What is rest-time?

Assalamualaikum wrt..

Setelah sekian lame.. barulah dapat update blog.. hehehe~ well it's not that i dont hav any to write about.. but coz too much things happened that i dont know wut should i write.. hahha such an obvious reason..
i read inayah's blog juz now.. well ermm more to- updating myself bout my frens.. hahah jahat kan saye.. bile ade mase free baru la nk amik tau psl kwn sekeliling.. keh keh keh.. dlm blog inayah tu.. she wrote something bout a blog that she used to read.. one thing came to my mind.. hafizbar's blog!! so i open the blog.. ermm the latest entry ;-

"adakah anda di luar sana peka, bahawa salah satu iklan yg rasa2 lucu kat dlm TV skarang (org pakai sut kuning mcm bodoh) menggunakan lagu GEREJA dalam iklan tersebut... Iklan tersebut telah mempengaruhi masyarakat kita dengan menyanyikan lagu tersebut secara tidak sedar kerana cuba mengikut rentak lagu GEREJA tersebut... dipetik " KU KAN MENGIKUT MU, KEMANA SAJA KAU PERGI" or dlm bahasa INGGERIS "I'm gonna follow him" "HIM" merujuk kepada ISA @ JESUS... Hal ini sedikit sebanyak telah memesongkan akidah umat Islam secara halus melalui pengaruh Iklan dan lagu tersebut.. Ramai yang tidak sedar akan hal ini dan mengatakan iklan tersebut best atau pun lucu... tapi sebenarnya itulah stategi org kafir utk mhancurkan agama ISLAM... semoga kita sedar dan dpt menghindari hal ini secara lebih tegas!"

hmm.. i havnt seen the adv.. but one thing i can say.. lemah sgt kah iman muslims kat malaysia sampai sebegitu sekali.. satu hal kalo btol la mende tu terjadi n kalo btol la itu realitinye.. kite xdek mase rehat pon.. satu hal lagi i heard bout the holy water tu.. but from source that i really trust.. it's juz rumour n really ridiculous.. so x kan la mende tu akan effect our iman? helooo!!! hina sgtkah iman kite sampai buleh dipermainkan sebegitu sekali.. cehh.. it's juz the same thing bout rumours yg 'akum' tu..

i know it's not my place to comment something that i even havnt seen it yet.. tp mende2 macam nie kan kite x leh lepas pndg.. iA we'll 2gether go thru this thing n Allah is always wit us.. juz pray n run towards the red-line k!! hehe wassalam

one of my worst days!!

18/01/07 - this is actually the entry for 18/01 but that day i was too depressed to write it up in this blog.. so i juz wrote it in notepad n save it... soo troublesome to edit it into the rite date so i juz leave it like this.. huhu~

2day was a bad day.. my 'last-hope' paper ruined!! almost got blow away in the middle of road.. lost my QnA paper in the middle of road.. got laughed at coz of that n coz of had to hide myself among cars in the middle of 'ribut taufan'.. almost missed the paper that i had to take 2day.. really hungry so bad that had to cook maggi coz cant wait for nasik to be properly cooked.. internet connection really slow coz of the 'ribut taufan'.. downloaded wrong file plus a big file n hard to download.. feel so down coz of that.. comp so slow coz edit a video for youtube.. but when i opened the youtube page(my account) it has been suspended.. so i lost all my video inside youtube.. cursed youtube n swear that wont create another account(well i'm sure i can do that or not..) need to study for 2morrow paper but feel so sleepy rite now.. open my blog-site but cant log in..(always like that) open ym.. got sooo many offline msg.. wanted to online but dont wish to b disturb so i just logged out back.. feel sooo pathetic rite now.. i just wanna live happily~ T-T

Renungan Hamba - Missile

Selalu ku sesali dosa
dan selalu ku ulang kembali
dan Kau masih memberi kebahagiaan
ku bukan hamba pilihan

