero anigireul bileosseo
Neon sarangi anilgeorago sudo eobshi nareul sokyeowasseo
Jamshi seuchyeoganeun inyeonigil baraesseo
Apeun sangcheoman naege namgyeojiltenikka
Hajiman almyeonseodo neoui modeun geoshi yokshimina

Ijen neo animyeon amu-uimi eobsneunde
Ije nado nareul eojjeolsuga eobsneunde
Neoreul jiwoyaman handaneun sashildeuli oneuldo nal

Deo himdeulge hae

ahahahahahah... sume ni dlm bahase korea.. lupe lak nk carik ape mksd dier.. nntlaa..:p

Watching drama~~ alone?!

Baru abes tgk cite antique cake store sampai eps 9.. tp cite nih best gile.. saiko naa… I said b4 dat my fav japan drama is beautiful life.. but now my fav drama is antique cake store.. dis story is about a cake store dat set up by 3 men.. one of them is hideaki.. waaa dlm cite nih hideaki kawaii.. there are so many cake.. beautiful cake dat looked oiishiii.. mita tabe-oo.. dis drama is sooo funny and very ‘kagum’ wit the storyline.. not many drama like dis.. the storyline is very interesting.. make me can’t wait to watch the next eps.. and still can’t guess wut happen next.. n everything happen has its own meaning n can’t be ignored.. wwaaa seggoiii… waaa I wanna eat cake.. juz now while watching the drama I ate cheesecake I bought from asda.. nasib baik ade cake tu lagi.. x la kempunan sgt bile dok tgk cite tu..:p ok drop da subj.. till now I havn’t got any job to do during dus summer.. uhuhuhuhuh.. I thought I can get any experience during dis holiday..waa… zannen naa~~ and for dis a few days I’m very lonely.. jun n dini still in spain.. and got no one to talk.. already called mama.. (actually mama called me):p then can’t chatting coz no internet.. when I go out.. don’t know where to go to.. waaa sedih kan.. like an outcast.. I plan to learn how to play guitar during dis summer but don’t kinow y not in da mood to learn it.. waaa otteke?? Rite now feel like wanna read buku cite melayu.. got 2 books dat I borrowed from kak mum.. but I already read them 3 times.. uhuhuhu watch anime? I’m watching inuyasha n prince of tennis but still~~ tomorrow I wanna go to asda n precint.. uhuhuhu.. haa.. ade satu hal.. my landlord is quite strange.. he address his letter to dis house.. y ha? So when he saw the letter that I put in the letter box n no one took them.. he took all the letter n one of the letter is for kak nuyu I think.. at first I don’t bother..bcoz I think mayb he keep them for a while bcoz he is renovating dis house.. but 2 days ago there was a woman claimed a letter from here.. she said dat she put on worng address and the letter came here.. I remembered the letter addredd to mr rahman (the woman is an indian).. that time when mt lanldlord took all the letters altho the letters are not his.. then when he came I asked him about the letter.. suprisingly he search the letter in the dustbin in the kitchen(he jus pretend searched for the letter..I saw it) he said dat mayb he mistook it.. I was speecless at that time.. can’t he read? The letters are quite a few.. heih.. x tau la.. then on dat day after they (he and his wife) went home.. I search for the letters in the dustbin in the kitchen n guess wut I found? 2 letters addressed to 2 diff names and hav’t open yet.. boro2(kotorn basah) dgn food yg dah buang.. then saye keringkan n hide them.. the next day.. I found the letter dat addressed to mr rahman and the letter terkene cat.. (sbb diorg repaint umah ni).. after I asked him about those letter.. nanka(rasenye) the landlord isnt friendly as b4.. I actually don’t mind about wut happen(x terase la ngan ape yg berlaku coz MAYB he really mistook the letters but i-kah.. sape yg makan lade dier la terase pedasnye ek.. isk jahat la..:p gome2.. I don’t know wut to do.. I don’t care about other letter coz some letter dat addressed to previous stud lived here also sent here.. mayb they havnt change the address.. but they left the present address.. if I remember correctly the letter dat I thout kak nuyus.. addressed to mrs N A Ismail.. ape ek name kak nuyu? I remember kak nuyu name depan dier nurul jek… :P wokeh la stop ere.. ja ne

Spending summer~~

Adeii.. ngantuk gile skrg ni.. I hav’t rite somethin in my blog recently rite? Dat is becoz my house don’t hav internet for now. I plan nak masukkan internet tu, but jun n dini asked me to share the internet wit them coz every month actually hav to pay about 28 pnds.. so kind of ‘heavy’ for me n them every month to pay that much.. if we share together juz like one person pays 9pnds jek.. kire ok laa kan.. but the internet tuh nnt kat umah jun n dini.. I hav to go to their house le kalo nk gune internet… uhuhuhuhuh x best r kan.. its different.. can u imagine, when I wanna use the internet I hav to go to their house..a few ppl sure know me.. I like dloading somethin from internet.. x kire la anime ke cite korea ke.. lagu ke.. I can sit in front of comp for the whole day..kalo ade internet la.. sanggup tuh..:p This Monday dini n jun went to spain… ermmm… n they said for the internet we hav to wait for about 7 days for the internet to activate. We register 2 days ago.. ermm start yesterday.. then about this Thursday dapat la kan interent tuh.. but dini n jun ade ke kat umah mase tuh? Waaa… nk interent.. mmg x leh idop tanpe internet.. during easter holiday dis yr.. ermm bulan 3 tuh.. I changed room for 3 weeks and unfortunately xdek internet kaat bilik tuh.. isk 3 minggu tuh rase cam x leh idop.. :p nasib baik le ade comp n ade la cite yg dah dload.. so tgk le cite tuh.. but now I think about a month dah x mendload… uhuhuh btol!! kuar hall hari tuh 11 hb.. and today 8hb.. haa… isk.. dok umah kak lyda xkan la nk buat cam internet sendiri.. diorg yg bayar internet tuh.. so kind of not rite la kalo nk mendload sepanjang dok sane.. sekali sekale bleh r.. :p that’s it for today… isk nk internet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ja-na

last nite~~

ehehhehehe... some ppl knoe me.. said dat i'm not d kind of ppl dat will get homesick easily.. but i dunno y last nite dreamt bout shopping in my hometown.. waaa.. i dreamt bout shopping dis all my fav fruits.. waaaa... altho some of them i can get from my mom's 'kebun' but the feeling dat buying all those things make me feel more like homesick.. and i alaos dreamt about getting married.. waaaa lawak siot!! x tau nape.. when i woke up dis morning.. i'm kinda blurr.. i'm getting married?? huh:( jauh panggang dr api..:p in my dream.. its not dat the akaq niqah or bersanding ceremony.. but there was a girl.. came to my house when i sat down wit my fren..(dunno who) then she asked me who is getting married.. then i replied 'me'.. waarrrrrrrrrrggggghhhhh.... i dunno y i replied like dat.. uhuuhuhuhuhuh.. wuts wrong wit my head lately???? ok.. drop dis subj.. ermm 2day kak mum n kak nuyu going back to mesia.. me n kak lyda plan on going to see them off.. i havn't see kak mum for a long period.. uhuhuhu hope kak mum x marah la.. ehehehhehe.. i forgot who said dis.. but someone said dat among those juniors around umist la..i'm kak mum's fav junior.. ehehehhehe mayb i like to hang around wit kak mum.. then cooked 2gether.. then i'm her going-to-be housemate.. ehehehe someone told me dat sound scary.. but.. ehehehe i knoe kak mum la.. not dat 'scary'.. 2morrow i'll move into my own house (rusholme) ermm y kak mum chooses such date to go back to mesia.. at least move into d house together.. she always said dat she worries bout me living alone in d house.. ehehehhehe don't worry le kak mum.. its not dat i'm going to live in an island alone.. eehehhehehe kan ade byk seniors around there.. :p i don't knoe how to angkut all those my stuffs.. u know dat when i moved out from hall.. i hav to use 2 cars.. waaaa byk gile kan.. ehehhehe oklaa... nk g mandi.. ehehhehe biase la.. bile tanam anggur nih mandi pon lmbt.. then after mandi.. nk bekpes.. then.. ermmm wut to do today haa?? ok byeeeeee

