Saturday, May 26, 2007

Blog

salam

i looked back at those time when i enjoyed blogging.. still i am.. but everything in this world has its own price.. nothing is free.. for something that i do or decide.. there's a price to pay.. now i'm trying to avoid writing an event except if it's just about me.. if it involves other people.. it's not my place to write about it.. why? because just like what i said before.. for every single thing that i decide or do.. there's a price to pay.. there's a burden on my back.. having someone misunderstood what u wrote is even worse.. although we always say that 'mata pena itu lebih tajam dari mata pedang'.. but we never see it with our own eyes.. 'we dont need our physical eyes to see such things..' dont u know, human only believe what they see n if they cant see it, they wont believe it.. it takes a great power to make human believe things that they cant see.. human are fragile.. human are weak.. human are easily manipulated.. dont believe me? someone said - someone who try so hard to look strong are actually weak inside..

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Our generation

"Put Your Lights On"
(feat. Everlast)

Hey now, all you sinners
Put your lights on, put your lights on
Hey now, all you lovers
Put your lights on, put your lights on

Hey now, all you killers
Put your lights on, put your lights on
Hey now, all you children
Leave your lights on, you better leave your lights on

Cause there's a monster living under my bed
Whispering in my ear
There's an angel, with a hand on my head
She say I've got nothing to fear

There's a darkness living deep in my soul
I still got a purpose to serve
So let your light shine, deep into my home
God, don't let me lose my nerve
Lose my nerve

Hey now, hey now, hey now, hey now
Wo oh hey now, hey now, hey now, hey now

Hey now, all you sinners
Put your lights on, put your lights on
Hey now, all you children
Leave your lights on, you better leave your lights on

Because there's a monster living under my bed
Whispering in my ear
There's an angel, with a hand on my head
She say's I've got nothing to fear
La illaha illa Allah
We all shine like stars
La illaha illa Allah
We all shine like stars
Then we fade away

assalamualaikum wrt..

i got this song from my fren.. well no comment from me.. i'll just leave to ur head to think bout it.. want to know more.. ade google.. ade yahoo n so on.. u can watch the vclip here but dont come complaining to me.. i've got nothing to do with these ppl except if they believe wut i believe..

wslm wrt

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

philosophy

assalamualaikum wrt..

tak semua manusia dapat merasai nikmat atau perkataan casual nye rezeki yg kite rasai skrg.. manusia selalu menganggap bikmat yg selalu kite perkatakan adalah satu yg specific.. nikmat hidup, nikmat islam, nikmat emaan, nikmat makanan etc etc.. tp kite selalu mengabaikan yg lain.. ape... dpt melihat matahari memancar terang hari ini tu bukn nikmat ke.. dpt melihat wajah tersyg kite hari ini.. tu bukn nikmat ke.. dpt ketawa.. dpt menangis.. dan byk lagi.. tu sume nikmat dan kite selalu lupe atau perkataan casual nye selalu amik x kesah ttg hal ni..

manusia selalu kate kite ptt abaikan saja perkara kecik2 krn ade byk lg 'perkara2 besar' yg ptt kite lakukan.. betullll.. tp kite x leh apply satu formula utk semua theory kan.. we hav diff formula to solve diff theory.. kdg2 disbbkan kite 'septtnye' abaikan perkara2 kecik n kejar perkara2 besar itulah yg menyebabkan kite menjd ignorance pd perkara yg septtnye kite maik tahu n lakukan.. barulah tu name nye adil..

adeiii.. saye suke tulih entry blog ape yg saye tgh pk skrg.. n kdg2 disbbkan saye 'terpakse' tulih ape yg saye bulih tulih n ape yg bulih org tahu.. menyebabkan saye terpakse pk dulu ape yg septtnye saye tulih.. i dont prefer that.. (ermm baru saye terpk.. dulu saye suke tulih dlm english.. skrg lebih pd dlm bahase melayu lak.. bile saye berubah nie? hmmm)ok back to the topic.. disbbkan saye kene pk lah.. kdg2 x sampai ape point yg saye nk sampaikan.. or kdg2 i took too much time to explain bout lil' things.. but then i realize that it's already hav been a long entry n i decide to stop.. hahaha.. cnth nye skrg nie.. waaaaaaa dah pnjg dah entry nie.. actually i wanna write bout the topic up there.. but... hmm i think next time la..

well.. pendek nye.. sbenarnye ape yg saye nk tulih psl philosophy ni.. pd pendpt saye.. manusie sbenarnye suke pd philosophy.. cume kdg2 bile manusie terlalu amik mase utk pk psl philosopy hidup masing2 menyebabkan mereka jd fed up n decide to drop that thing out of their life.. then they will say that philosophy hav nothing to do with their life.. kdg2 sbb mereka igt philosophy ni menyusahkan hidup mereka.. huhuuhuhuhuuhuu i'll write y i think like that next time k.. huhu saye pon xtau bile next time tu..

oklaa i'll say to you.. jgn layan internet sgt.. just do wutever u should do.. not wutever u want to do.. it's totally diff k.. one thing.. always questioning urself whether u're doing right things or not.. so that u'll nvr lose ur way.. =D

ja ne~ annyong~ bye~ selamat tinggal~
wslm wrt

Saturday, May 12, 2007

musim pereksa

assalamualaikum wrt..

