~Lagu angin~ lalalala..

salam..

sure bosan ek tgk lagu kat bwh.. ahahhaha meh nok kabor bakpe owg post sinih.. ahahhahaa.. dah lebih kurg seminggu dok layan cite 'The Painter of Wind'..(tp abes2 gak.. sbb busy:P) best ke x? mmg best.. cite korea la.. cite skrg tp setting nye zaman dulu.. kisahnye psl sorg gadis umur 18 bercite2 nk jd pelukis diraja.. so terpakse menyamar jd lelaki sbb lelaki je leh jd pelukis diraja.. n dier bertemu la ngan sorg laki yg kemudiannye jd cikgu dier.. ade byk la suke duke.. xleh la nk cite sbb aku tgk pon baru sampai eps 8.. ahhahahahha.. aku xsure la nk kate creative ke mmg hampeh cite nih.. sbbnye bulih kate ape2 bulih jd dlm cite nih.. cnth nye disbbkan si gadis tu menyamar jd laki.. so ade la romance ala jiwang gituu.. tp disbbkan dier nyamar jd laki.. so dier jd cenderung pd pompuan.. hahahha mmg sampai eps 8 tuh.. dier ade suke kat sorg pompuan nih.. hahahah sume org kate lesbian la.. ape la.. pastu cikgu dier lak.. konflik dalaman ke arah gay.. ahahha sbb dier suke kat kononnye 'bdk laki' td.. :P (sape yg tgk cite coffee prince kdrama gak.. tau la camne konflik dalamannye..:P)

nway psl cite tuh.. kalo nk tgk.. aku galakkan.. kalo xminat xyah tgk.. hihi senang cite.. btol x.. aku mmg hantu bab cite korea, jepun, anime, movie ormputeh.. ape2 la.. yg layann gitu.. cume tolak drama melayu ngan indon n seangkatan dgn nye.. ala type2 cite venezuela la.. :D

lagu kat bwh nih.. tertibe terase suke lak.. ini angkara aku dok sedut lagu dari kerol 6 la nih.. pastu dok melagho ngan dier psl lagu jiwang2.. sampai aku pon kne tempias.. so time jiwang2 gituu.. aku pon layann la lagu nih.. memule aku igtkan pompuan nyanyi cume suare dier besar ke ape.. bile tgk vclip nih.. lahhh laki ke yg nyanyi.. bile aku search2 google2 wiki2.. rupenye laki nih femes la gak kat korea n kat luar korea pon ade yg minat.. :P ape2 la.. aku jenis yg minat lagu.. bkn minat org.. kalo org, aku minat pelakon.. hehe (oh my takeshi kaneshiro:X)

oklahh wa chow dulu..(jeles ngan parents aku yg tgh dating tgk cite transporter 3.. hukhuk)

~Song of the wind ~Jo Sung Mo

Under that bright moon, you and I, are separated by so little

When I almost touch you, your gaze turns towards that hazy memory

If I live on, can I call on you again?

It’s hard to make a sound, my breathing will stop, I continue trying to call to you

It’s as if the wind has carried you here, fleeting like the twilight

Like a dream of childhood, like a young girl’s dream, this warm wind

Confidently, you lift your head to walk to the ends of the world.

It’s already passed by, this youthful dream, and we are far from one another

The decision to stop waiting, keeps you awake at nights

In the dark of night, you continue to paint

It’s as if the wind has carried you here, fleeting like the twilight

Like a dream of childhood, like a young girl’s dream, this warm wind

Confidently, you lift your head to walk to the ends of the world

It’s already passed by, this youthful dream, and we are far from one another

Life goes on as usual, seeking for you when you live like the wind

My heart, is like that wind

I am the only one at your side, you are the only one at mine, I wanted to use this to embrace you

My heart is being gently cleansed by the passing wind

On that blue mountain, you shine to illuminate the world

Confidently, you lift your head to walk to the ends of the world

In the dark night, shine on my fluttering heart

Na nararara…

Under the limpid moonlight, I call out your name

Wherever you go, remember to feel the wind’s longing.

Hari-hariku.. bahagie? hmm..

Ade a few ppl yg tag aku suh buat beberape soklan yg menarik.. tp sowi yek.. setiap kali nak jwb tag mengtag tu.. tenet prob la.. firefox prob la.. hukhuk dugaan sungguh.. hukhuk

nie aku nk cite kejadian pg td..
aku agak lmbt pg td.. sampai tmpt tunggu tekci tu 20 minit lmbt.. bile aku dongak je kepale nk fokus ke tmpt tekci dtg.. satu tekci lalu.. halamak~! geram.. geram.. geram.. sbb aku lmbt 5 saat.. ahahaha xpe.. aku tunggu lagi.. ok.. dpt la.. xdek la lame sgt kene tunggu mcm hari biase..:P
naik.. ckp nk g mane n dier kompemkan laluan mane aku nak.. tekci pon bergerak menuju destinasi.. huahuahua.. xlame lepas tu.. dier start berbual.. (cite biase:P)