nih mase kitorg g rusholme.. aktiviti yg dah lame kitorg x buat.. makan ramai2.. ehsan blanje

nii kanji~~

heih*sigh*.. y i don't feel well dis days?? i juz listened to full house ost.. da 'why' song.. hah!! feel like wanna watch full house again but the dvd isn't wit me.. how to describe my kanji rite now? feel like something big in my heart wanna burst out but dunno how n y.. rite now i really need someone to chat!! waaa... dis kanji slowly crawl to my head.. doki-doki my head feels like there is something wrong!! heih*sigh*.. then one more prob rises.. i can't use my debit card to pay anything via d card.. ermm like wanna pay for d summer bus pass.. waaa... got to go to d main bank to report bout dis... heih.. i can't do almost everything in their rite way.. u knoe.. when u wanna go to right but at d same time u feel d left one is d rite one.. huh.. juz yesterday i talked bout adventure in everyday lfe.. rite now i can't take it? ehehheheh baka!! wokeh la stop ere dulu.. kang otak btol lak.. ehehhehe ja ne

another boring day~~

uhuhuhuhuhuu.. another boring day~~ uhuhuhu.. adeii i dunno wut to write today!! ermm today i woke up late today but still sempat kejutkan kak lyda..:p ehehehehe then i had my breakfast+lunch at 11 am.. i had soto for da first time i'm in UK.. waaa segoii!! ehehehhe best kan.. kak lyda yg masak n sedap la n she laso cooked lasagne.. ermm a bit salty!! but still delicious coz dat was da first time kak lyda cooked lasagne.. :p she wanted to cook da lasagne bcoz she juz ate lasagne from pizzaco.. eheehe.. then.. after breaklunch i planned to watch korean movie but i can't choose which drama should i watch.. since rite now i really wanna watch full house again.. coz da drama is saiko so far.. eheheheh n i juz watched da drama once.. but zannen.. someone borrowed da cds from me.. heih*sign* nk buat camne.. i juz dload 2 osts from full house n found dat the songs are quite ok.. ehehhe kak lyda la yg ajar nih.. isk.. waaa can't wait to move in to my own house.. uhuhuhu i can't imagine how to manage my own house.. eheheh from wut i see while dok skali ngan kak lyda nih.. seems dat i can't do it alone but ermm.. don't u think dis is omoshiroi?? ehehehhe if i really can manage those things alone n i can 'survive' then ehehehhe seggoii kan?? ehehehe.. sometimes we need some entertainments not a plain life.. am i rite? ehehhehe so dat we can value our life better.. kan? kan? kan? ehehheh

Best Friend....

Mou daijoubu shinpai nai to nakisou na watashi no soba de
itsumo kawaranai egao de sasayaite kureta
mada mada mada yareru yo datte itsu demo kagayaiteru
toki ni wa isogisugite miushinau koto mo aru yo shikatanai
zutto mimamotte iru karatte egao de
itsumo no you ni dakishimeta
anata no egao ni nando tasukerareta darou
arigatou arigatou Best Friend


Konna ni takusan no shiawase kanjiru toki wa shunkan de
koko ni iru subete no nakama kara saikou no purezento
mada mada mada yareru yo datte itsu demo minna soba ni iru
kitto ima koko de yari togerareru koto sonna koto mo chikara ni kawaru
zutto mimamotte iru karatte egao de
itsumo no you ni dakishimeta
minna no egao ni nando tasukerareta darou
arigatou arigatou Best Friend


Toki ni wa isogisugite miushinau koto mo aru yo shikatanai
zutto mimamotte iru karatte egao de
itsumo no you ni dakishimeta
anata no egao ni nando tasukerareta darou
arigatou arigatou Best Friend


Zutto zutto zutto Best Friend


English Translation

I don't have to worry anymore, cause you will be by my side when I cry
You always smile at me
I am blessed because you always shine before me
Things that we have missed hastily at time, that's the way it is
Faces that always being looked at
Forever hugging each other
Your smile has helped me endless time, you know
Thank you thank you Best Friend

These plenty happiness that I felt at this moment
All the friends that I have here, you the best present
I am blessed because you always be by our side
Surely things that I have accomplished here, those things too give me strength (change to strength)
Faces that always being looked at
Forever hugging each other
All of your smile has helped me endless time, you know
Thank you thank you Best Friend

Things that we have missed hastily at time, that's the way it is
Faces that always being looked at
Forever hugging each other
Your smile has helped me endless time, you know
Thank you thank you Best Friend

Always always always my Best Friend

Another boring day

hanya-aseoo... eheheheh dis a few days i watched a few k-dramas.. ahahahah sampai dah terhafal a few wordss.. i watched beautiful days yerterday.. ehehhehe love da hero in the drama.. so macho laa.. kak lyda wanna watch Af 3.. uhuhuhuh others who already at mesia can watch Af3.. waaa jeles2.. kak lyda tried to search for the konsert dat said can be watched thru internet.. eheheh but now the server of the site still down..:(( heih.. not inda mood to wirte something la.. tell u wut.. friday next week i'm moving into my own house.. waaa... x sabar nye.. but i'm going to move in alone.. waa dunno wut to do then.. isk.. but still i can't wait n so excited over it coz for me dis is my first experience having my own house.. eheheheh

Bout yesterday~~

Yosh!! ehehehhee.. sori bout yesterday.. i juz wanna let go some of my stress bout my life ere.. isk *sigh* dis a few days nih dah byk sgt mengeluh.. isk.. bout yesterday.. actually something happen ere.. n at first i thout i shouldn't tell anyone bout dis but i think wut i did n do to A x salah.. but considering wut happen now looks like 'we' are on da wrong side..:(( wut can i do????? sure ppl yg bace mende nih x paham.. camnih cite nye.. i juz can tell u haf of da story coz if i tell u da whole story.. some ppl can guess who is she/he.. so dah kire ngumpat la tuh.. isk..*sigh* ermm nih satu cite dat happen a few days ago.. one of my fren sent sms to A.. in da sms my fren type ':P'.. so for most of us its biase la kan.. tp nk tau ape A reply? A said.. 'nape jelir lidah tuh....' something like dat la... i forgot wut else A said.. but sound so sarcastic la.. isk.. altho dat didn't happen to me but i can feel wut the sender feel.. ade ke ckp cam tuh.. dat doesn't mean any bad intentions.. isk geram tul.. but we decided not to comment anything bout dat.. juz simpan dlm ati jek la.. A always says dat sound so selfish.. i can't tell u ere coz if i tell u a part of da story then none of u will understand but if i tell u da whole story then some of u can guess who is A.. but now i realize dat ppl always not 'our type'.. u know wut i mean? ermm our type means type dat we can get along well altho there are something dat so differ from us.. after those things happen.. we juz like avoiding each other.. when we bump into each other.. dat look so awkward till others who don't know anything can smell wut happen.. ermm *sigh*.. we try to talk to A.. but still we can't find appropriate way to talk bout it.. wut i wanna tell A..we know dat A is much older than us.. we also respect A.. we didn't mean to do anything dat A deosn't like.. but there is other way to tell or 'tegor' any of our wrong-doing.. someone said to me dis.. if something like dis happen to us once.. mayb it is others wrong.. but if twice or more.. then we should review ourselves.. isk *sigh*.. wokeh la.. dat's all.. mayb after dis i wouldn't write bout dis anymore.. mayb coz of my 'respect'.. wokeh la after thinking bout dis.. make me in bad mood.. isk *sigh* byeee

One kind of ppl...

