Friday, December 22, 2006

Spain~

Walking down a street..

Assalamualaikum wrt..

This evening i went to post office to post something..(mmg la.. xkan la g post office sbb nk makan ice cream..) on d way back i planned to shop at LIDL.. then outside LIDL.. i saw a dog..ermm quite big.. black and looked very frenly.. coz the dog didnt bark either move from the spot where it's standing.. tapi yg sedih nye.. anjing tu tgh sejuk.. the whole body menggeletar kesejukan sampaikan from far away u can see anjing tu menggeletar.. mase tu sedih sgt.. mmg la kalo kite pk.. x kan la the owner nk bwk masuk dlm LIDL kan.. the weather's very cold outside.. sampaikan almost every time i breathing.. asap kuar dr my nose.. uhuhuuhuhuh.. sdgkan anjing tu yg mmg x dek bulu.. ermm saye x sure la jenis ape anjing tu.. tp yg kaler itam n licin kulit dier.. x dek bulu tu.. when i finished buy wut i want.. saye pon kuar la.. n the dog was still there at that time.. bygkan.. ermm nak kate kejap jek saye masuk.. lame gak la n the queue was quite long at that time.. uhuhuuhuhuhuuu.. in my heart at that time.. pk fitrah Allah SWT jadikan anjing begitu setia pd tuannya.. pdhal tgk la camne tuan dier treat dier.. uhuhuuh tp pnah ke anjing tu komplain or merungut or x buat ape yg tuan dier suruh? it backfire to us rite? kite selalu jek merungut.. kekdg tu buat keje x ikhlas coz we dont get wut we want.. anjing tu nmpk cam bersyukur giler kat tuannye kan sampai dier sgt 'patuh' pd tuannye.. tp camne kite lak? cam tu ke kite nk tunjuk kite patuh? n we hav to remember xkan la kite nk rendahkan lagi level kite lagi teruk drpd anjing.. sesame la kite pk2 kan ekk..
nway i juz got back from andalusia, Spain.. n best sesgt!! i really recommend to those who havnt go there yet.. put it to ur top list k.. ehehheeeheee wokeh la jumpe lagi next tyme k.. wassalam mata nee~

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Holiday!!

Assalamualaikum wrt..

2morrow.. i'm going to Spain.. 16 Dec till 20 Dec.. then to PMS 22 Dec till 26 Dec.. so there wont b any entry around that time.. ehehehhe.. well wanna wish u hav a good haliday k..

mayb some of u knew already.. ermm ahh nvrmind.. it's like this.. i knew a story.. (well u dont hav to know where i pick up that story..:D) it's about a girl and her strong personality.. the story began with her bestfriend became famous as a singer.. thus her friend(he) ermm lets call him Sho<-- almost the real name.. i forgot the real name actually.. so Sho became proud n dont wanna become fren wit her anymore.. plus he even insulted her a few times n did that in front of her n others as well.. so she swore that she will crushes him.. the only way is become more famous than him... i really like her personality.. coz she never give up.. really hard to give up.. a fast learner.. n always does things with her own way..(altho sometimes doesnt succeed)
she entered the world of celebrity but had a bad start.. one of the scene that really leaved big impression on me is when she had to try a scene with a top guy(guy yg pandai blakon n paling top ar kirenye) the scene needs her to 'bersimpuh' but at that time.. dier terseliuh kaki kat area ankle.. so it's impossible.. tp sepnjg dier blakon tu.. she nvr shows any expression yg tunjuk dier tgh sakit.. muke senyum jek(script kate kene senyum la..) n it was last for a very long time.. i mean almost an hour.. everyone surprised.. even the top guy.. but then to some point she sweating and looked really suffering.. so the producer had to stop the scene.. but she wont get up till the other person ade kat depan mate dier.. so that top guy pergi la dr situ... then she fainted.. wow.. at that moment.. i'm speechless.. pdhal mase tu.. dier bukn nye dijamin dpt blakon dlm scene tu.. it juz to prove something.. tp she was ok wit juz that..
another part.. she went to an audition wit her fren.. well it can b considered to b her close fren at that time.. under certain circumstances.. they(all the participants la..) had to blakon in a pair.. musuh ketat kwn dier tu kate not fair coz fortunately diorg dpt jd pair.. so kwn dier bg suggestion diorg akan terus blakon without preparation.. condition dier.. 2 org yg paired up tu adalah kwn baik.. both of them like a guy.. but si A went confess to that guy.. so si B ni sure la marah kat kwn dier tu altho kwn baik.. so diorg kene sediakan scene gaduh2.. org lain punye scene.. siap bertengkar hebat giler ar.. termasuk la musuh ketat kwn dier.. n musuh ketat dier sbenarnye actress yg hebat gak la.. guess wut camne diorg buat?! diorg diam berdiri.. then si B(kwn baik dier..) slapped her.. atas sbb si A(watak utama cite nie la..) g confessed tu.. so bile kene slap tu.. dier marah ar n nk slap si B gak.. tp B nangis.. A x jd marah but said sorry.. ermm org lain sure x terpk kan.. sbb diorg asal2nye best fren kan.. uhuhuhuuhuh.. kagum giler saye..
haaa... waaaaa wokeh la.. at first i juz wanna inform u bout Spain n PMS.. tp lebey2 lak.. ehehhe well c ya.. wassalam

