Thursday, June 30, 2005

last nite~~

ehehhehehe... some ppl knoe me.. said dat i'm not d kind of ppl dat will get homesick easily.. but i dunno y last nite dreamt bout shopping in my hometown.. waaa.. i dreamt bout shopping dis all my fav fruits.. waaaa... altho some of them i can get from my mom's 'kebun' but the feeling dat buying all those things make me feel more like homesick.. and i alaos dreamt about getting married.. waaaa lawak siot!! x tau nape.. when i woke up dis morning.. i'm kinda blurr.. i'm getting married?? huh:( jauh panggang dr api..:p in my dream.. its not dat the akaq niqah or bersanding ceremony.. but there was a girl.. came to my house when i sat down wit my fren..(dunno who) then she asked me who is getting married.. then i replied 'me'.. waarrrrrrrrrrggggghhhhh.... i dunno y i replied like dat.. uhuuhuhuhuhuh.. wuts wrong wit my head lately???? ok.. drop dis subj.. ermm 2day kak mum n kak nuyu going back to mesia.. me n kak lyda plan on going to see them off.. i havn't see kak mum for a long period.. uhuhuhu hope kak mum x marah la.. ehehehhehe.. i forgot who said dis.. but someone said dat among those juniors around umist la..i'm kak mum's fav junior.. ehehehhehe mayb i like to hang around wit kak mum.. then cooked 2gether.. then i'm her going-to-be housemate.. ehehehe someone told me dat sound scary.. but.. ehehehe i knoe kak mum la.. not dat 'scary'.. 2morrow i'll move into my own house (rusholme) ermm y kak mum chooses such date to go back to mesia.. at least move into d house together.. she always said dat she worries bout me living alone in d house.. ehehehhehe don't worry le kak mum.. its not dat i'm going to live in an island alone.. eehehhehehe kan ade byk seniors around there.. :p i don't knoe how to angkut all those my stuffs.. u know dat when i moved out from hall.. i hav to use 2 cars.. waaaa byk gile kan.. ehehhehe oklaa... nk g mandi.. ehehhehe biase la.. bile tanam anggur nih mandi pon lmbt.. then after mandi.. nk bekpes.. then.. ermmm wut to do today haa?? ok byeeeeee

Tuesday, June 28, 2005


nih mase kitorg g rusholme.. aktiviti yg dah lame kitorg x buat.. makan ramai2.. ehsan blanje

nii kanji~~

heih*sigh*.. y i don't feel well dis days?? i juz listened to full house ost.. da 'why' song.. hah!! feel like wanna watch full house again but the dvd isn't wit me.. how to describe my kanji rite now? feel like something big in my heart wanna burst out but dunno how n y.. rite now i really need someone to chat!! waaa... dis kanji slowly crawl to my head.. doki-doki my head feels like there is something wrong!! heih*sigh*.. then one more prob rises.. i can't use my debit card to pay anything via d card.. ermm like wanna pay for d summer bus pass.. waaa... got to go to d main bank to report bout dis... heih.. i can't do almost everything in their rite way.. u knoe.. when u wanna go to right but at d same time u feel d left one is d rite one.. huh.. juz yesterday i talked bout adventure in everyday lfe.. rite now i can't take it? ehehheheh baka!! wokeh la stop ere dulu.. kang otak btol lak.. ehehhehe ja ne

another boring day~~

uhuhuhuhuhuu.. another boring day~~ uhuhuhu.. adeii i dunno wut to write today!! ermm today i woke up late today but still sempat kejutkan kak lyda..:p ehehehehe then i had my breakfast+lunch at 11 am.. i had soto for da first time i'm in UK.. waaa segoii!! ehehehhe best kan.. kak lyda yg masak n sedap la n she laso cooked lasagne.. ermm a bit salty!! but still delicious coz dat was da first time kak lyda cooked lasagne.. :p she wanted to cook da lasagne bcoz she juz ate lasagne from pizzaco.. eheehe.. then.. after breaklunch i planned to watch korean movie but i can't choose which drama should i watch.. since rite now i really wanna watch full house again.. coz da drama is saiko so far.. eheheheh n i juz watched da drama once.. but zannen.. someone borrowed da cds from me.. heih*sign* nk buat camne.. i juz dload 2 osts from full house n found dat the songs are quite ok.. ehehhe kak lyda la yg ajar nih.. isk.. waaa can't wait to move in to my own house.. uhuhuhu i can't imagine how to manage my own house.. eheheh from wut i see while dok skali ngan kak lyda nih.. seems dat i can't do it alone but ermm.. don't u think dis is omoshiroi?? ehehehhe if i really can manage those things alone n i can 'survive' then ehehehhe seggoii kan?? ehehehe.. sometimes we need some entertainments not a plain life.. am i rite? ehehhehe so dat we can value our life better.. kan? kan? kan? ehehheh

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Best Friend....