Yo!! ehehehehehe lame x update blog nih sbb ye la dok gune internet umah kak lyda nih.. eheheh how's my life ere? ermm honestly say.. not very good la.. coz so many things happened ere.. dat u might not ever think dat it would be happened to anyone.. there's one kind of ppl in dis world.. dat never thot bout ppl around!! isk.. geram tul kat org cam tuh.. she/he will says wutever she/he wants.. whether wutever she/he says is going to hurt ppl around her/him.. isk how can 'u' do dat?? we're living wit other ppl.. wutever we say or do.. we should consider others feelings as well.. heih*sign*.. when i knew bout it.. i'm speechless.. wut happen? ermm should i tell u? it can b considered as 'ngumpat'.. ermm let say dis person as A.. A is a person dat i respect coz A is older than me.. ppl always say dat if we want to gain respect from others..then we hav to respect others as well.. but wutever i do or say as my respect.. A acts as she/he never realized dat.. i'm not saying dat i 'terase' wit wutever A does or did.. but at least consider others too.. kesian a few ppl dat has been hurt by A.. that's it for today.. coz i can't say the thing dat i wanna say.. juz wanna let go some stress!! ehehehhehe.. i will write some more tomorrow.. eheheheh ok ja-ne

Summer vacation

skrg nih dok umah kak aida.. mlm nih syud ngan azi tido sini gak.. mlm semlm kitorg tido bilik kak khairiah.. ehehhehe kat umah kak lyda ramai org.. so kitorg cam tido sini la plak.. ehehheh.. waaaa dah ngantuk... tp nk tulih gak ape jd ari ni.. pg td g naik bus ngan syud ngan azi.. plan nye nk makan kat pizzaco dulu tp kol 10 lebih tuh pizzaco x bukak lagik.. ceh hampeh tul la.. then, i decided to go to bring backthose stuffs dat i left.. eheheh dat's my plan for dat day.. syud n azi lak plan nk g stadium n trafford centre.. i bought dayrider.. tp naik bus nye sekali tuh jek.. uhuhuh rugi jek..hampeh!! bile sampai kat hall tuh.. 2 bijik lift tuh mmg cukup.. waaaa:(( sampai kol 1 then i can bring down my stuffs.. ceh ade ke ptt.. i asked kak jah n kak asyif to send my stuffs here.. using da car dat they used to go to lake district... first they send kak mum's stuffs.. then i hav to wait for my turn.. can u imagine.. from 10 to 3 pm.. i was held at chandos hall... penat gile.. ngan angkat brg sume.. sambil2 tuh borak ngan kak mum.. waaa kagum gile ngan kak mum.. kitorg borak psl cite2 korea.. n mostly bout da most sad n da funniest korean story i hav seen.. n once again i'm impressed by kak mum.. i now dat she like dat story but remember a name of a place in da story??? waaa.. respect r.. xsangke gile.. ehehehhee.. she said she like korean story more than japanese story bcoz they don't show 'mende x ptt' in thier story unlike j-drama.. uhuhuhu in a way a agree wit her.. uhuhu aah ek.. x terpk lak selame nih.. when i think back then.. in korean drama i watched so far.. they didn't show any adegan of sex or stuffs like dat la.. in j-drama.. those things like common.. waaa.. but one thing i don't like bout korea.. their language.. burukk.. isk sukati jek kutuk bahase org lain.. ceh.. wokeh la nk tido dah.. esok kene bgn awal.. uhuhuhu things don't turn out to be wut i wish for lately.. so i hav to work out for a lil bit.. heih..*sign* wish me luck k.. fighting!! gambaro~~ ja-ne

Summer vacation..

skrg nih dok umah kak aida.. mlm nih syud ngan azi tido sini gak.. mlm semlm kitorg tido bilik kak khairiah.. ehehhehe kat umah kak lyda ramai org.. so kitorg cam tido sini la plak.. ehehheh.. waaaa dah ngantuk... tp nk tulih gak ape jd ari ni.. pg td g naik bus ngan syud ngan azi.. plan nye nk makan kat pizzaco dulu tp kol 10 lebih tuh pizzaco x bukak lagik.. ceh hampeh tul la.. then, i decided to go to bring backthose stuffs dat i left.. eheheh dat's my plan for dat day.. syud n azi lak plan nk g stadium n trafford centre.. i bought dayrider.. tp naik bus nye sekali tuh jek.. uhuhuh rugi jek..hampeh!! bile sampai kat hall tuh.. 2 bijik lift tuh mmg x cukup.. waaaa:(( sampai kol 1 then i can bring down my stuffs.. ceh ade ke ptt.. i asked kak jah n kak asyif to send my stuffs here.. using da car dat they used to go to lake district... first they send kak mum's stuffs.. then i hav to wait for my turn.. can u imagine.. from 10 to 3 pm.. I had to ‘play’ at chandos hall... penat gile.. ngan angkat brg sume.. sambil2 tuh borak ngan kak mum.. waaa kagum gile ngan kak mum.. kitorg borak psl cite2 korea.. n mostly bout da most sad n da funniest korean story i hav seen.. n once again i'm impressed by kak mum.. i now dat she like dat story but remember a name of a place in da story??? waaa.. respect r.. xsangke gile.. ehehehhee.. she said she like korean story more than japanese story bcoz they don't show 'mende x ptt' in thier story unlike j-drama.. uhuhuhu in a way a agree wit her.. uhuhu aah ek.. x terpk lak selame nih.. when i think back then.. in korean drama i watched so far.. they didn't show any adegan of sex or stuffs like dat la.. in j-drama.. those things like common.. waaa.. but one thing i don't like bout korea.. their language.. burukk.. isk sukati jek kutuk bahase org lain.. ceh.. wokeh la nk tido dah.. esok kene bgn awal.. uhuhuhu things don't turn out to be wut i wish for lately.. so i hav to work out for a lil bit.. heih..*sigh* wish me luck k.. fighting!! gambaro~~ ja-ne

Pindah umah!!!

yoshaaa~~.. air nih plan nye nk pindah umah.. kak aida nk dtg amik.. dier kate dier dtg amik ngan keta.. uhuhuhu terharu.. segan sgt n rase bersalah mase nk mtk tlg dier.. uhuhu dah la dier g jln ptg nih.. so cam xtau le camne nnt.. xdek org lgsg kat umah dier nnt.. so x elok la ek kalo tuan umah xdek.. saye lak g dok sane... tp nk g dok umah kak lyda.. ramai sgt org dah umah tuh.. ermmm camne ek nk ckp ngan kak aida nih.. mmm.. kalo cmtuh saye g antor brg then dok umah kak lyda waktu weekend tuh.. ermm camne ek.. mayb saye g letak brg kat umah kak aida dulu pastue lepas weekend baru pindah kot.. tgk r.. tanye pendpt kak aida dulu.. adeii~~~ sakit kepla pk.. kan elok kalo dpt umah cam fendi.. terus dpt masuk ari nih.. x yah susah2.. dah la dier sewa kete.. sng gile.. uuhuh.. dah la sambung packing...

Gaara da desert

Packing brg!! pindah woo~~

adeii~~ septtnye janji ngan kak aida pindah ari nih.. tp dah dok meronggeng semlm make nye pindah esok.. uhuhuh itulah~~ dah la nyusahkan kak aida.. mtk mahap ye kak aida.. eheh xpe2 nnt blanje aiskrim kat moonlight.. uhuhuh.. adeii penat2.. dah dok packing.. byk lg brg x packing.. uhuhuh kotak dah xdek.. ade kotak sikit jek... kene letak sume brg lain dlm plastic lak... tgk le camne.. my floormate pon dah start packign brg dah.. ade yg dah pindah dah.. sayonara~~ uhuhuhu.. then i'll be staying at kak aida's house for almost a month.. waa.. hampeh tul la.. x bape suke kene nyusahkan org n stay umah org lain nih.. isk.. sian diorg nnt.. nnt bile dirog dah balik nnt xkan la saye nk stay kat umah diorg gakk.. uhuhuh i thout de idea staying at uma kak lyda lak.. gome2.. i know i will be a nuisance to ppl.. uhuhuhu gome na~~ shikatanai da sho~~ xkan la nk stay dlm kotak (cam syud n dayah plan kalo diorg x dpt chandos--->mogok kat chandos le tuh) :p juz now i watched loveless (anime) eps09.. juz released!! can't wait for da next eps.. really touching woo~~ altho not make sense for a certain ppl but i think wut they r trying to show is how a strong bond can effect our life.. uhuhuhu kesian kat fighter ritsuka(loveless)--> soubi.. dier cedere parah gile.. pastue enemy yg dier lwn tuh sengaje jek putuskan cuping telinge soubi tuh..dah la ritsuka yg tindik telinge soubi tuh... waaa syg nye soubi kat ritsuka tuh sampai dier nak halau ritsuka kuar dr kete mase balik tuh sbb dier xnk ritsuka bimbang n tgk dier dlm keadaan cedere parah tuh.. waaaa hebat2.. wokeh la.. nk smbg packing brg.. hah! satu lg geram gile kat naruto nye(geram kat production dier la) ade ke dier kuarkan anime yg xdek dlm manga dier.. hampeh gile.. lain gile.. dah la ade nmpk sket gambar dlm anime tuh x bape lawa.. ceh udah2.. packing brg lak.. yosh!! gambate.. aja aja fighting~~.. fight oh!! ohhh!!