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Time is runnig out

Salam..

2day is another bad day.. i've thout bout this b4.. but really.. nvr got me this pathetic.. this is not some kind of trick to get some pity or attention.. but i know some day i will read all these entry back and realize where shld i put a stop or juz a comma..
i laid back for a second wit a thout in my mind..*wanna rest for a bit* so i went down to kitchen.. grabbed something to eat.. selongkar2 dapur sket.. went ere n there.. *still with THAT THOUT in my mind*.. then i went back to my desk.. then i looked at my watch.. wow!! guess wut? i'd been *resting* for about half an hour.. wow.. can u imagine.. i didnt even notice the time's slipping right under ur nose but wut u gain from dat? well mayb at the moment (mayb every that moment) u feel that half an hour is just *kacang jek*.. well if u use that half an hour smyg tahajud then make du'a.. that time is the most musjatab time ..
sat on the chair.. continuing wut i was doing earlier.. after an hour u cant put the data on ur head any more.. dizzy.. n my eyes seemed cant focus.. i did some stretching.. and start browsing youtube.. hmmm mayb some entertainment can 'cool down' my head.. browse~browse~.. found nothing but some already-watched videos.. so decided to do some reading.. glanced to the comp clock.. !?!?!.. i'd been browsing with nothing for a bout 45 minutes.. waaaa giler hape.. xkeje.. nk cool down.. tp membazir almost an hour? ahahahhahaa sometimes i ask myself.. wut m i doing? is this wut i want? *sigh*.. someone said to me.. if u keep sighing.. happiness will go away.. is it true? well it is true that sighing is not a good thing.. but i m not sure bout the happiness.. ahahaahhaa.. wut a crap.. the pic on the left.. i took it when we went to plattfield last spring.. so white~.. ehehehhee wokeh la.. uhuhuuh i took another half an hour to write this entry.. huhuhuhuhuuu i dont know any more bout wasting my time.. someone plz yell to me bout time management!!! wokeh la.. gonna stop ere.. i wish u do well in ur exam (thats coming SOON) huh*my heart is not ready yet~* mata ne~ wassalam.. :x uhibukunna fillah~

Monday, December 11, 2006

After a while~

Assalamualaikum wrt..