Mou daijoubu shinpai nai to nakisou na watashi no soba de
itsumo kawaranai egao de sasayaite kureta
mada mada mada yareru yo datte itsu demo kagayaiteru
toki ni wa isogisugite miushinau koto mo aru yo shikatanai
zutto mimamotte iru karatte egao de
itsumo no you ni dakishimeta
anata no egao ni nando tasukerareta darou
arigatou arigatou Best Friend


Konna ni takusan no shiawase kanjiru toki wa shunkan de
koko ni iru subete no nakama kara saikou no purezento
mada mada mada yareru yo datte itsu demo minna soba ni iru
kitto ima koko de yari togerareru koto sonna koto mo chikara ni kawaru
zutto mimamotte iru karatte egao de
itsumo no you ni dakishimeta
minna no egao ni nando tasukerareta darou
arigatou arigatou Best Friend


Toki ni wa isogisugite miushinau koto mo aru yo shikatanai
zutto mimamotte iru karatte egao de
itsumo no you ni dakishimeta
anata no egao ni nando tasukerareta darou
arigatou arigatou Best Friend


Zutto zutto zutto Best Friend


English Translation

I don't have to worry anymore, cause you will be by my side when I cry
You always smile at me
I am blessed because you always shine before me
Things that we have missed hastily at time, that's the way it is
Faces that always being looked at
Forever hugging each other
Your smile has helped me endless time, you know
Thank you thank you Best Friend

These plenty happiness that I felt at this moment
All the friends that I have here, you the best present
I am blessed because you always be by our side
Surely things that I have accomplished here, those things too give me strength (change to strength)
Faces that always being looked at
Forever hugging each other
All of your smile has helped me endless time, you know
Thank you thank you Best Friend

Things that we have missed hastily at time, that's the way it is
Faces that always being looked at
Forever hugging each other
Your smile has helped me endless time, you know
Thank you thank you Best Friend

Always always always my Best Friend

Another boring day

hanya-aseoo... eheheheh dis a few days i watched a few k-dramas.. ahahahah sampai dah terhafal a few wordss.. i watched beautiful days yerterday.. ehehhehe love da hero in the drama.. so macho laa.. kak lyda wanna watch Af 3.. uhuhuhuh others who already at mesia can watch Af3.. waaa jeles2.. kak lyda tried to search for the konsert dat said can be watched thru internet.. eheheh but now the server of the site still down..:(( heih.. not inda mood to wirte something la.. tell u wut.. friday next week i'm moving into my own house.. waaa... x sabar nye.. but i'm going to move in alone.. waa dunno wut to do then.. isk.. but still i can't wait n so excited over it coz for me dis is my first experience having my own house.. eheheheh

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Bout yesterday~~

Yosh!! ehehehhee.. sori bout yesterday.. i juz wanna let go some of my stress bout my life ere.. isk *sigh* dis a few days nih dah byk sgt mengeluh.. isk.. bout yesterday.. actually something happen ere.. n at first i thout i shouldn't tell anyone bout dis but i think wut i did n do to A x salah.. but considering wut happen now looks like 'we' are on da wrong side..:(( wut can i do????? sure ppl yg bace mende nih x paham.. camnih cite nye.. i juz can tell u haf of da story coz if i tell u da whole story.. some ppl can guess who is she/he.. so dah kire ngumpat la tuh.. isk..*sigh* ermm nih satu cite dat happen a few days ago.. one of my fren sent sms to A.. in da sms my fren type ':P'.. so for most of us its biase la kan.. tp nk tau ape A reply? A said.. 'nape jelir lidah tuh....' something like dat la... i forgot wut else A said.. but sound so sarcastic la.. isk.. altho dat didn't happen to me but i can feel wut the sender feel.. ade ke ckp cam tuh.. dat doesn't mean any bad intentions.. isk geram tul.. but we decided not to comment anything bout dat.. juz simpan dlm ati jek la.. A always says dat sound so selfish.. i can't tell u ere coz if i tell u a part of da story then none of u will understand but if i tell u da whole story then some of u can guess who is A.. but now i realize dat ppl always not 'our type'.. u know wut i mean? ermm our type means type dat we can get along well altho there are something dat so differ from us.. after those things happen.. we juz like avoiding each other.. when we bump into each other.. dat look so awkward till others who don't know anything can smell wut happen.. ermm *sigh*.. we try to talk to A.. but still we can't find appropriate way to talk bout it.. wut i wanna tell A..we know dat A is much older than us.. we also respect A.. we didn't mean to do anything dat A deosn't like.. but there is other way to tell or 'tegor' any of our wrong-doing.. someone said to me dis.. if something like dis happen to us once.. mayb it is others wrong.. but if twice or more.. then we should review ourselves.. isk *sigh*.. wokeh la.. dat's all.. mayb after dis i wouldn't write bout dis anymore.. mayb coz of my 'respect'.. wokeh la after thinking bout dis.. make me in bad mood.. isk *sigh* byeee

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

One kind of ppl...

Yo!! ehehehehehe lame x update blog nih sbb ye la dok gune internet umah kak lyda nih.. eheheh how's my life ere? ermm honestly say.. not very good la.. coz so many things happened ere.. dat u might not ever think dat it would be happened to anyone.. there's one kind of ppl in dis world.. dat never thot bout ppl around!! isk.. geram tul kat org cam tuh.. she/he will says wutever she/he wants.. whether wutever she/he says is going to hurt ppl around her/him.. isk how can 'u' do dat?? we're living wit other ppl.. wutever we say or do.. we should consider others feelings as well.. heih*sign*.. when i knew bout it.. i'm speechless.. wut happen? ermm should i tell u? it can b considered as 'ngumpat'.. ermm let say dis person as A.. A is a person dat i respect coz A is older than me.. ppl always say dat if we want to gain respect from others..then we hav to respect others as well.. but wutever i do or say as my respect.. A acts as she/he never realized dat.. i'm not saying dat i 'terase' wit wutever A does or did.. but at least consider others too.. kesian a few ppl dat has been hurt by A.. that's it for today.. coz i can't say the thing dat i wanna say.. juz wanna let go some stress!! ehehehhehe.. i will write some more tomorrow.. eheheheh ok ja-ne