Chrono crusade

huh.. biase r.. mase study psg mende.. so dat xdek la sunyi sgt.. uhuhuh.. rite now i'm watching chro crusade.. uhuhuhuhu.. altho de anime is all about cristian.. bout exorsicing demons.. but i like dis anime.. strange huh? coz it is bout love a sister to a bro.. n love a person to a mankind.. i really suggest u guys watch dis anime.. for those who are follow da world of anime la.. ehehhehe.. nape ek? sbb altho hero dier pompuan (certain ppl don't wanna watch dis anime bcoz hero dier pompuan) tp ape yg dier nk point dlm keseluruhan cite tuh yg best.. da whole story is about to retrieve da power of the heroin.. power heroin tuh adalah da power of love.. dier kate da power of love tuh cam dr saint mary la.. so incarnation of saint mary la.. for us of cos it is ridiculous.. but kite bleh tau la ape yg diorg percaye dlm mende2 camni.. in dis story there are some ppl dat wit a lots of power but diff power.. cam cnth nye.. power nk ubatkan org.. power nk comfort kan org.. power baik hati.. cam tuh la.. pastue power2 tuh kene combine utk retrieve saint mary tuh.. yg sedih nye heroin dier tuh.. carik adik dier( suare minagawa junko mcm ryoma dlm prince of tennis n mcm ritsuka dlm loveless) dah cam lebih 5 thn la carik adik dier.. da heroin nih ade assistant.. tp demon.. bukn human.. tp kuase dier dicompress.. kalo nk decompress kuase dier.. kene amik lifetime heroin tuh.. mase dier nk decompress lifetime heroin tuh.. demon tuh sedih gile.. dier syg sgt kat heroin tuh.. kalo bukn sbb heroin tuh dah lame dier mati.. uhuh.. adik dier lak on da bad side.. tp at last dier jumpe gak la adik dier tp sedih nye adik dier x cam his sis.. pastue heroin dier tuh kene culik lak ngan org jahat.. pastue abandon adik dier tuh.. sedih gile.. at last dier dpt jumpe her bro tp her bro tuh didn't recognize her.. but still.. her love tu cam power sgt r.. last2 demon xleh idop tanpe heroin tuh.. dier bleh jek nk decompress kuase dier tp mkne nye heroin tuh mati r.. n heroin tuh pon bleh jek mntk balik lifetime dier tp.. demon tuh mati r.. uhuhuh mase tuh sedih sgt.. mase yg palinbg sedih n almost made me cry.. mase heroin tuh (under kuase org jahat) dier mtk balik lifetime dr demon baik tuh.. waa mase tuh demon baik tuh rase cam nk bunuh diri n bg balik la lifetime dier tuh.. sbb dier syg sgt kat pompuan tuh.. at last heroin tuh mati dok sbelah demon tuh.. demon tuh pon mati same... pdhal baru jek jumpe ngan adik dier.. yg dier carik berthn2.. ototo (her bro) tuh ade kuase sembuhkan luke.. tuh yg org jahat nk.. pastue ototo tuh baru lah sedar tp ingatan dier mase b4 dier jd jahat.. so dier igt his onesan(kakak) tuh idop lagik.. sedih gile kan.. cam ilang ingatan lak.. waaaa... dis anime masuk my top 10 anime la.. uhuhuh best tp dier sampai eps 24 jek.. ending dier mmg sad ending.. quite a few la we found anime wit sad ending kan.. sbb anime.. so cam x logic pon org x persoalkan.. tp still de creator tuh nk tunjukkan wut da world is all about.. last2 tuh dier tunjuk la yg dunie nih dah kacau bilau dah.. huh.. dah kluar dah ape yg terbuku.. hahahhaha.. i juz wanna let out dis feeling.. n i found quite a few who watch dis anime.. mayb it is all about cristian.. n hero dier pompuan.. ehehhehe.. wokeh la smbg study.. wish me gud luck ek for tomorrow.. last paper but a very hard one.. sayonara..

Org lain dah abes exam.. jelesnye~~

adeiii... jelesnye org dah abes exam.. siap ade course tuh dah dpt result dah... uhuhuhuh hampeh tul la.. ehhehehehe.. i juz watched successful story of bright gurl.. alaa cite tuh dah lame.. tp best gak tgk cite yg dah lame tgk.. uhuhuhu.. rite now my table n room all in mess.. uhuhuhuh cam dah x igt dunie.. dok pk nk study.. KENE study!! subject nih penting!! of all those subj so far.. i think dis subj is da most important n useful la for my course.. ehehheheh alaa subj microcomputer eng.. altho a bit tough.. but i still can cope wit it.. lgpon lecturer dier best.. dier explain.. huihhh.. kalo x paham.. sure tido le dlm kelas.. ehehhe wut make dis subj tough.. dier xdek buku.. there is no specific reference book la for dis subj coz it covers many things in EE field.. ehehhe tuh yg penting tuh.. ok stop bout it.. skrg nih kat luar nih kat depan sackville bldg nih.. chinese ppl buat bbq.. waaa best2.. altho kitorg pon dah buat bbq dah dulu.. tp dlm ujan.. nih panas gile.. mmg suit buat bbq... uhuhuh xpe la.. bukn sume org buat bbq dlm ujan.. lain dr lain lak tuh..ehhehee.. skrg nih agak sakit jiwe ngan floormate sbb dlm sink kat kitchen tuh.. huihh.. kalah umah org bujang.. bersepah nk mati.. tau la dah nk balik.. but bersepah tuh mcm xnk balik lg.. ermm ye kot.. ehehhehe dlm sink tuh.. kalo kumpul minyak nye... bleh siap buat goreng ayam lagik.. nk kate nye byk gile nye minyak n lame n lemak nye minayk kat kitchen tuh heih.. orm puteh nih pengotor tul la.. kalo guys tuh understandable la..tp nih pompuan.. dah tu siap ade a few g smoking kat kitchen.. heih.. kat kitchen tuh tmpt org makan lg la salah kalo makan kat kitchen.. heih.. sabor2.. bile org masak mende pedas sket.. ade la yg batuk2.. bile ade org isap rokok.. adek la yg batuk2.. heih.. tahap mane la kesihatan diorg nih.. isk... lgsg susah nk masak mende pedas.. isk xpe la.. xlame jek lg nk dok chandos hall nih.. xlame lagik dok rusholme lak.. eheheheh dok sorg for over 2 months.. eheheheh kesian ek.. xpe2.. dah la keje x dpt lagik.. tgk le dulu.. yot kate keje kat kwiksave kat rusholme tuh tp tgk ar dulu.. wokeh la.. chow