si pemandu tekci: adek ni, nk g keje ke?
(hari ni aku pakai baju blouse labuh kaler kelabu, tudung kelabu bunge2 ngan jeans biru.. pastu pikul beg sandang bwk laptop kaler kelabu biru:P)
aku: aah
si pemandu tekci: keje kat situ ek? (sri hartamas)
aku: aah
(bkn aku xnk layan tp aku pnah jumpe pemandu tekci yg kalo kite layan lebih2 dier terlebih2 lak nnt:P)
si pemandu tekci: saye igtkan ari nie xkeje.. rupenye keje ye..
aku: ari ni keje, esok xkeje..
si pemandu tekci: oh.. kesiannye kene keje ari ni..
aku: ahahahaha dah nk buat mcm mane.. dah la ari ni tgh minggu.. nk baru masuk feel wiken tp jumaat kene keje..
si pemandu tekci: oh adek ni dah berumah tangge ke?
aku: oh belom lagik..
si pemandu tekci: oh saye igtkan dah kawen..
aku: alaa keje pon x sampai sethn pon lg..

--udah.. udah..

mmg byk bende aku dari dr pemandu tekci.. isk cite la.. bkn object ke ape.. mcm karenah.. nk cite mmg x abes..
aku nih nmpk mcm gaye dah kawen ke? kalo tnye bdk opis aku.. xyah ckp ar.. mmg on d dot diorg ckp aku tue.. yela.. yela.. aku ngaku tue.. :P aku brape x suke gaye matured.. huhu eh.. bkn x ngaku dah tue.. tue tu mmg dah tue.. tp bg aku aku nak main2.. so kalo gaye aku matured tp perangai nk main2.. haa.. tu x sesuwai la.. :D
ade gak aku jumpe pemandu tekci yg x byk ckp.. kekdg tu ade yg x ckp lgsg.. hahahha aku pon layan senyap je la.. tp kekdg dah la senyap.. radio pon x psg lgsg.. :-<>
kekdg ade yg ajak aku borak psl politik.. (yg nih paling byk laa setkt nih..) n kebykkan nye sokong pkr.. ahahhahaa aku x kesah.. (tmbh2 lak aku yg 'tumpang' dier.. mau dier tinggal aku kat tgh2 highway tu.. cemane la aku nk balik nnt..:P thn lori je la ahahah) kekdg ade gak yg dok membebel kat aku psl gelagat penumpang la.. psl jalan x elok la.. ahahhaha aku layan jek..
ade satu kali tu.. mmg teruk giler aku kne time tu.. bende yg dier ajak borak mmg teruk.. dier dah tue tp menurut dier (dier kate la.. aku xtau sesahih mane fakta dier x tau la) dier x kawen lg.. pastu de ke ptt dier cite kat aku ape dier nk buat kalo dpt isteri mude.. aduhai.. aku mmg xlayan.. tp ape aku nk buat kat blakang tu.. naseb baik la perjlnan aku tu x lame.. dlm 10 minit jek.. jln plak x jam.. last2 sampai gak aku.. mase tu aku xtau bende tu aku kene repot.. huhu selamat la pakcik tu ngan aku.. kalo x. huh.. sampai ke mahkamah kite jumpe.. hehe

eh oklaa.. pnjg la plak.. nnt aku cite lain lak ek.. aku mmg rase pengalaman bertekci ni bende yg berharge.. bkn sbb pakcik td.. isk (aku xnk ckp kaum or agame mane.. sbb aku rase sume akan dijudge gak nnt [-(..) tp pengalaman sume nih mmg susah nk jumpe n x same ngan pengalaman yg org cite.. heheh okla nk layann smbg buat keje opis lak.. nih melagho kjp.. (pdhal nk bulih siap satu entry nih.. berjam2.. hahahahaa)

mata ne~! :-"
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For someone - maybe you or dont read!

hari-hari ade je bende baru.. sama ada psl keje ataupon frenship ataupon family.. tp sape kate x bosan? bkn bosan.. ermm it's not a right word.. oh.. mksd saye xdek peningkatan.. ermm cnth nye kalo maen game.. kite nmpk la point terkumpul.. btol x? tp dlm hidop kite sehari2.. kite nmpk ke point kite yg terkumpul tu? nop.. kite x nmpk.. so kite tau ke? nop.. kite x tau.. n seyes, kalo kite tau mknenye either kite syok sndr ataupon kite benci diri sndr.. believe me(hehe i think it wont convince ppl if we say believe me~!)