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Summer vacation

skrg nih dok umah kak aida.. mlm nih syud ngan azi tido sini gak.. mlm semlm kitorg tido bilik kak khairiah.. ehehhehe kat umah kak lyda ramai org.. so kitorg cam tido sini la plak.. ehehheh.. waaaa dah ngantuk... tp nk tulih gak ape jd ari ni.. pg td g naik bus ngan syud ngan azi.. plan nye nk makan kat pizzaco dulu tp kol 10 lebih tuh pizzaco x bukak lagik.. ceh hampeh tul la.. then, i decided to go to bring backthose stuffs dat i left.. eheheh dat's my plan for dat day.. syud n azi lak plan nk g stadium n trafford centre.. i bought dayrider.. tp naik bus nye sekali tuh jek.. uhuhuh rugi jek..hampeh!! bile sampai kat hall tuh.. 2 bijik lift tuh mmg cukup.. waaaa:(( sampai kol 1 then i can bring down my stuffs.. ceh ade ke ptt.. i asked kak jah n kak asyif to send my stuffs here.. using da car dat they used to go to lake district... first they send kak mum's stuffs.. then i hav to wait for my turn.. can u imagine.. from 10 to 3 pm.. i was held at chandos hall... penat gile.. ngan angkat brg sume.. sambil2 tuh borak ngan kak mum.. waaa kagum gile ngan kak mum.. kitorg borak psl cite2 korea.. n mostly bout da most sad n da funniest korean story i hav seen.. n once again i'm impressed by kak mum.. i now dat she like dat story but remember a name of a place in da story??? waaa.. respect r.. xsangke gile.. ehehehhee.. she said she like korean story more than japanese story bcoz they don't show 'mende x ptt' in thier story unlike j-drama.. uhuhuhu in a way a agree wit her.. uhuhu aah ek.. x terpk lak selame nih.. when i think back then.. in korean drama i watched so far.. they didn't show any adegan of sex or stuffs like dat la.. in j-drama.. those things like common.. waaa.. but one thing i don't like bout korea.. their language.. burukk.. isk sukati jek kutuk bahase org lain.. ceh.. wokeh la nk tido dah.. esok kene bgn awal.. uhuhuhu things don't turn out to be wut i wish for lately.. so i hav to work out for a lil bit.. heih..*sign* wish me luck k.. fighting!! gambaro~~ ja-ne

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Summer vacation..

skrg nih dok umah kak aida.. mlm nih syud ngan azi tido sini gak.. mlm semlm kitorg tido bilik kak khairiah.. ehehhehe kat umah kak lyda ramai org.. so kitorg cam tido sini la plak.. ehehheh.. waaaa dah ngantuk... tp nk tulih gak ape jd ari ni.. pg td g naik bus ngan syud ngan azi.. plan nye nk makan kat pizzaco dulu tp kol 10 lebih tuh pizzaco x bukak lagik.. ceh hampeh tul la.. then, i decided to go to bring backthose stuffs dat i left.. eheheh dat's my plan for dat day.. syud n azi lak plan nk g stadium n trafford centre.. i bought dayrider.. tp naik bus nye sekali tuh jek.. uhuhuh rugi jek..hampeh!! bile sampai kat hall tuh.. 2 bijik lift tuh mmg x cukup.. waaaa:(( sampai kol 1 then i can bring down my stuffs.. ceh ade ke ptt.. i asked kak jah n kak asyif to send my stuffs here.. using da car dat they used to go to lake district... first they send kak mum's stuffs.. then i hav to wait for my turn.. can u imagine.. from 10 to 3 pm.. I had to ‘play’ at chandos hall... penat gile.. ngan angkat brg sume.. sambil2 tuh borak ngan kak mum.. waaa kagum gile ngan kak mum.. kitorg borak psl cite2 korea.. n mostly bout da most sad n da funniest korean story i hav seen.. n once again i'm impressed by kak mum.. i now dat she like dat story but remember a name of a place in da story??? waaa.. respect r.. xsangke gile.. ehehehhee.. she said she like korean story more than japanese story bcoz they don't show 'mende x ptt' in thier story unlike j-drama.. uhuhuhu in a way a agree wit her.. uhuhu aah ek.. x terpk lak selame nih.. when i think back then.. in korean drama i watched so far.. they didn't show any adegan of sex or stuffs like dat la.. in j-drama.. those things like common.. waaa.. but one thing i don't like bout korea.. their language.. burukk.. isk sukati jek kutuk bahase org lain.. ceh.. wokeh la nk tido dah.. esok kene bgn awal.. uhuhuhu things don't turn out to be wut i wish for lately.. so i hav to work out for a lil bit.. heih..*sigh* wish me luck k.. fighting!! gambaro~~ ja-ne

Friday, June 10, 2005

Pindah umah!!!