Allah berfirman
"Wahai manusia!
Aku hairan pada orang yakin akan kematian
tapi dia hidup bersuka ria
Aku hairan pada orang yang yakin akan
pertanggungjawaban segala amal perbuatan di akhirat
tapi dia asyik mengumpul dan mengumpul harta benda

Aku hairan pada orang yang yakin kubur tapi dia tertawa terbahak-bahak

Aku hairan pd org yg yakin akan adanya alam akhirat tapi dia menjalani kehidupan dgn bersantai2
Aku hairan pada org yg yakin akan kehancuran dunia tapi ia menggantunginya
Aku hairan pada intellectual yang bodoh pada soal moral


Aku hairan pada org yg bersuci dgn air sementara hatinya masih tetap kotor
Aku hairan pada org yg sibuk mencari cacat dan aib org lain sementara ia tidak sedar sama sekali cacat yang pada dirinya sendiri
Aku hairan pada org yg yakin bhw Allah senantiasa mengawasi segala perilaku nya tapi ia berbuat durjana
Aku hairan pada org yg sedar akan kematiannya kemudian akan tinggal dalam kubur seorg diri
lalu..."

pastue saye dgr satu perkataan yg saye x paham.. then i stopped.. give up!!! i repeated a few times in order to get wut the word is.. huhu.. i understand but i cant write it in my own words.. x original la..

bile saye jumpe lirik dier yg sbenar... i'll post it ere k!!

wslm

Do we hav any say?

Surat untuk mama

Assalamualaikum wrt..

Mama ape khabar? sihat? ermm kakla (refer to me laaa...) x bape sihat skrg nie.. ade batuk2 sket.. sori lame x call.. kerja harian membantutkan niat di hati agar sentiasa berhubung..
i didnt tell u in the phone last time, *cough* *cough* tapi batuk nie dah berpanjangan selama beberapa hari dah.. i juz dont wanna make things complicated.. as u know my body is quite strong.. saye jarang demam n bleh dikatekan kuat gak la.. berbndg other girls.. remember that time u complimented me on how strong i am when i could carry those big pots in front of our house.. do u know how happy i am when u acknowledged me like that.. mase tu saye fikir saye buleh senangkan dan gembirekan mama so that u can work happily..
*cough* do u know y i suddenly write this letter to u? coz i know u rn't going to read this letter... n coz i really miss u but i cant say those words.. setiap kali saye batuk saye terigt mama.. kenape ek? saye terigt waktu mama excited bile juz 2 of us were going to buy some stuffs for me.. at first i didnt know how much that moment really meant to u.. till i saw u happily choosing stuffs for me.. u nvr stop smiling.. till u forget papa was waiting for us in the car.. when i recalled that moment.. my heart aches~ i cant stop my tears from flowing..
mama, i think i'm juz like u.. we cant nvr express our feeling by words.. but i understand.. ermm mayb juz a lil' of ur feeling.. by watching u everyday when i hav that chance.. kakla xtau nape but i feel i would do anything juz to make u smile in the end.. kadang2 ur children(i dont know how to address them *lol*) says that i'm ur n papa's golden daughter.. n do u know y they didnt mean it in bad way? sbb mama looks so innocent when u want to cherish me.. mama x pnah ckp mama sayang kakla n mama x pnah ckp mama rindu kakla tapi the feeling u give me is more than enuf.. dan kakla harap kakla dapat emit those feeling to u so that my feeling conveyed to u.. u feel that rite?
i'm bad with words but i'm good with comp so i'll write it in this blog.. kakla sayang sgt kat mama, kakla sentiasa doakan kesejahteraan mama di dunia n di akhirat n moge dgn kasih sayang yang kakla berikan ni cukup menceriakan hati dan meringankan beban di bahu mama.. i cant do much for u but this is wut i really wanna give u.. even thou u give me so much till today, i cant nvr repay back to u.. iA i'll make du'a to Allah SWT so that He will give u the greatest repayment iA..
wassalam*sob* *sob*