9 hrs after 'mukatsku' paper

adeii.. rase nye of all those papers dis sem.. today's paper la paling hampeh.. huh!! mukatsku!! plus org yg jage td hampeh tul la.. isk.. mukatsku.. mtk2 la x fail.. n mtk2 la lepas average.. pastue balik2.. tgk cite mukodono(my husband) dis story dah kuar kat mesia b4 fly ari tuh.. de story is about a macho singer nih.. tp kat umah ilang baes macho dier.. hypocrite kan.. uhuhuhuh.. ckp psl hypocrite nih... somtim terpk gak.. ppl always say x suke hypocrite.. taketo.. ppl always being hypocrite.. to everyone.. da most honest ppl pon akan kekdg jd hypocrite.. y? mmm.. a fren said dis to me b4.. altho ppl saud dat they hate hypocrite ppl.. but they didn't realize dat they also being hypocrite.. for eg.. being wit A won't be de same as being wit B rite? tmbh2 lak kalo ade 'suke' someone.. we will be hypocrite al da time.. xkan la nk tunjuk bad side to 'them' rite? heih.. my fren also said it is not wrong to be hypocrite.. y? hypocrite is not lie.. pretend didn't know is hypocrite but it is not wrong rite.. doki2 i always thought dat.. y ppl like to pretend.. like to being hypocrite.. nanyi shinjit te? shiranai watashi.. but being wit a lots of ppl make me realize ppl can't live without being hypocrite.. heih.. is there ppl dat watashi honto nih shinji teru? waaaaa...:(( kacau2.. shiteru rambut alfro tuh? cam tuh la my mind n my kokoro.. huh.. nande watashi kokoni? umme kah? uhuuhuhuh.. ja-ne

da day b4 important paper..

uhuhuhuhuh.. xdek mood la.. study? paper esok nih agak susah gak la.. saye yot n jun sume hancur paper nih.. uhuhuh.. dlm kepla ade byk mende kene pk.. uhuhuhu.. hopefully my coursework n experiment not so bad la.. at least got some marks to cover so dat lepas average.. uhuhuhu.. taketto.. still got to study.. waaa... nape la prob dtg serentak.. xpe2.. gambate!! dpt lepas nih.. mmg power r.. dugaan2.. esok ade paper.. rabu ade paper.. ptg rabu pindah.. jumaat g mcot nye majlis tuh.. mm.. keje plak dpt yg reserved jek.. ade ke kasi back up jek.. bukn salah saye saye x pegi interview tuh.. saye dah call diorg.. pastue dier ckp xdek org kasi tau dier.. ade ke.. silap worker dier la.. uhuhuhu dah la.. malas nk ngumpat psl diorg.. saye nye floormate lak dah abes exam.. uhuhuhu best gile.. sronok jek main2 kat kitchen.. jeles gile.. jeles gak kat syud jannah ehsan sume tuh.. dah x yah pk psl paper dah.. heih.. yosh.. shikkadishirohh!! tarik napas.. hembuss..puhh.. tarik napas... puhh.. hembuss adeii sakit perut lak..

seorg gadis - nowseeheart

Ada seorang gadis
Termenung di jendela
Memikirkan nasibnya
Yang telah ternoda
Terpinggir terhina
Kerna dosa-dosa silamnya

Ibunya telah tiada
Begitu juga ayahnya
Mengharungi dunia
Tanpa pedoman di jiwa
Keliru hatinya
Antara syurga dan neraka

Pada siapa
Harus dipinta
Secebis rasa seulit mesra
Di akhir noktah
Usia dirinya
Yang akan berhenti jua

Deraian air mata
Menangisi dosanya
Rebah dia mengharap
Keampunan Tuhannya
Serta ketenangan
Mengharungi dunia yang fana

Umurnya masih muda remaja
Tetapi terleka kerana
Nafsu yang mengaburinya
Namun
Tuhannya masih cintakan dirinya
Walaupun dosanya
Selautan dunia

Mengapa perlu berasa
Berjauhan dari Yang Esa
Sedangkan Allah sentiasa
Merahmati hamba-Nya
Yang sering terlupa
Leka dan alpa terhadap-Nya

Harapannya subur kembali
Bukti kasih Ilahi
Syukur dia ditemukan
Jalan kebahagiaan
Mengukir ceria
Membenam segalaKecewa.....

bbq!! best gile..

bbq dlm ujan.. uhuhuu..

ehehheh.. sekali lg kitorg buat makan2 kat platfield tp kali nih bukn cam picnic tuh.. kali nih kitorg buat bbq kat luar platfield.. platfield tutup semlm so kitorg buat kat luar tuh jek.. diorg tutup platfield tuh atas sbb health inspection something la cam tuh.. pastue memule tuh cuace elok jek.. tp manchester nih kan dier nye weather unpredicted.. pg tuh mendung jek.. eheheheh pastue setiap setgh jam dok tgk kat luar.. dok pk ptg nnt ujan ke x.. uhuh same la ngan jun ngan iza.. ahahahh.. sambil2 study le.. pastue dlm kol 1030 tuh g city centre nagn chinatown ngan syud.. g beli brg2 utk bbq tuh.. pastue mase nk balik tuh matahari kuar le sesikit menjengukkan muke nye.. ehehehhe.. pastue dok pk la ok kot ptg nnt.. pastue kol 12 tuh g la beli ayam kat worldwide.. uhuhuh pakcik yg jual ayam tuh terkejut gile saye nk beli ayam 8 ekor..penat la saye explain.. ehehhe dier cam x percaye jek memule tuh.. ehehehe lgpon 4 org pekerje diorg kene buat keje ptg ayam tuh sbb 8 ekor serentak kan.. sampai bz sket sbb mase tuh agak ramai org nk beli ayam.. ahahahah kesian pakck2 tuh.. ehehhe pastue saye pon g la bwk balik.. + beli sosej sekali.. isk.. sabor jek la.. ayam tuh berat gile.. tp mase tuh xdek org free nk g teman g beli ayam tuh.. tepon yot n ehsan.. diorg baru bgn tido lgpon diorg kan kene pegi smyg jumaat tuh.. so malas r nk suruh diorg teman g beli ayam tuh.. sume2 ayam ngan sosej tuh lebih kurg 16kg.. waaa sakit gile tgn woo.. dr rusholme plak tuh.. tp x pela.. balik2 tuh call iza sbb kitorg nk grill dulu b4 g bwk sane... nasib baik mase saye balik tuh lift ok lg.. sbb lepas tuh lift rosak kejpa.. uhuh kalo x kene bwk naik sampai floor k ngan ayam 16 kg tuh.. uhuhuhuh.. ape2 pon.. happy gile sbb bbq best.. lgpon bleh rasmi bbq set tuh b4 diorg balik mesia.. uhuhuh.. pastue dpt makan float lagik.. eheheheh.. main wolf lagik.. tp kitorg main kejap jek sbb dah lmbt.. tuh la asyik dok makan jek.. so iza ngan anas tuh dok ngadap tmpt bakor ayam tuh jek.. x berganjak2.. ahahahah.. sampai dah x larat nk bgn dah.. waaa.. eheheheh xpe2.. tp yg kurg sket nye ayam tuh x cukup sgt utk yg dtg.. myb sbb ayam kot.. budget dlm 30 org dtg.. tp dlm 20 org yg dtg.. tp tuh pon x cukup lg.. uhuhuh xpe2.. wokeh laa.. lain kali bleh buat lagik.. uhuhuh.. wokehh bye

lagu ending dlm fruits basket...

For fruits basket (yui horie)

Totemo ureshikatta yo / kimi ga warai kakede ta
Subete o tokasu chou emi de

Haru wa mada tookute / tsumetai tsuchi no naka de
Me fuku toki o matte ta 'n da

Tatoeba kurushii kyou da to shite mo
Kinou no kizu o nokoshite ite mo
Shinjitai / kokoro hodo ite yukere to

Umare kawaru koto wa dekinai yo
Dakedo kawatte wa ikeru kara
LET'S STAY TOGETHER / itsu mo

Boku dake ni waratte / sono yubi de / nee sawatte
Nozomi bakari ga hateshinaku

Yasashiku shitai yo / mou kuyanu you ni
Nageki no umi mo koete ikou

Tatoe kurushii kyou da to shite mo
Itsu ka atatakana omoide ni naru
Kokoro goto subete nage daseta nara

Koko ni ikiteru imi ga wakaru yo
Umare ochita yorokobi o shiru
LET'S STAY TOGETHER / itsu mo

Tatoeba kurushii kyou da to shite mo
Itsu ka atatakana omoide ni naru
Kokoro goto subete nage daseta nara

Koko ni ikiteru imi ga wakaru yo
Umare ochita yorokobi o shiru
LET'S STAY TOGETHER / itsu mo