yoshaaa~~.. air nih plan nye nk pindah umah.. kak aida nk dtg amik.. dier kate dier dtg amik ngan keta.. uhuhuhu terharu.. segan sgt n rase bersalah mase nk mtk tlg dier.. uhuhu dah la dier g jln ptg nih.. so cam xtau le camne nnt.. xdek org lgsg kat umah dier nnt.. so x elok la ek kalo tuan umah xdek.. saye lak g dok sane... tp nk g dok umah kak lyda.. ramai sgt org dah umah tuh.. ermmm camne ek nk ckp ngan kak aida nih.. mmm.. kalo cmtuh saye g antor brg then dok umah kak lyda waktu weekend tuh.. ermm camne ek.. mayb saye g letak brg kat umah kak aida dulu pastue lepas weekend baru pindah kot.. tgk r.. tanye pendpt kak aida dulu.. adeii~~~ sakit kepla pk.. kan elok kalo dpt umah cam fendi.. terus dpt masuk ari nih.. x yah susah2.. dah la dier sewa kete.. sng gile.. uuhuh.. dah la sambung packing...

Thursday, June 09, 2005


Gaara da desert

Packing brg!! pindah woo~~

adeii~~ septtnye janji ngan kak aida pindah ari nih.. tp dah dok meronggeng semlm make nye pindah esok.. uhuhuh itulah~~ dah la nyusahkan kak aida.. mtk mahap ye kak aida.. eheh xpe2 nnt blanje aiskrim kat moonlight.. uhuhuh.. adeii penat2.. dah dok packing.. byk lg brg x packing.. uhuhuh kotak dah xdek.. ade kotak sikit jek... kene letak sume brg lain dlm plastic lak... tgk le camne.. my floormate pon dah start packign brg dah.. ade yg dah pindah dah.. sayonara~~ uhuhuhu.. then i'll be staying at kak aida's house for almost a month.. waa.. hampeh tul la.. x bape suke kene nyusahkan org n stay umah org lain nih.. isk.. sian diorg nnt.. nnt bile dirog dah balik nnt xkan la saye nk stay kat umah diorg gakk.. uhuhuh i thout de idea staying at uma kak lyda lak.. gome2.. i know i will be a nuisance to ppl.. uhuhuhu gome na~~ shikatanai da sho~~ xkan la nk stay dlm kotak (cam syud n dayah plan kalo diorg x dpt chandos--->mogok kat chandos le tuh) :p juz now i watched loveless (anime) eps09.. juz released!! can't wait for da next eps.. really touching woo~~ altho not make sense for a certain ppl but i think wut they r trying to show is how a strong bond can effect our life.. uhuhuhu kesian kat fighter ritsuka(loveless)--> soubi.. dier cedere parah gile.. pastue enemy yg dier lwn tuh sengaje jek putuskan cuping telinge soubi tuh..dah la ritsuka yg tindik telinge soubi tuh... waaa syg nye soubi kat ritsuka tuh sampai dier nak halau ritsuka kuar dr kete mase balik tuh sbb dier xnk ritsuka bimbang n tgk dier dlm keadaan cedere parah tuh.. waaaa hebat2.. wokeh la.. nk smbg packing brg.. hah! satu lg geram gile kat naruto nye(geram kat production dier la) ade ke dier kuarkan anime yg xdek dlm manga dier.. hampeh gile.. lain gile.. dah la ade nmpk sket gambar dlm anime tuh x bape lawa.. ceh udah2.. packing brg lak.. yosh!! gambate.. aja aja fighting~~.. fight oh!! ohhh!!