ekceli nk write abt what we think abt our parents.. this is respon to one of frens.. yup mayb i'm not brave enuf to say this directly to her face but somehow i feel like writing this so that saye akan pk dlm2 psl nih.. yup, it may sounds like i'm selfish but i think ppl r quite jual ikan.. sbb nye? kite xkan pk psl org 24 hrs.. kalo ade org ckp ade mknenye dier hipokrit..

baik, kembali pd bende yg saye nk pk.. hehe sesetgh dr kite punye parents yg kekdg kite x brape berkenan ngan perangai diorg (kalo gune perkataan x suke.. xelok lak hihi) tp kekdg saye pk balik.. mcm la parents kite berkenan ngan perangai kite.. ye dak? ape yg menyebabkan parents kite still x give up ngan kite.. still nk perbetolkan kite.. sbb diorg syg kite? knape diorg syg kite? sbb kite nih darah daging diorg? ade gak yg buang anak.. ade gak yg g letak parents kat umah kebajikan.. sbb diorg nk suruh kite jage diorg mase dier x larat nnt? ade gak parents yg lg kaye dr anak2 (huahuahua cnth nye saye la..:P)

saye try xnak tulih ape yg parents buat baik n bestnye diorg.. sbb saye pon x berkluarge lg.. saye x pnah merasai mcm mane ade anak n such.. saye pnah tulih psl saye ade tgk satu cite psl parents rase lega n gembire bile anak2 diorg buat hal n bg peluang utk parents tu bimbang psl anak2 diorg.. sesetgh org xkn phm cite ni.. tp ekteli ape yg nk disampaikan adalah.. parents yg busy mcm mane pon kalo xdek bende utk difikirkan psl anak2 diorg.. diorg akan rase sunyi.. n rase mcm x diperlukan.. kalolah ade parents yg pk sebalik nye.. pk yg better anak2 jgn buat hal lgsg.. sbb diorg xnak lgsg pk psl anak2 diorg.. saye rase better diorg amik robot je la sbg anak.. sng cite.. even nk kate bela binatang pon akan timbul masalah.. x pon main game simulation..(cnth nye pet society hehe) yup, xkan ade masalah.. cume bg pakaian selengkapnye, bg mkn, sediekan tmpt n mandikan dier.. so besarlah dier jd bende utk kite main2.. (bak kate gamerz, x challenging lgsg:P) bkn nk suruh buat hal pd parents.. tp tgk, bile kite buat hal or timbul masalah, diorg akan try selesaikan masalah tu.. mayb ade yg xkan tp sometimes it gives them satisfaction..

huahuahua oklah.. nk masuk kol 9 dah.. waktu opis~! hihi.. kalo x pueh hati ngan my xplanation.. komen je la.. as i said b4.. ape yg ditulih di sini semate2 my stand.. bkn fact utk menjustifykan sesuatu.. hihi

sore ja'~! mata ne~!

Saje bile dok wat keje copy+paste~!

Gotta Be Somebody- Nickelback

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with

`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight
And damn it this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can´t give up!
When you're Lookin´ for a diamond in the rough
Because you never know when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There's gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.


Nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There `s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.

Pelik ke nape saye letak lagu ni? ermm hehe td copy n paste script.. then kat playlist lagu kuar lagu nih.. tertibe rase nk menghayati lirik dier.. xsalah kan? s long s u take what is good from it.. bak kate sorg kwn saye.. amik yg jernih.. air keruh mcm milo jom kite minum ahahhaa.. no hidden meaning ek.. if u wanna hear about how my everyday's life..u better dont.. y? ermm because it somewhat busy n boring actually.. sometimes i cant even see my improvement n that what has been stressing me out.. huhuhu.. but just like what nickelback told me (?) there's gotta be somebody for me out there~! lalalalaa.. xdek ape2 la.. i know i'm not alone(really contradicting what i wrote in my blog.. hahaha) altho i cant see them.. but i really want to believe that.. if not, i dont know where else i should go.. huhuhuu

k lah.. smbg keje ek.. pd yg satu generasi yg saye ngna thn ni baru start keje, keje elok2 jgn jadi mcm saye yg keje x tentu hala.. pd yg tgh blaja lg, blaja elok2 jgn jd mcm saye gak.. pd dah berthn2 keje, keje elok2 gak supaye saye bulih amik cnth dr anda hhiihihii..

bye~! selamat berjuang~!

tensi.. tensi.. pls go away~!

actually i wanna write about my first-time-celeb-eid'ul-adha-in-4-years.. but came back to office with unfinished works really get to my head.. at some point 2day, i realize that sometimes u'll b drifted away after u decided something or misunderstood something.. but it only takes a glance to realize that it actually a mirage~!..
In this project, i've work on it for about 4 months.. and it actually just my misunderstood that it actually doesn't work!!! (i mean not because the script is wrong but how i understand it is a bit different to how it is supposed to be) how frustrating~!..
huhu.. tensi..
huhu.. tensi..
huhu.. tensi..
huhu.. tensi..