I was so happy, you were laughing
With a smile that melts everything away

Spring is still far away, inside the cold earth,
Waiting for the time to sprout

For instance, even if today is painful
And yesterday's wounds remain
I want to believe that I can free my heart and go on

I cannot be reborn
But I can change as I go on, so
Let's stay together always

Smile only at me and touch me with those fingers
This simple desire is everlasting

I want things to be simple
Let's finally get across this sea of mournful sorrow

For instance, even if today is painful
Someday it will become a warm memory
If you leave everything up to your heart

I understand the meaning our living here
It is to know the joy of having been born
Let's stay together always

For instance, even if today is painful
Someday it will become a warm memory
If you leave everything up to your heart

I understand the meaning our living here
It is to know the joy of having been born
Let's stay together always

pg jumaat yg mendung..uhuuhu

ermm.. adeii.. kitorg plan nk buat bbq ari nih.. nk buat ptg nih.. buat ptg sbb sng dr segi time management.. pastue ramai ade exam pg nih.. pastue kalo ikut weather forecast ari nih ujan lebat la.. alaa mane ade org buat bbq kat luar waktu ujan... ehehehhe.. kali nih kitorg hope sgt ramai dtg.. kalo ari tuh lebih kurg 23 org dtg... kali nih kitorg budget 30 org dtg.. uhuhuhu best2.. the united of 1st year.. eheheheh.. tp bgn pg nih.. cam mendung jek.. so cam x sure ptg nih ujan ke ok ke.. kalo mendung pon x best gak.. adeii.. pastue pg nih nk g chinatown sbb nk g beli brg dapur sket.. sambil2 tuh nk beli sos bebyk.. in case bbq tuh jd.. eheheheh best2.. pastue tgh hari nih baru nk g beli ayam n stuff.. uhuhu.. wokeh la.. nk tgk prince of tennis japp.. pastue nk g mandi.. pastue nk g chinatown.. kol 830 chinatown dah bukak ke?? uhuhuh.. yosh.. ja ne

adehh.. sakit keplaku... uhuhuh

ermm... sakit kepla gile nih.. nk tau nape? uhuhuh.. exam nye psl n tido nye psl.. uhuhuh mlm semlm tido byk sbb baru lepas paper sakit ati.. ala paper electromagnetic field tuh.. bengang gile sampai tido awal.. pastue bgn pon awal la pg semlm nye.. pastue mule la bukak buku.. alamak ngantuk nye psl.. sambil study sambil2 makan..(:P) sambil tgk anime.. psg jek xdek la concentrate tgk anime tuh.. kalo dulu dok ulang tyg aniem inuyasha.. kali nih tgk prince of tennis lak.. selongkar2 cd lame2.. jumpe la dr eps 1.. ehehhe.. pastue study sambil tgk anime tuh.. sampai sakit la kaki sume sbb dok atas kusi nih jek.. sampai la mlm td.. pastue baru terigt paper ari nih tuh pg.. bukn cam biase.. kalo paper2 lepas2.. ptg kol 2.. nih pg woo~~ kol 945.. so study2 le sume2.. sampai la kol 330 pg.. x sedar mase cepat gile.. pastue pk2.. kalo kol 330 pg tido.. (dah subuh la) pastue bgn lebih kurg kol 9.. x best2.. not in da best condition.. lg pon still x puas ati lagik study.. (bukn rajin sgt tp sbb bile nk jwb soalan rupe nye ade lg yg lupe formule).. so TERPAKSE study lagik.. igt nk tido kejap.. tp perut lapor gile lak.. sbb x mkn ptg tuh.. make nye g la masuk chips dlm oven.. makan kol 4 pg.. terus dah x leh tido.. smbg study sampai pg.. :(( x tido dah.. g exam pg tuh kat armitage.. dah la jauh ujan lak tuh.. dah nasib.. nk buat camne kan.. paper ari nih energy transport n conversion x dek la teruk cam electromagnetic field.. tp hampeh gak la.. sbb silap pilih soalan.. dier dr 4 soalan.. pilih 3.. memule tuh pilih la soalan yg buleh jwb kalo kire mrkh.. bile tiber mase nk jwb.. hampeh.. dier soalan berantai rupe nye.. kalo x leh jwb atas tuh make nye hancur le bhgn bwh.. ape lg main tipu la.. jwb la soalan bwh2 tuh konon2 tau.. ala.. biase r.. bukn nye kene tolak markah kalo jwb bwh tp x jwb atas kan.. xpe2.. mada mada.. pastue lepas exam.. mase ujan berenti kejap.. malang pon dtgla.. bus lak xnk dtg.. isk mase org x tunggu belambak dier dtg.. bile org menongkat dagu tunggu.. side mirror pon x nmpk.. hempeh.. sampai la ujan turun balik baru dier nk dtg.. hampeh tul.. org yg jln kaki dah sampai siap dah masak.. dah tido dah.. isk.. pastue balik2 nih.. byk la plak chat ngan org.. waaa... sakit kepla ku.. okla.. ade mende lagik nk ckp.. tp dah x mampu nk berthn... oyasumi.. zzzzz

tomodachi...

Electromagnetic field sucks!!

adeii la... uhuuhuh :(( td exam electromagnetic field.. kol 2-330 kat armitage centre.. uhuhu hampeh tul la.. lgsg x sangke soalan dier kuar cam tuh.. altho ade a few Q predicted kuar.. tp Q lain hampeh gakk.. pastue yg geram nye lupe faraday's law.. :(( pdhal soalan anak2 dier buleh thn r x mcm soalan lightning.. (soalan lightning tuh soalan psl lightning strike kat tanah pastue tanye bape byk voltage diff kat 10 m radius) dlm notes ade soalan cam tuh.. tp soalan memule dier lain.. dlm notes direct jek dier tanye.. dlm exam nih cam kalo x leh jwb atas tuh.. bwh tuh ikut hancus skali.. ape2 pn... tawakal..:(( skrg xdek selere nk makan ape2.. satu sbb pk soalan td satu lg sakit kepla la.. cam semlm.. waktu2 nih la dier sakit kepla.. mmg waktu maghrib cam ni ke?? ke psl lain? nk tido.. x elok tido waktu nih.. lg teruk sakit kepla.. lg pon x elok kalo jd habit kan.. owh satu hal lg.. camne nk buat psl keje nih ek.. td lupe nk tepon org kat grove house tuh.. ermm tgk r dulu cmane.. kalo dier kate nk org lagik ade rezeki le tuh.. kalo xdek.. mane nk crik keje ek.. nnt la tanye senior.. skrg dah jrg nmpk n jumpe kak mum.. ape cite dier ek?? ermmm ehsan pon dah lame x dgr kabor.. sejak picnic ari tuh jek.. huh.. dah ade org baru le tuh.. :p xpe la.. aman sket.. ehhehehe.. xdek la sakit kepla bile dier tego silap timing.. x tau le coincident ke hape ke.. kalo dier tego selalu mase saye bz or tgh geram ke.. pastue dier gak kene marah.. mase free2 xdek lak nk kaco.. pastue dulu selalu jek kene send cite pd dier.. igt saye nih hape?? dier nye external HD? huh.. ehehhehe.. xpe la.. dier gak tmpt kalo nk g antor comp.. next yr dah x leh dah.. dier dok kat OT.. kat umah buff lak tuh.. x leh le nk g lepak kat umah dier ke hape.. bleh g lepak kat bilik yot jek la ek.. pastue bilik syud n dayah.. ermmm.. semanne na.. iikahh.. oklaa.. tuh jek gonna stop ere.. ja ne

study!! study!!