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Chrono crusade

huh.. biase r.. mase study psg mende.. so dat xdek la sunyi sgt.. uhuhuh.. rite now i'm watching chro crusade.. uhuhuhuhu.. altho de anime is all about cristian.. bout exorsicing demons.. but i like dis anime.. strange huh? coz it is bout love a sister to a bro.. n love a person to a mankind.. i really suggest u guys watch dis anime.. for those who are follow da world of anime la.. ehehhehe.. nape ek? sbb altho hero dier pompuan (certain ppl don't wanna watch dis anime bcoz hero dier pompuan) tp ape yg dier nk point dlm keseluruhan cite tuh yg best.. da whole story is about to retrieve da power of the heroin.. power heroin tuh adalah da power of love.. dier kate da power of love tuh cam dr saint mary la.. so incarnation of saint mary la.. for us of cos it is ridiculous.. but kite bleh tau la ape yg diorg percaye dlm mende2 camni.. in dis story there are some ppl dat wit a lots of power but diff power.. cam cnth nye.. power nk ubatkan org.. power nk comfort kan org.. power baik hati.. cam tuh la.. pastue power2 tuh kene combine utk retrieve saint mary tuh.. yg sedih nye heroin dier tuh.. carik adik dier( suare minagawa junko mcm ryoma dlm prince of tennis n mcm ritsuka dlm loveless) dah cam lebih 5 thn la carik adik dier.. da heroin nih ade assistant.. tp demon.. bukn human.. tp kuase dier dicompress.. kalo nk decompress kuase dier.. kene amik lifetime heroin tuh.. mase dier nk decompress lifetime heroin tuh.. demon tuh sedih gile.. dier syg sgt kat heroin tuh.. kalo bukn sbb heroin tuh dah lame dier mati.. uhuh.. adik dier lak on da bad side.. tp at last dier jumpe gak la adik dier tp sedih nye adik dier x cam his sis.. pastue heroin dier tuh kene culik lak ngan org jahat.. pastue abandon adik dier tuh.. sedih gile.. at last dier dpt jumpe her bro tp her bro tuh didn't recognize her.. but still.. her love tu cam power sgt r.. last2 demon xleh idop tanpe heroin tuh.. dier bleh jek nk decompress kuase dier tp mkne nye heroin tuh mati r.. n heroin tuh pon bleh jek mntk balik lifetime dier tp.. demon tuh mati r.. uhuhuh mase tuh sedih sgt.. mase yg palinbg sedih n almost made me cry.. mase heroin tuh (under kuase org jahat) dier mtk balik lifetime dr demon baik tuh.. waa mase tuh demon baik tuh rase cam nk bunuh diri n bg balik la lifetime dier tuh.. sbb dier syg sgt kat pompuan tuh.. at last heroin tuh mati dok sbelah demon tuh.. demon tuh pon mati same... pdhal baru jek jumpe ngan adik dier.. yg dier carik berthn2.. ototo (her bro) tuh ade kuase sembuhkan luke.. tuh yg org jahat nk.. pastue ototo tuh baru lah sedar tp ingatan dier mase b4 dier jd jahat.. so dier igt his onesan(kakak) tuh idop lagik.. sedih gile kan.. cam ilang ingatan lak.. waaaa... dis anime masuk my top 10 anime la.. uhuhuh best tp dier sampai eps 24 jek.. ending dier mmg sad ending.. quite a few la we found anime wit sad ending kan.. sbb anime.. so cam x logic pon org x persoalkan.. tp still de creator tuh nk tunjukkan wut da world is all about.. last2 tuh dier tunjuk la yg dunie nih dah kacau bilau dah.. huh.. dah kluar dah ape yg terbuku.. hahahhaha.. i juz wanna let out dis feeling.. n i found quite a few who watch dis anime.. mayb it is all about cristian.. n hero dier pompuan.. ehehhehe.. wokeh la smbg study.. wish me gud luck ek for tomorrow.. last paper but a very hard one.. sayonara..

Org lain dah abes exam.. jelesnye~~

adeiii... jelesnye org dah abes exam.. siap ade course tuh dah dpt result dah... uhuhuhuh hampeh tul la.. ehhehehehe.. i juz watched successful story of bright gurl.. alaa cite tuh dah lame.. tp best gak tgk cite yg dah lame tgk.. uhuhuhu.. rite now my table n room all in mess.. uhuhuhuh cam dah x igt dunie.. dok pk nk study.. KENE study!! subject nih penting!! of all those subj so far.. i think dis subj is da most important n useful la for my course.. ehehheheh alaa subj microcomputer eng.. altho a bit tough.. but i still can cope wit it.. lgpon lecturer dier best.. dier explain.. huihhh.. kalo x paham.. sure tido le dlm kelas.. ehehhe wut make dis subj tough.. dier xdek buku.. there is no specific reference book la for dis subj coz it covers many things in EE field.. ehehhe tuh yg penting tuh.. ok stop bout it.. skrg nih kat luar nih kat depan sackville bldg nih.. chinese ppl buat bbq.. waaa best2.. altho kitorg pon dah buat bbq dah dulu.. tp dlm ujan.. nih panas gile.. mmg suit buat bbq... uhuhuh xpe la.. bukn sume org buat bbq dlm ujan.. lain dr lain lak tuh..ehhehee.. skrg nih agak sakit jiwe ngan floormate sbb dlm sink kat kitchen tuh.. huihh.. kalah umah org bujang.. bersepah nk mati.. tau la dah nk balik.. but bersepah tuh mcm xnk balik lg.. ermm ye kot.. ehehhehe dlm sink tuh.. kalo kumpul minyak nye... bleh siap buat goreng ayam lagik.. nk kate nye byk gile nye minyak n lame n lemak nye minayk kat kitchen tuh heih.. orm puteh nih pengotor tul la.. kalo guys tuh understandable la..tp nih pompuan.. dah tu siap ade a few g smoking kat kitchen.. heih.. kat kitchen tuh tmpt org makan lg la salah kalo makan kat kitchen.. heih.. sabor2.. bile org masak mende pedas sket.. ade la yg batuk2.. bile ade org isap rokok.. adek la yg batuk2.. heih.. tahap mane la kesihatan diorg nih.. isk... lgsg susah nk masak mende pedas.. isk xpe la.. xlame jek lg nk dok chandos hall nih.. xlame lagik dok rusholme lak.. eheheheh dok sorg for over 2 months.. eheheheh kesian ek.. xpe2.. dah la keje x dpt lagik.. tgk le dulu.. yot kate keje kat kwiksave kat rusholme tuh tp tgk ar dulu.. wokeh la.. chow