usually the distance btw my eyes n the screen is about a metre.. but now it's about half of that.. ermm it's freezing (well.. as always:D some ppl know y..) plus i'm hungry(normal for those who stay up late rite? u will hav a cup of drink n mayb biscuits bside u..) n my resdung came back.. then feeling out of order... y? ermm mayb it's time for once in a month... dunno coz it's quite crazy lately.. my winamp's playing the song dat i'm not really fond to.. y? coz i dont understand a bit.. wokeh STOPPPPP!! stop the nonsense..
these 2 days wit k asyif n k zai around r really fun.. really can feel the diff after they went back to usual weekday!! waaa.. next week i'm going to Spain.. n after that to PMS.. n this room will b occupied by Wani's parents.. so hav to do A BIT of cleaning..
huh!! WTH?? sound crazy rite? well i'm not in the normal state.. sometimes i treat blog as my diary.. well someone said to me.. y do u even bother to hide/b secretive bout ur diary coz u write so that others will read it rite? the same thing as suicide note.. u write so that ppl will know wut is the cause of ur death.. BUT if u really wanna die.. y do u even bother bout living ppl? will they b there for u after u die?? WTH?? ape saye ckp niee??? aaarggghhhhhh.... tensiii2.. astaghfirullah hal 'azim..
bile kite tensii or sedey ke or bengang.. sape yg popped up on ur mind that u'd really like that person to comfort u? hav u ever think bout it in calm state? wokeh2.. i REALLY2 need to stop.. kalo x.. byk merapu lagi.. wokeh la.. uhibukunna fillah
wassalam

Sunday, December 10, 2006

Another fav song..

Ela Zawjaty (my wife) - Ahmed Bukhari

Salam.. i really like this song.. ere is the lyric.. ehehehhee

I Love U Just The Way U R ,, I Love U No Matter What U R ..

Whatever Happened ,, Whatever Will Happen It's U ,, U R My Sweet Heart ..

My Wife U R My Sweet Heart ..

U Belong To Me ,, So I Don't Fear Any Blamer Who Cares Only About Loathing Me ,, The Time Had Allow Us To Be Joined For Eternity ..

U Irrigated The Love In My Heart By Saying All The Right Things And Being All The Right Things ..

The Happiness Is Gone When Ur Gone ,, And The Life Is Clear When Ur Around ,, My Whole Day Is
Drudge Until The Moment I Come Back To Home ..

I Meet U And My Agony Will Be Washed Up When U Speak ..

I Just Hate Life When U Complain About It ,, So I Do My Best To Get U Whatever U Want ..

U R My Beatitude ,, So Please Enjoy The Warmth Of Love As Long As U Live .. Our Souls Have Been Joined Like Soil And Grass ..

Oh My Hope ,, And My Peace .. Oh My Joy ,, And My Soul .. Life Is Heaven No Matter How Difficult It Gets As Long As Ur Contented ..

wassalam..

Saturday, December 09, 2006

Smbgn fron the previous post..