yosh!! gambate.. study!! study!! ehehhehe.. sampai sakit kepla dok study + sbb study waktu maghrib.. tp dah desperate le.. uhuhuhuh.. sakit kaki + lenguh asyik duduk jek atas kusi nih.. eheheheh.. study sambil comp psg anime.. sengaje.. sbb senyap jek x leh study.. eheheh ari nih plan nye kol 10 nk g grove house sbb nk tanye psl keje tuh tp lupe ari nih bank holiday.. ceh ptt la pg td dah kol 10 lebih pon senyap jek depan sackville st building nih.. biase nye dah ramai org waktu nih.. uhuhuh.. dah lupe tuh make nye call la diorg dulu.. xdek org angkat.. pelik gak.. ari tuh call cepat jek org angkat.. bile tgk xdek org kuar kol 11 tuh baru terigt ari nih bank holiday.. kalo x.. rugi jek kalo g terus kat grove house tuh ehehhehe.. esok nih ade paper electromagnetic field.. antare sume subj sem 2 nih.. subj nih la rase mudah paham.. satu sbb lebih kurg yg blaja mase kat kmb dulu satu lg.. lecturer tuh best r.. dier explain sume tuh sng sgt.. dier pon suke bg conth org paham.. paling byk dier kasi cnth psl makanan n nature.. eheheh.. org ckp dier best lecture yg dlm EE nye department.. x tau le.. adehh.. nk berenti study kejap ke.. x elok study waktu maghrib nih.. uhuhuhuh.. semlm besday my ototo (lil bro) tp x tepon pon.. sbb penat sgt.. n mama pon baru lepas tepon 2 hari lepas.. uhuhu alaa.. kalo tepon pon sure bdk tuh ulang ayat same kalo bab2 mtk adiah nih.. saye pon bg excuse yg same ehehhehe.. sbb saye x balik dis yr.. so diorg xdpt ape2 la dis yr.. uhuhuh tp diorg mtk 2 bende la plak bile balik next yr.. tp iikah!! next yr sure best sbb sume org balik... ehehhe so diorg xdek al mtk adiah sgt sbb my aniki balik gak next yr.. huhuhuh best2.. tp yg sedih nye x leh g nihhon la.. :(( hampeh tul.. baru plan ngan syud nk g nihon next yr bulan 6.. amik yg stopover kat nihon pastue baru balik mesia.. memule igtkan my aniki balik bulan 6 gak.. so bleh balik lebih kurg serentak.. tp baru tau tertibe dier ckp dier balik buln 3 ceh.. hampeh tuh.. abeh ruin my plan for summer next yr... sbb waktu tuh ticket flight utk stopover tuh murah sket waktu tuh.. bile lg nk g nihon nih?? ke nk g waktu winter? ermm tgk ticket dulu la n kene tanye syud gak.. uhuhuh eh.. mane buleh waktu winter mane balik mesia... :(( kalo cam ni tunggu jun matsumoto dtg jemput le...:p ok2 cite psl mende lain.. mase study td psg cite prince of tennis( tennis no ojisama) dah tgk dah so tuh yg sbb nye buleh concentrate study sbb dah tau citenye.. just nk ade suare n ske dgr diorg ckp nihon.. :p bile pk2 balik.. kalo anime psl lwn2 or tournament ke.. dier lebih kurg jek.. cam tennis no ojisama nih hero dier terer sbb ayah dier pro.. kalo cite naruto.. sbb ade inner potential.. cite ape lg? kalo hikaru no go.. sbb blaja ngan pro(sai tuh lebih pro le).. slam dunk plak.. sbb hero dier shugio rajin2.. hikhikhik.. xdek yg dr xdek mende lgsg terus jd saiko.. ahahahah.. biasela..:p slalu dok bndgkan cite anime ngan dunie sbenar.. kalo pk2 sesape study rajin2.. dpt yg sepadan.. xdek yg malas2 dpt result bagus.. so gambate!! eheheheh.. ade satu anime nih.. name dier fruits basket.. dier psl sorg pompuan baik gile(mulie budi pekerti le..sng nk ckp) so ramai org suke dier.. tp kalo pk2 ade ke org cam tuh.. x pk lgsg psl sendiri.. dok abes pk psl org lain.. tenage duit mase air mate sume abes psl org lain.. wpon org lain suke.. kalo tgk kat reality.. muri des!! huh.. sbb pk cam nih sbb recently jumpe da most saite otoko!! x sangke gile (saite otoko--->laki paling teruk) dier buleh buat cam tuh.. x nk cite la ape dier buat.. just think ape yg paling teruk sorg laki buat pd sorg pompuan(dr segi hancurkan prasaan la bukn nye rogol ke hape ke...).. isk pnjg la plak.. okla.. satu lg sedih baru tau junko matsumoto tuh pompuan rupe nye :((.. sape tuh? junko matsumoto tuh suare dlm anime(wtk shounen-->laki) yg paling best.. suare dier ryoma echizen, aoyagi ritsuka(loveless), adik heroin dlm chro crusade(lupe name dier).. suare dier serak2 basah.. sume cast dlm anime laki tp dier pompuan.. eheh xpe la.. oklaa stop ere...sayonara

Journey – hikita kaori (loveless ED)

Journey – hikita kaori (loveless ED)

Setsunasa no kagiri made dakishimetemo
Itsumademo hitotsu ni wa naranakute
Yasashisa yori fukaibashode
Fureau no wa itamidake
Futari wo musundekudasai
.
Bokura wa mou yume wo minai
Tomadoi nagara te wo totte
Zankokuna yoake no hou e arukidasu
Hontou no kotoba wa kitto
Hontou no sekai no dokoka
Bokura no mukuchina yoruni
Izondeiru
Ima mo kitto
.
Sabishisa wo shiru tameni deau no dato
Kuchidzuke wo awasu made shiranakute
Soredemo ima kimi to aeta
Yorokobi ni furueteiru
Kokoro wo sasaetekudasai
.
Bokura wa mou yume wo minai
Atatakaibashou e niganai
Zankokuna yoake wo kitto
Koeteyuku
.
Akirameteta sono shizukesa
Hontou no kotoba wa kitto
Aishikizutsuke autameni
Sagashidasu
Itsuka kitto
.
Setsunasa no kagiri made dakishimetemo
Itsumademo hitotsu ni wa naranakute
Yoakemae no tsumetaihoshi
Futaridake no michiyuki wo
Douka terashitekudasai


Even if we embrace until it begins to hurt

We two won’t be able to become one

Even in a place deeper than kindness

Touching each other is merely pain

Please bind us together


We won’t dream anymore

We’ll just hold hands while lost

And start walking toward a cruel dawn

True words must be somewhere in the real world

Hiding in our nights of silence

Surely, even now

waaaa.... penat siott!!