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

9 hrs after 'mukatsku' paper

adeii.. rase nye of all those papers dis sem.. today's paper la paling hampeh.. huh!! mukatsku!! plus org yg jage td hampeh tul la.. isk.. mukatsku.. mtk2 la x fail.. n mtk2 la lepas average.. pastue balik2.. tgk cite mukodono(my husband) dis story dah kuar kat mesia b4 fly ari tuh.. de story is about a macho singer nih.. tp kat umah ilang baes macho dier.. hypocrite kan.. uhuhuhuh.. ckp psl hypocrite nih... somtim terpk gak.. ppl always say x suke hypocrite.. taketo.. ppl always being hypocrite.. to everyone.. da most honest ppl pon akan kekdg jd hypocrite.. y? mmm.. a fren said dis to me b4.. altho ppl saud dat they hate hypocrite ppl.. but they didn't realize dat they also being hypocrite.. for eg.. being wit A won't be de same as being wit B rite? tmbh2 lak kalo ade 'suke' someone.. we will be hypocrite al da time.. xkan la nk tunjuk bad side to 'them' rite? heih.. my fren also said it is not wrong to be hypocrite.. y? hypocrite is not lie.. pretend didn't know is hypocrite but it is not wrong rite.. doki2 i always thought dat.. y ppl like to pretend.. like to being hypocrite.. nanyi shinjit te? shiranai watashi.. but being wit a lots of ppl make me realize ppl can't live without being hypocrite.. heih.. is there ppl dat watashi honto nih shinji teru? waaaaa...:(( kacau2.. shiteru rambut alfro tuh? cam tuh la my mind n my kokoro.. huh.. nande watashi kokoni? umme kah? uhuuhuhuh.. ja-ne

Monday, June 06, 2005

da day b4 important paper..

uhuhuhuhuh.. xdek mood la.. study? paper esok nih agak susah gak la.. saye yot n jun sume hancur paper nih.. uhuhuh.. dlm kepla ade byk mende kene pk.. uhuhuhu.. hopefully my coursework n experiment not so bad la.. at least got some marks to cover so dat lepas average.. uhuhuhu.. taketto.. still got to study.. waaa... nape la prob dtg serentak.. xpe2.. gambate!! dpt lepas nih.. mmg power r.. dugaan2.. esok ade paper.. rabu ade paper.. ptg rabu pindah.. jumaat g mcot nye majlis tuh.. mm.. keje plak dpt yg reserved jek.. ade ke kasi back up jek.. bukn salah saye saye x pegi interview tuh.. saye dah call diorg.. pastue dier ckp xdek org kasi tau dier.. ade ke.. silap worker dier la.. uhuhuhu dah la.. malas nk ngumpat psl diorg.. saye nye floormate lak dah abes exam.. uhuhuhu best gile.. sronok jek main2 kat kitchen.. jeles gile.. jeles gak kat syud jannah ehsan sume tuh.. dah x yah pk psl paper dah.. heih.. yosh.. shikkadishirohh!! tarik napas.. hembuss..puhh.. tarik napas... puhh.. hembuss adeii sakit perut lak..

Sunday, June 05, 2005

seorg gadis - nowseeheart

Ada seorang gadis
Termenung di jendela
Memikirkan nasibnya
Yang telah ternoda
Terpinggir terhina
Kerna dosa-dosa silamnya

Ibunya telah tiada
Begitu juga ayahnya
Mengharungi dunia
Tanpa pedoman di jiwa
Keliru hatinya
Antara syurga dan neraka

Pada siapa
Harus dipinta
Secebis rasa seulit mesra
Di akhir noktah
Usia dirinya
Yang akan berhenti jua

Deraian air mata
Menangisi dosanya
Rebah dia mengharap
Keampunan Tuhannya
Serta ketenangan
Mengharungi dunia yang fana

Umurnya masih muda remaja
Tetapi terleka kerana
Nafsu yang mengaburinya
Namun
Tuhannya masih cintakan dirinya
Walaupun dosanya
Selautan dunia

Mengapa perlu berasa
Berjauhan dari Yang Esa
Sedangkan Allah sentiasa
Merahmati hamba-Nya
Yang sering terlupa
Leka dan alpa terhadap-Nya

Harapannya subur kembali
Bukti kasih Ilahi
Syukur dia ditemukan
Jalan kebahagiaan
Mengukir ceria
Membenam segalaKecewa.....

Saturday, June 04, 2005


bbq!! best gile..

bbq dlm ujan.. uhuhuu..