Salam..
:D nie smbgn dr cite psl kucin saye.. ermm sampai kat kucin2 tu lari dr saye kan.. ahahaha cube bygkan.. cam kucin liar lak.. then start from that day i chased after my cats.. everyday.. i wont give.. usually we feed them on the mornign n everning.. ahahah so dah saye ade kat umah tu.. i was the one who feed them EVERYDAY.. kalo x frenly ngan saye x tau la nk ckp ape.. mase tu ade sekor ibu ngan 2 anak dier n sekor adek betina.. (nk kate pompuan<-- utk org kan..) yg ibu tu sgt la x frenly.. xtau nape.. dier sanggup berlapar dr nk dtg dekat ngan saye.. lepas saye pergi jauh baru a dier pegi tmpt makan tu.. mane x tensii.. butout of that 4 cats i really like 2 of them.. yg adek betine tu.. ngana anak jantan dier.. yg ibu kucin tu sgt la liar.. tp sgt la gedik.. nape? dier suke sgt pegi jln2 kat umah org lain from the morning.. then came back at the everning.. the x lame lepas tu ade la 'jantan' lain yg dtg ikut dier.. huihhh tensii giler.. kalo dtg nk 'merisik' kucin2 betine kat situ.. kitorg x kesah.. well thats their nature rite.. tp masalahnye.. ermm igt x 2 ekor anak ibu kucin tu? bapak diorg adalah kucin siam.. so dpt la gene bulu lebat.. mmg lawa la.. yg dlm gmbr kat bwh tu.. yg kaler puteh tu.. comel kan.. kot2 nye kucin betine lain rase tu jenis ensem kot.. so ade la 2 3 ekor kucin BETINE 'dtg' nk merisik ugak.. huihh pdhal kucin jantan tu(yg bulu lebat tu..) xdek keje lain drpd makan tido kejar anak ayam katek then pegi kacau kucin lain.. xtau la bile dier g ngorat 'anak dare' org tu..
sooo bile ade kucin jantan ntah dtg dr mane.. n jugak kucin betine lain yg ntah dtg dr mane.. so umah kitorg jd tmpt berkumpulnye jaguh2 kucin n tmpt diorg menunjukkan taring n suare paling kuat.. huihh tensii giler.. bygkan hampir setiap mlm diorg bergaduh.. last2 ayah saye geram sgt.. (sbb ermm my dad, my mom n saye jenis yg kalo bising sket waktu mlm.. xleh tido.. adek2 saye yg lain n jugak my big bros bleh jek nyenyak..:D)last2 ayah saye g kasi le kucin2 tu kat org lain.. saye pon xtau kat mane.. time tu kucin2 tu still x frenly ngan org.. cube bygkan camne nk tangkap diorg tu.. huihh.. mmg rase cam kejar ayam lak.. ehehehheee ohh yg kasi kat org lain tu ibu kucin tu ngan anak dier yg sekor lagi.. bukn yg kaler puteh tu.. ermm saye dah lupe kaler ape.. sbb adek saye syg giler yg kaler puteh tu.. so tinggal la 2 ekor.. cam yg dlm gmbr in previous entry.. gmbr kat atas tu mase diorg dah frenly.. sbbnye saye la..ehehhehe akhirnye inilah hasil penat lelah ku.. frenly giler smpai kan mmg x leh nk buat keje la.. gmbr kat atas tu adalah mase saye tgh amik gmbr pokok bunge mak saye.. sbb tgh berbunge lawa giler..(one of hobbies saye adalah amik gmbr bunge yg tanam sendiri..:D) pastue kucin tu dr tmpt tido biase dier (ermm kat tepi pokok durian.. jauh gak la.. the other side of our house..n i was on the another side..:p) tp still bleh nmpk saye n dier pon berjln la ke arah saye.. comel kan.. pastue tgh saye amik gmbr,, saye nmpk dier berjln ke arah saye slow2 lalu kat tgh2 pokok2 yg my parents tanam.. cam scene dlm cite lak.. n watak utame nye adalah kucin tu.. :)) suke sgt gmbr tu.. waktu tu diorg mmg asyik dok merayap kat kaki jek.. adek saye bising sbb dier kate ayah kitorg x marah sbb saye yg buat kucin2 kitorg tu jd cam tu.. ahahhaahh ade gak gmbr2 yg kucin2 tu suke posing2.. ermm tau2 jek kot.. kucin yg kaler itam tu my best fren mase balik ari tu..best fren nye kitorg smpaikan dier suke tido atas katil saye.. (my parents x kasi kucin2 naik atas rumah..tmpt diorg adalah kat bwh..) tp kitorg suke bwk naik kucin senyap2.. :p jahat kan.. n sejak dier frenly ngan saye.. hampir setiap bulan tido atas katil saye.. n dier tau bile saye ade kat bilek.. n bile dier septtnye kuar(terutamenye bile my parents balik from somewhere..) huihh pnjg giler.. wokehla.. nk tido dah.. nite2 wassalam

Thursday, December 07, 2006

One of my fav video..

When meow's calling my name..

