i hate being alone..

this is not just from my experiences.. things that i thought i will do also included.. ahhahahaaa.. such immature thing rite? :P

i hate being alone, coz when i'm alone i will eat unhealthy food, like instant noodle, keropok, too-much-msg potato chips etc etc.. it is not that i'm too lazy to cook but i think if i cook, it's not worth it if i'm to eat alone.. well, there's an option to buy a properly cooked meal from any kedai makan or restaurant, but well, either way.. i will eat alone.. dont pity me, coz this is my nature.. i've been like this for almost 2 years.. (well, something happened at that time)

i hate being alone, coz when i'm alone i wont do beneficial stuff, like improving my 3d drawing skill, or improving my programming skill or even improving my english.. huh*sigh* well those are the things that i've planned for half a year now.. but when i'm alone, those things seem like too far away... huhu to the point that i hate myself being like that.. huh..

i hate being alone, coz when i'm alone i miss someone.. altho i miss that person, i wont get in touch with that person.. i dont know why.. then, i fill in the void in my heart with browsing the forums or looking for someone to chat.. huh.. pitiful, rite? yup, i dont have a everyone-wants-to-b-like-me life.. ahahhahahaa

i write all this stuff, not to gain ur pity.. but bcoz i just realize something.. but by the time i realized that, it's already gone, like a flying bird.. i can only look and regret it while it's already far from my reach.. what can i do? i already did my best, but maybe my best doesnt reach someone's heart..

.:sorry coz havnt update my blog..xcukup jari tangan:.

tag.. tagging.. tagged..

salam..
:-< kene tag ngan katak n anarm la plak.. setelah berhari2 dah diorg tag nih.. baru lah aku nk wat ahahahhaa.. sowi la ekk.. playlist yg aku letak ni ikut mood.. skrg ngah ngantuk n nk wat keje.. xmo tensyen and kiri kanan depan blakang agak kelam sikit.. cuace kat luar lak mendung ala-ala guruh gitu.. so terhasillah playlist yg main pakat letak jek.. ahahahhaa aci kan?

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that’s playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Once completed, tag 5 other people (including me!)

DON’T CHEAT!

Opening Credits:
seribu tahun - imran ajmain (wahh ade berazam nk idop seribu thn =p~)

Waking Up:
silly lily - bunkface (cess..)

First Day At School:
1,2,3,4 - plain white t's (btol3x... g sekolah kene blaja mengire)

Puppy Love:
sober - pink(erkk furst menonggeng)

Fight Song:
1000 miles - venessa carlton(yeah~! perjlnan masih jauh)

Breaking Up:
mengapa - nicky astria(setiap perpisahan itu ade reason nye :-")

Prom:
semangat yg hilang - xpdc (wahh kembalikan semangatku~!)

Life is Good:
ikenai taiyou - orange range(yup~! life is good eventho u're my ikenai taiyou :">)

Driving:
kalis rindu - elyana (kalis peluru abes sampai drift pon abes rosak pintu kete.. :-< duit lg)

Flashback:
i will survive - gloria gaynor(yup~! :->)

True Love:
somewhere only we know - keane (=p~ sape ek?)

Wedding:
time is running out - muse(erk.. no comment)

Moment of Triumph:
inconsolable - backstreet boys(....)

Death Scene:
my immortal - evanescence(erkk.. opsss.. setiap manusia akana mati akhirnye..;;))

Funeral Song:
cinta tiga segi - hazwan(erk.. dah la pencipte lagu pon had already embraced by death)

End Credits:
when you're gone (...hehe..)

tag 5 person:
-katak
-anarm
-akira
-ichidakuchiki
-mclelun

friends actually let friends do lots of stupid things.
-ye ke? ahahahahhaaa agak la jugak.. :P