ehehheh.. sekali lg kitorg buat makan2 kat platfield tp kali nih bukn cam picnic tuh.. kali nih kitorg buat bbq kat luar platfield.. platfield tutup semlm so kitorg buat kat luar tuh jek.. diorg tutup platfield tuh atas sbb health inspection something la cam tuh.. pastue memule tuh cuace elok jek.. tp manchester nih kan dier nye weather unpredicted.. pg tuh mendung jek.. eheheheh pastue setiap setgh jam dok tgk kat luar.. dok pk ptg nnt ujan ke x.. uhuh same la ngan jun ngan iza.. ahahahh.. sambil2 study le.. pastue dlm kol 1030 tuh g city centre nagn chinatown ngan syud.. g beli brg2 utk bbq tuh.. pastue mase nk balik tuh matahari kuar le sesikit menjengukkan muke nye.. ehehehhe.. pastue dok pk la ok kot ptg nnt.. pastue kol 12 tuh g la beli ayam kat worldwide.. uhuhuh pakcik yg jual ayam tuh terkejut gile saye nk beli ayam 8 ekor..penat la saye explain.. ehehhe dier cam x percaye jek memule tuh.. ehehehe lgpon 4 org pekerje diorg kene buat keje ptg ayam tuh sbb 8 ekor serentak kan.. sampai bz sket sbb mase tuh agak ramai org nk beli ayam.. ahahahah kesian pakck2 tuh.. ehehhe pastue saye pon g la bwk balik.. + beli sosej sekali.. isk.. sabor jek la.. ayam tuh berat gile.. tp mase tuh xdek org free nk g teman g beli ayam tuh.. tepon yot n ehsan.. diorg baru bgn tido lgpon diorg kan kene pegi smyg jumaat tuh.. so malas r nk suruh diorg teman g beli ayam tuh.. sume2 ayam ngan sosej tuh lebih kurg 16kg.. waaa sakit gile tgn woo.. dr rusholme plak tuh.. tp x pela.. balik2 tuh call iza sbb kitorg nk grill dulu b4 g bwk sane... nasib baik mase saye balik tuh lift ok lg.. sbb lepas tuh lift rosak kejpa.. uhuh kalo x kene bwk naik sampai floor k ngan ayam 16 kg tuh.. uhuhuhuh.. ape2 pon.. happy gile sbb bbq best.. lgpon bleh rasmi bbq set tuh b4 diorg balik mesia.. uhuhuh.. pastue dpt makan float lagik.. eheheheh.. main wolf lagik.. tp kitorg main kejap jek sbb dah lmbt.. tuh la asyik dok makan jek.. so iza ngan anas tuh dok ngadap tmpt bakor ayam tuh jek.. x berganjak2.. ahahahah.. sampai dah x larat nk bgn dah.. waaa.. eheheheh xpe2.. tp yg kurg sket nye ayam tuh x cukup sgt utk yg dtg.. myb sbb ayam kot.. budget dlm 30 org dtg.. tp dlm 20 org yg dtg.. tp tuh pon x cukup lg.. uhuhuh xpe2.. wokeh laa.. lain kali bleh buat lagik.. uhuhuh.. wokehh bye

Friday, June 03, 2005

lagu ending dlm fruits basket...

For fruits basket (yui horie)

Totemo ureshikatta yo / kimi ga warai kakede ta
Subete o tokasu chou emi de

Haru wa mada tookute / tsumetai tsuchi no naka de
Me fuku toki o matte ta 'n da

Tatoeba kurushii kyou da to shite mo
Kinou no kizu o nokoshite ite mo
Shinjitai / kokoro hodo ite yukere to

Umare kawaru koto wa dekinai yo
Dakedo kawatte wa ikeru kara
LET'S STAY TOGETHER / itsu mo

Boku dake ni waratte / sono yubi de / nee sawatte
Nozomi bakari ga hateshinaku

Yasashiku shitai yo / mou kuyanu you ni
Nageki no umi mo koete ikou

Tatoe kurushii kyou da to shite mo
Itsu ka atatakana omoide ni naru
Kokoro goto subete nage daseta nara

Koko ni ikiteru imi ga wakaru yo
Umare ochita yorokobi o shiru
LET'S STAY TOGETHER / itsu mo

Tatoeba kurushii kyou da to shite mo
Itsu ka atatakana omoide ni naru
Kokoro goto subete nage daseta nara

Koko ni ikiteru imi ga wakaru yo
Umare ochita yorokobi o shiru
LET'S STAY TOGETHER / itsu mo


I was so happy, you were laughing
With a smile that melts everything away

Spring is still far away, inside the cold earth,
Waiting for the time to sprout

For instance, even if today is painful
And yesterday's wounds remain
I want to believe that I can free my heart and go on

I cannot be reborn
But I can change as I go on, so
Let's stay together always

Smile only at me and touch me with those fingers
This simple desire is everlasting

I want things to be simple
Let's finally get across this sea of mournful sorrow

For instance, even if today is painful
Someday it will become a warm memory
If you leave everything up to your heart

I understand the meaning our living here
It is to know the joy of having been born
Let's stay together always

For instance, even if today is painful
Someday it will become a warm memory
If you leave everything up to your heart

I understand the meaning our living here
It is to know the joy of having been born
Let's stay together always

pg jumaat yg mendung..uhuuhu

ermm.. adeii.. kitorg plan nk buat bbq ari nih.. nk buat ptg nih.. buat ptg sbb sng dr segi time management.. pastue ramai ade exam pg nih.. pastue kalo ikut weather forecast ari nih ujan lebat la.. alaa mane ade org buat bbq kat luar waktu ujan... ehehehhe.. kali nih kitorg hope sgt ramai dtg.. kalo ari tuh lebih kurg 23 org dtg... kali nih kitorg budget 30 org dtg.. uhuhuhu best2.. the united of 1st year.. eheheheh.. tp bgn pg nih.. cam mendung jek.. so cam x sure ptg nih ujan ke ok ke.. kalo mendung pon x best gak.. adeii.. pastue pg nih nk g chinatown sbb nk g beli brg dapur sket.. sambil2 tuh nk beli sos bebyk.. in case bbq tuh jd.. eheheheh best2.. pastue tgh hari nih baru nk g beli ayam n stuff.. uhuhu.. wokeh la.. nk tgk prince of tennis japp.. pastue nk g mandi.. pastue nk g chinatown.. kol 830 chinatown dah bukak ke?? uhuhuh.. yosh.. ja ne