Salam..
suddenly i wanna leave something on this page.. ehehhehee hek eleh.. xdek ar.. a few seconds a go.. dgr ade kucing mengeow.. ermm 2 weeks a go i saw a cute one running toward the house next door when i opned the back door.. ermmm b4 that saye dgr dier mengeow pastue nmpk dier dok berjln atas pagar bate blakang umah.. i mean ours la.. so saye igt mane tau kan dier jinak n tgh lapar lak tu.. tu yg dier dok merayau tu.. so i went down to the kitchen n opened the back door sesenyap yg mungkin.. ehehehhee but unfortunately it got scared n ran away.. waaaa but for a moment.. kucin tu xdek la besar sgt or xdek la kecik sgt.. sederhana jek.. kaler puteh or cream sket.. n mate dier sgt cantik.. cam biru hijau.. huihhh.. n sgt lincah.. uhuhuuhhu saye nk sgt pegang.. really miss my kucin2.. i dont know wut happen to my kucin back home.. uhuhuhu.. but ere is the pic of them.. comel kan? suke sgt.. mase saye balik summer lepas.. i arrived at home really late at nite.. i heard from my mom that we hav 6 cats.. but they said that 2 of them died(mati mase kecik.. sbb baru lahir n mak dier first time beranak..) so tinggal la 4 ekor.. a mother wit a lil' brother n 2 children.. ahahahhaa (pdhal 2 children dier tu same besar ngan adek mak kucin tu..) well cite nye pnjg apesal tinggal 2 jek.. tp saye nk cite gak.. mase saye memule sampai tu.. diorg nie (empat-empat ekor..) sgt la x frenly.. my mom said sbb nye ayah saye dah train diorg sejak kecik jgn frenly sgt ngan org.. ayah saye x suke kucin ngade2 dok merayap kat kaki.. so kalo nmpk diorg dok malas2 atas kerusi sure ayah saye halau.. ahahah tp yg sweet nye time makan.. diorg sure 'terliur' tgk kitorg makan..(lgpon kitorg suke makan kat bwh <--luar rumah) so diorg dok la satu tmpt ermm lebey kurg 3 meter dr kitorg.. ahahahha tp my dad org first kasi diorg makanan.. so lelame waktu makan jek diorg dtg rapat.. ahahhaatp mase saye balik tu diorg nmpk jek org.. sure lari nye.. mase tu cube bygkan ape saye rase.. sbb sbelum saye fly dulu.. kucin rapat giler ngan saye.. pastue balik2..(altho kucin lain dah.. yg lame dah mati dah..) tgk2 diorg lari dr saye..igt saye nie ape? makhluk asing..(mmg la bg diorg saye nie makhluk asing yg diorg x pnah nmpk sbelum ni..) :p eh dah lewat nie.. nk g masak la dulu.. nnt saye smbg ek cite saye.. mata ne.. wassalam..

Sunday, December 03, 2006

My own wiken..

Assalamualaikum wrt..

yesterday waa... tanoshkatta!! arigatou ghazaimashta'.. altho it was diff as planned but really.. tanoshkatta'.. jitsu-a.. a few days a go.. i juz realized something.. hmm well it is kinda make me down n hurt at the same time.. but nothing to worry bout.. coz it's the truth anyway.. i cant do anything bout it n there's no way i can force it to go my way.. rite? but sometimes i kinda regret it.. cotto ne~ yea juz like i said in my previous entry b4.. we cant expect ppl are juz like us.. know wut we r thinking n know wut we want..
kekdg korg ade rase x perasaan.. bile korg pusing kiri kanan(not literally) u juz realize that nothing.. iA Allah SWT always on our side..~as long as we are one His side~ true isnt it? huh.. sadis btol la.. hmm oklaa mesti ade yg dah fenin2.. korg perasan kan saye jrg crite psl my prob or wut happen to me.. jrg tulis psl mende2 sedey berlaku kt saye.. ermm actually i dont want any pity or any feeling related to that.. thats why ppl around me thought i kinda dont hav big probs.. well it's ok wit me if u wanna think of me like that.. tp kekdg mende tu timbulkan mende lain lak.. when ppl think of u like that.. they will treat u like 'nothing'.. huh.. x pe la..
nk tulih something dlm blog nie sbb ade mende jd tp mengarut lak jadinye.. ahahahaha leks..leks.. nway.......hah.. i juz remember something.. last nite i dreamt bout something dat really shocking.. i nvr thout that i will dreamt bout tht.. ahahaha well mystery hidup.. wokeh la.. c ya around.. mata ne.. bye wassalam..:X