i really wanna go to dayah's wedding~! huhu.. but i think i have to sacrifice that plus my sunday.. (nk tmbh geleng kepale lagik x to my clumsiness? hehe) i left my paperwork in my bro's car when we just came back from holiday~! (also sandal that i just bought!!)
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sabo je la.. (nk tmbh geleng kepale lg x?) my laptop is overflowed with trojans and virus when i scanned last time.. y? because my anti-virus(bitdefender~!!! recommended by the company where i bought that laptop) doesn't wanna do the scheduled scan.. yesterday i already scanned my 2.5" hard-disk.. all the trojans and virusses found have been either deleted or healed.. but when i scanned the HD this morning.. again, i found about 200+ trojans and virusses.. waaaa :((
my windows (xp pro) in my laptop has gone crazy (bcoz i scanned the laptop not in safe mode) the system is a bit disturbed.. but becoz it is xp (now i acknowledge vista huahuahua) it still run like nothing happened.. hahahahhaa (n i cant even open task manager:(( )
ok2.. enuf enuf..

lets get back to work~!! pls make du'a for me~!

sore ja'~! mata ne~!

Yup~ this is me

as i write this entry, i feel really tired.. not physically but mentally.. really~! sometimes uninviting headaches playing in my head.. to certain ppl.. here is my message..

It's not that i dont want to contact u guys.. but my life rite now really straining me doing so.. wake up at 6.30am.. subuh, then tidy up my room and after that have a shower.. then 830am start my journey to office (by taxi) reach office normally at 930am.. then start working.. with the workload n boss normally goes back a bit late ;))) dinner at 7pm.. after that continue work for a bit.. 8pm out to catch taxi for my journey to go home.. normally reach home 9-10pm.. yes~! this is my life..

i'm not that lucky to start everything from above 0.. yup~! i start from -ve.. i wont say believe me, but.. nah i dont know.. i still have my belief.. n i'm still conscious about it.. really, i wont say believe me, but one day i'll continue my journey.. yes, it's not easy here.. i'm struggling here.. pls dont say things like i dont want to be friend with u.. it hurts me as much as i have no one to confide about this rite now..

pls, all i ask is be usnuzon wif me.. n trust me, it wont hurt even a bit on ur side..
thnx for everything~! really, very2 much.. n really2 luv ya all~!

Apa maksud kejadian aneh??

Seperti biasa.. rutin harian saya, baca paper psl berita hari ni.. dah tiba2 hati saya terasa serba tak kena bila baca berita ini... saya pernah merasa makan sepinggan.. hati teringin sangat mencium pipi dan dahi mama n papa.. adakah bila saya berbuat demikian (mungkin buat dlm mase sehari kot duhh~!) maka lepas ni saya akan mendapat kemalangan... sedih saya tgk n mendgr persepsi silap manusia skrg.. makan sepinggan itu sunnah.. cium pipi dan dahi parents itu dapat pahala, besar ganjarannya.. tapi pabila menyesal yang menyusul selepas itu.. apakah yang tinggal? tidak, saya tak kata pahala akan ditarik balik.. tidak sama sekali hal itu akan berlaku.. tapi cuba bayangkan perasaan yang telah pergi..

si suami: pertama kali saya merasa makan sepinggan dgn ahli keluarga saya.. wahh nikmat skali.. terasa hubungan kami sgt rapat.. seolah2 kami berada dlm dunia kami sendiri..

si anak: dah lama x cium pipi ngan dahi mama n papa, sayang sgt mama n papa.. naseb baik la sempat ckp hari tu.. kalau tak, pasti saya akan menyesal sampai bila2..

tapi apa yang 'mereka' khabarkan?

Berkongsi makan sepinggan bersama suami dan anak-anak buat pertama kali seolah-olah menjadi petanda Lans Koperal Rohana Ahmad, 26, akan kehilangan orang yang disayanginya.

inikah cara org malaysia berfikir skrg? siapakah yg memulakan pemikiran sebegitu? cuba tenung dlm diri kita.. tak usah menunding jari ke arah org lain.. cuba buka cara berfikir kita sendiri.. cuba fikir dari sudut lain.. adakah kita akan terkongkong dalam cara pemikiran sebegitu? adakah kita akan terikat, dirantai oleh pemikiran yang boleh saya katakan sempit dan kolot itu?

kalau saya seorang yg berfikiran terbuka tapi org lain masih di takuk lama.. tak guna jugak kan..

ya betul, tapi biarlah kita yang membentuk masyarakat bukannya masyarakat yang membentuk kita.. =D so ape kate anda? sudi berubah? ataupun anda sudah berada di zon selamat anda? comfort zone? selesakah anda? hehe.. it wont cost u a cent to think for a second..

daa.. mata ne~!(see ya next time~!)