semlm g picnic tuh penat gile woo~~.. ehehehhe best2.. lain kali kitorg janji nk buat lagik kat tmpt same.. diorg ckp nk buat bbq lak.. ehehehe.. gune saye nye bbq set yg dpt ari tuh.. ehehehe best2.. cume semlm yg x pueh hati psl mase la.. alaa biase r bile plan on da spot.. eheheh kitorg plan mule kol 11.. janji ngan diorg pon kol 11.. tp nk buat camne.. kedai bukak kol 9 pg.. kitorg rush pegi kedai pagi tuh pastue g masak kat flat firah.. kire ok la dpt g bwk sume food tuh kol 1.. tuh dah kire ok.. lgpon pueh hati gile gak la.. ehehehhe.. ramai gak yg pegi semlm.. ehsan ckp dier kire dlm 23 org.. tuh pon ade a few yg 'segan' nk pegi.. kitorg panggil nih picnic bebdk hall.. yela.. sbb sume yg pegi semlm sume bdk hall... mmg kitorg ajak bdk2 hall jek... ehehhe next sem n seterusnye dah x leh panggil picnic cam nih dah sbb almost all bdk2 engine dok umah dah next sem.. aah ekk.. pelik gak majority bdk medic dok hall... majority? rase nye sume.. bdk2 engine lak majority dok umah.. pelik la yg dok hall setau nye cam buyot.. mira.. sape lagik ek.. xleh nk pk dah ehehehe.. syud n dayah pon dok hall gak.. eheheh balik psl picnic.. semlm main mmg best gile.. eheheh pastue ramai ckp picnic tuh berjaye wpon buat tuh pon on da spot.. eheheh tp yg paling best semlm main game baru.. eheheh mmg rase nk main lagik.. smlm last game kitorg main wolf ngan org kmpg.. eheheh alaa lebih kurg cam main pembunuh n police.. cume nih kene argue sket.. kalo main murderer ngan police tuh main kene tgk mate nk carik murderer tuh.. waaa hebat la game wolf n citizen tuh.. kalo mlm2 nnt wolves tuh kuar carik citizen nk bunuh.. pastue ade seeker.. tugas seeker nih carik wolf.. ade paladin.. tugas paladin lak carik seeker.. pastue ade priest.. tugas priest nih bless ppl.. kalo sorg citizen tuh dibless oleh priest tuh kalo wolves carik dier nk bunuh mlm tuh dier x kan kene bunuh.. yg lawak n pelik nye sepnjg game tuh sume yg priest bless sume tuh x kene pd tmpt yg btol.. sbb mmg setiap kalo wolves carik mangse.. sume x kene pd org yg dibless oleh priest tuh.. isk pelik tul la.. ehehehhe pastue bile dah siang.. wolves nih dlm jelmaan di kalangan citizen gak la.. citizen nih nk kene deicde la sape kene bunuh so dat kene pd wolves yg bunuh citizen mlm tuh.. so sume nih kene la argue.. dlm mase argue nih wolves tuh akan tipu la ngaku as citizen so dat x kene bunuh ngan citizen tuh.. memule round tuh kene la random jek bunuh org.. round2 lepas tuh baru best.. mase game tuh ade sorg cam tuan pengerusi game la.. dier yg tau sume.. tujuan seeker n paladin tuh.. kalo org yg seeker tuh teka wolf tuh btol.. pengerusi td akan kate btol n dier akan convincekan citizen tuh bhw org nih adalah wolf.. n kalo paladin teka seeker tuh btol.. dier kene tlg seeker tuh convincekan citizen bahawe seeker tuh btol.. cam tuh la.. tp sbb raami main.. so probability nk kene sorg antare ramai2 tuh susah la.. tp ade a few round la.. so dier leh teka a few kali dlm satu game.. mmg sornok gile.. tp bg org yg senyap n malas nk argue x best ar main.. eheheheh.. ok2.. mase utk study lak nih.. ade exam ari selase nih... :p n kind of sronok gak ari nih sbb baru jumpe lagu jepn yg dah lame carik.. eheheheh.. jap lg saye post lyric lagu tuh..best gile lagu tuh.. lagu tuh ending theme for anime loveless.. anime tuh baru lagik.. tp lagu dier huihh.. oklaa stop ere.. ja-ne..

activiti mase exam..uhuhu

ari nih xdek exam.. semlm baru lepas exam yg hampeh so ari nih main2 la.. ehehehe pelik kan.. sepatutnye kene la study lebih ek.. tp x pe.. lepaskan geramm.. uhuhuh skrg nih byk gile gelak.. sampai sakit pipi uhuhuh ilmu pon ilang.. nape byk gelak? antarenye tgk anime... lawak gile cite inuyasha.. menyayat ati tp lawak la.. :p satu lg dok gelak ngan bdk2 nih.. cam ehsan firah syud dayaha n yot.. waa dah lame kitorg x dok satu meja makan2 n gelak2.. ehehehhe misz dat old days.. uhuhuh.. nih esok kitorg nk buat picnic.. uhuhuh.. memule plan lebih kurg kol 9 tp ramai kate awal sgt tuh.. n last2 kol 11 sbb brg x beli lg.. waaa picnic kat platfield.. uhuhuh best2.. ajak ramai gak org.. kitorg nk makan2.. n main game.. ehheheh nk lepaskan tension.. lgpon lepas nih kitorg akan bepisah.. cewaahh cam da x jumpe jek.. alaa lepas nih sume dok tmpt lain2.. cam ehsan dok OT saye yot firah dok rusholme.. dayah n syud dok hall (chandos) ceh.,. diorg sayang sgt kat chandos tuh.. ermm xpe2.. nnt kalo ade gap antare kelas bleh g tmpt diorg ek.. ehheheh.. yot kate nk singgah makan kat bilik dorg nnt.. dayah kate nk baling maggi jek.. ehehhehe.. maggi pon maggi la.. :p owh lupe nk ckp.. td ehsan blanje kat sadaf.. makan nasik ngan lauk ayam tandori ehehehe.. wpon tapau bawak balik ehehehhe.. huh nmpk nye tido lmbt la sbb makan lmbt.. uhuhuh nanka si na kecah!! oklaa.. stop ere.. oyasumi

Yosh!! My first day in BLOG

Assalamualaikum.. eheheheh kakkooiii.. ermmm.. 2day my blogspot is born.. sbenarnye x rase pon nk ade blog nih sbb saye mmg x suke tulih dairi.. tp ade mende yg saye nk simpan dlm net n x nk kasi dier ilang.. n nk kas org tgk.. so buat la blog.. ehehhe.. ermmm memule nk ckp dlm blog nih akan ade 3 bahase.. ikut mood bile nk gune bahase ape bahase2 tersebut adalah Malay, English n japan.. eheheheh.. oklaa nk setup kan mende2 dlm nih.. ja-ne

In front of cardiff castle.. uhuhuh

uhuhuh... kawaii inuyasha

aja aja fighting!! ehehehe

elloo... kombawa!! skrg baru ade mood nk tulih.. ehehehhe.. nih nk ckp bout dis evenign exam... waaaa :(( so suck maa.. i'm totally blank.. x dek la sampai 100% xleh jwb la kan.. taketo.. i'm sure la i'm not gonna get high mark for dis paper.. so suck so dat i cannot stay for another half an hour.. ehehehehe hopefully still ok dat i'm not gonna get to reseat da paper.. ehehhe ok.. enuf.. these days i did something horrible..:(( uhuhuhu rase bersalah lak.. sbb melibatkan duit rakyat woo~~.. yela asyik dok dload cite jek.. xdek la kene bayar tp hampir hancus gak la my comp.. just ask anyone dat has been in my room.. eheheheh.. full wit dvd.. but suprisingly about 50% of da dvd i havn't watch.. ehehehe.. asyik dok kasi kat org lain tgk jek.. bleh jd tokey dvd cetak rompak le nmpk gaye nye.. ehehhe hebat2..=D> nk tau cite ape? meh nk kasi list.. but not all in da list la.. bcoz a few of them have been borrowed..
1. lovers in paris
2. full house
3. attic cat
4. love generation
5. gokusen(incomplete) + also got gokusen anime
6. beach boys
7. koi mil gaya
8. kungfu hustle
9. police story
10. koukou kyoushi(high school teacher)
11. bourne supremacy
12. smallville 3(incomplete)
13. sorry, i luv u
14. sweet 18
15. my tutor fren
16. slave love
17. beautiful days
18. love story in harvard
19. pride
20. long vacation
21. hero
22. summer scent
23. friends(JK-drama)
24. wut happen in bali?
25. resident evil
26. gto
27. all in
28. autumn in my heart
29. hotelier
30. 1% of anything(incomplete)
31. delighful girl chong hyang(incomplete)
32. snow white (incomplete)
33. sin city
34. h2(incomplete)
35. summer snow
36. meteor garden I
37. meteor garden II(incomplete)
38. my love patzzi
39. 18:29(incomplete)
40. my bf is type-b
41. prince's first love
42. strawberry on shortcake(sos)
43. overtime
44. perfect woman
45. save the last dance wit me(incomplete)
46. one upon a time in high school

then.. i also got some animes.. ehehhee a few ppl telling me dat i should rent dos dvd instead of let ppl borrowing the dvd.. but nnt kesian r.. ermm ade a few anime yg best n i suggest le tgk anime nih ehhehe.. kalo nk pinjam dos anime pon buleh.. anime best cam aishiteruze baby, inuyasha, fruit basket, naruto, bleach, hikaru no go, I my me strawberry eggs, hunter x hunter, ape lg ek.. ermm loveless(ade suare yg saye suke.. ehehhe), prince of tennis, monster(cite bunuh2), shaman king, initial D n ade lg la a few yg best.. dah lupe ehehehhe.. dat's all la for dis time.. perutku berbunyik la dah lapor.. nk g makan tp it's late already la.. uhuhuh.. oklaa oyasumi!! ja-ne..

uhuhuhuh... manchester united!!