Thursday, June 02, 2005

adehh.. sakit keplaku... uhuhuh

ermm... sakit kepla gile nih.. nk tau nape? uhuhuh.. exam nye psl n tido nye psl.. uhuhuh mlm semlm tido byk sbb baru lepas paper sakit ati.. ala paper electromagnetic field tuh.. bengang gile sampai tido awal.. pastue bgn pon awal la pg semlm nye.. pastue mule la bukak buku.. alamak ngantuk nye psl.. sambil study sambil2 makan..(:P) sambil tgk anime.. psg jek xdek la concentrate tgk anime tuh.. kalo dulu dok ulang tyg aniem inuyasha.. kali nih tgk prince of tennis lak.. selongkar2 cd lame2.. jumpe la dr eps 1.. ehehhe.. pastue study sambil tgk anime tuh.. sampai sakit la kaki sume sbb dok atas kusi nih jek.. sampai la mlm td.. pastue baru terigt paper ari nih tuh pg.. bukn cam biase.. kalo paper2 lepas2.. ptg kol 2.. nih pg woo~~ kol 945.. so study2 le sume2.. sampai la kol 330 pg.. x sedar mase cepat gile.. pastue pk2.. kalo kol 330 pg tido.. (dah subuh la) pastue bgn lebih kurg kol 9.. x best2.. not in da best condition.. lg pon still x puas ati lagik study.. (bukn rajin sgt tp sbb bile nk jwb soalan rupe nye ade lg yg lupe formule).. so TERPAKSE study lagik.. igt nk tido kejap.. tp perut lapor gile lak.. sbb x mkn ptg tuh.. make nye g la masuk chips dlm oven.. makan kol 4 pg.. terus dah x leh tido.. smbg study sampai pg.. :(( x tido dah.. g exam pg tuh kat armitage.. dah la jauh ujan lak tuh.. dah nasib.. nk buat camne kan.. paper ari nih energy transport n conversion x dek la teruk cam electromagnetic field.. tp hampeh gak la.. sbb silap pilih soalan.. dier dr 4 soalan.. pilih 3.. memule tuh pilih la soalan yg buleh jwb kalo kire mrkh.. bile tiber mase nk jwb.. hampeh.. dier soalan berantai rupe nye.. kalo x leh jwb atas tuh make nye hancur le bhgn bwh.. ape lg main tipu la.. jwb la soalan bwh2 tuh konon2 tau.. ala.. biase r.. bukn nye kene tolak markah kalo jwb bwh tp x jwb atas kan.. xpe2.. mada mada.. pastue lepas exam.. mase ujan berenti kejap.. malang pon dtgla.. bus lak xnk dtg.. isk mase org x tunggu belambak dier dtg.. bile org menongkat dagu tunggu.. side mirror pon x nmpk.. hempeh.. sampai la ujan turun balik baru dier nk dtg.. hampeh tul.. org yg jln kaki dah sampai siap dah masak.. dah tido dah.. isk.. pastue balik2 nih.. byk la plak chat ngan org.. waaa... sakit kepla ku.. okla.. ade mende lagik nk ckp.. tp dah x mampu nk berthn... oyasumi.. zzzzz

Wednesday, June 01, 2005


tomodachi...

Electromagnetic field sucks!!

adeii la... uhuuhuh :(( td exam electromagnetic field.. kol 2-330 kat armitage centre.. uhuhu hampeh tul la.. lgsg x sangke soalan dier kuar cam tuh.. altho ade a few Q predicted kuar.. tp Q lain hampeh gakk.. pastue yg geram nye lupe faraday's law.. :(( pdhal soalan anak2 dier buleh thn r x mcm soalan lightning.. (soalan lightning tuh soalan psl lightning strike kat tanah pastue tanye bape byk voltage diff kat 10 m radius) dlm notes ade soalan cam tuh.. tp soalan memule dier lain.. dlm notes direct jek dier tanye.. dlm exam nih cam kalo x leh jwb atas tuh.. bwh tuh ikut hancus skali.. ape2 pn... tawakal..:(( skrg xdek selere nk makan ape2.. satu sbb pk soalan td satu lg sakit kepla la.. cam semlm.. waktu2 nih la dier sakit kepla.. mmg waktu maghrib cam ni ke?? ke psl lain? nk tido.. x elok tido waktu nih.. lg teruk sakit kepla.. lg pon x elok kalo jd habit kan.. owh satu hal lg.. camne nk buat psl keje nih ek.. td lupe nk tepon org kat grove house tuh.. ermm tgk r dulu cmane.. kalo dier kate nk org lagik ade rezeki le tuh.. kalo xdek.. mane nk crik keje ek.. nnt la tanye senior.. skrg dah jrg nmpk n jumpe kak mum.. ape cite dier ek?? ermmm ehsan pon dah lame x dgr kabor.. sejak picnic ari tuh jek.. huh.. dah ade org baru le tuh.. :p xpe la.. aman sket.. ehhehehe.. xdek la sakit kepla bile dier tego silap timing.. x tau le coincident ke hape ke.. kalo dier tego selalu mase saye bz or tgh geram ke.. pastue dier gak kene marah.. mase free2 xdek lak nk kaco.. pastue dulu selalu jek kene send cite pd dier.. igt saye nih hape?? dier nye external HD? huh.. ehehhehe.. xpe la.. dier gak tmpt kalo nk g antor comp.. next yr dah x leh dah.. dier dok kat OT.. kat umah buff lak tuh.. x leh le nk g lepak kat umah dier ke hape.. bleh g lepak kat bilik yot jek la ek.. pastue bilik syud n dayah.. ermmm.. semanne na.. iikahh.. oklaa.. tuh jek gonna stop ere.. ja ne