syukur atas nikmat yg telah dikurniakan oleh Allah SWT, samaada nikmat islam, emaan dan juga nikmat yg ada atas dunia ini.. huhu diambang keperitan inilah manusia sentiasa akan baru tersedar akan kecilnya diri ini berpijak di bumi yg nyata.. ujian yg ditulis oleh manusia ini jauh lebih kecil dari ujian yg diturunkan oleh Allah SWT.. namun kdg2 kite lupe (lebih2 saye..=((..) lupe bahawe ade ujian yg jauh lebih perit dan jauh lebih penting dari ini..

kdg2 saye hanye mengeluh sendiri.. kdg2 saye bertnye pd diri saye sendiri.. apekah yg saye buat skrg? (nanyi tendayo watashi wa.. ?) betul ke ape yg saye buat ni.. apekah hasil nye nnt? saye xtau.. serious saye xtau.. hontoo.. wakaranai.. kdg2 saye naik pening pk hal nie.. kdg2 saye cube larikan diri dr masalah nie.. bile pening je, saye either baring or stop thinking bout that.. such a coward.. perlahan2 saye meraup muke.. sambil melepaskan keluhan berat. berhajat agar segala bebanan masalah terus hilang bersama keluhan itu.. tapi apekan daye.. kurasekan makin bertambah pula.. hukhuk.. sedey nye..

keadaan bilek.. laptop kat tgh rapat ke dinding.. depan laptop ade notes yg sdg berconteng dan alat tulis kegemaran.. di sebelah kanan, ade notes yg belom dibace, ketas a4 yg masih suci murni, ade hp, ade biskut dlm bekas.. di sebelah kiri, ade 2 bijik buku bertindan, ade dictionary, ade ketas2 nota yg sudah dibace, ade 2 botol air dan secawan air kenco.. sebelah kanan meja adesebekas alat tulih, ade pinggan nasi yg udah kosong bekas mknn tgh hari, dan sebijik printer ermm lebih tepat scanner.. sbb tgh scan sebijik buku lama.. dekat scanner ade kerusi dan di atas kerusi ade telekung tanpa berlipat dan tudung yg biase dipakai anytime.. hehe sbeleha kiri meja pula ade hamparan kain utk alas iron baju, ade bag dan almari buku yg tidak tersusun krn tiada gune nye disusun.. huhu di blakang kerusi study pula ade hamparan sejadah yg malas disimpan.. atas katil selimut tidak dilipat krn takut mengambil mase menyimpan bilek.. tambahan pula rasenye kalo katil tu berada dlm keadaan yg tersusun.. badan ini akan cepat letih dan mate akan cepat mengantuk.. huhu.. enak nye tidoooo atas katil empuk tu.. rase x saba nk merebahkan badan ini atas katil.. waa.. dekat tingkap ade sebungkus croissants kegemaran dan yogurt dan pokok2 kecil..

adehh tertibe rase sakit perut.. ni mesti sbb makan donut x tertutup semlm.. huhu dah agak dah.. oklaaa (ngarut jek sheila nie..) kejap serius kejap ntah ape2 ntah.. bukn ke hidup kite nie cam tu ke.. that's how ppl survive rite? hehe wslm wrt

Thursday, May 10, 2007

haaa???

salam wrt..

bygkan saye tulih satu entry td.. punye la pnjg.. tp ntah camne tah.. mayb data transmitting failed kot (tgh blaja psl nie.. huhu) so entry tu xdek.. waaaaaaaa sedey nye.. sakit kepale saye tulih entry tu.. hukhuk ptg nie nk g jenjln ngan yana.. hehe

wslm wrt :-<

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

nandaa~ tadaa no mind set..

Assalamualaikum wrt..

ppl always telling me that how dangerous or how important mind set is.. but only thats it.. its juz like shaking hand pass by like that.. no intro.. no influence whatsoever.. i've been following my parents' way of study.. (ermm noo.. more to way of life.. everyday life) wake up at 6.. subuh.. take a shower.. breakfast.. go to school.. come back.. watch news.. finish hw/read paper.. till asar.. after asar.. no study.. no book.. time for exercise.. then take shower.. maghrib.. recite Quran.. isya'.. then study till 11pm.. then go to sleep.. it's juz like we hav been programmed.. huhu

one thing i still do till ere n now.. is no study.. no book after asar till maghrib.. it's like forbidden time.. if u do that.. it will somehow damages ur brain..<-- well juz like i said b4.. it's juz mindset.. mayb someone 'yg lebih arif' can explain to us scientifically.. i desperately study yesterday n i didnt notice the time.. when i looked at the clock.. it's almost 730 pm.. can u imagine how i feel at that time? its like... oo-o0.. i'm doomed.. but when i looked back.. i can absorbed more at that time.. i'm not saying that we should study after asar coz that time is the most effective time for us to study.. but wut the most i can say.. it's juz my mindset.. mayb when it's almost asar i desperately was trying to finish the chapter that i'm supposed to..
ermm bygkan if i study like that... i can finish the syllabus by now.. (haha dream on..=P)

hahahahaa... another celoteh yg xdek paedah nye pd org laen.. mahap lee.. i'm such a lonely maiden.. hehehheee okeh la.. ermm kalo ade sesape nk 'complain' psl x leh study after asar.. u're welcome to.. teehee..
wslm wrt..