don't look down on people

Salam n salam syawal..

Terus saja ke point yang ingin disampaikan. Tidak guna berselindung. Dalam seminggu dua ni ada satu perkara sering bermain di kepala ni. Aduhh~!

Ada satu golongan manusia di atas muka bumi ni suka memandang rendah kpd org lain. Believe me.. we might be one of them. Mungkin pada anggapan org lain, mereka tidaklah sebegitu tapi kita hidup bermasyarakat, oleh itu fikirlah perasaan orang lain juga. Kalau tidak suka.. gunung, hutan, padang pasir dan laut luas tidak berpenghuni.




Sedih tgk orang mcm ni. I'm not going to state the characteristics of this people coz it might differ from what u think. Tapi one thing i can say. This people should change. You still have friends now but sooner or later, they all will gone and at that point dont blame others.

daa~!

What will happen to Kartika now?

Salam n salam syawal..

belom start keje lagi but just like the other morning weekday, i start my day with newspaper reading.. with earthquake bare its fang to us, with political issue about BN candidates, and so on.. but one news caught me sleeping.. NGO bekerjasama dgn Sister In Islam nak buat rayuan ke court so that the punishment is cancelled. i could care less about their opinion but what i dissapointed in them is among them, there r societies that have a bit of respect from me from what they've been striving for.

From my p.o.v, Kartika deserved the punishment and altho ppl said why her and why now? there's always first time in everything, rite? why her? cuba bygkan kalau pakcik 50-an yg jumpe tepi jln kne tangkap atas kesalahan yg same, all those ppl yg try nak 'selamatkan' Kartika xkan berjuang habes-habesan mcm skrg. why? well, because she is young, woman and on top of all, a model. duhh!!

Have you ever heard a story regarding the sin of 'minum arak' from anbiya' stories.. Ada seorang lelaki ni sejak kecil lagi tekun beribadat kpd Allah SWT dan tidak pernah melakukan dosa besar. Then, the syaiton wanted to ermm.. like usual la.. then the syaiton got an idea. then, the syaiton menyamar jadi seorg lelaki dan turut beribadat di dlm masjid yg sama dgn lelaki tersebut. Syaiton itu lebih tekun beribadat berbndg lelaki td, tidak makan dan tidak tidur. Maka lelaki td berasa sgt tertarik dan bertnyekan bagaimana dier boleh beribadat spt lelaki itu (syaiton). Maka syaiton itu pon berkongsi pengalaman dier. Dier kate lelaki itu hendaklah merasai membuat dosa dan bertaubat. Maka lelaki td yg sgt eager n beribadat spt lelaki itu (syaiton) tanpa berfikir pnjg terus bersetuju.

lelaki syaiton: Apa kata anda membunuh org?

mangsa: itu dosa sgt besar. tak mahulah

lelaki syaiton: apa kata zina?

mangsa: tak mahulah.

lelaki syaiton: kalau begitu, minum araklah.

mangsa: bolehlah, lagipun tidak melibatkan org lain.

Maka lelaki itu pun meminum la air kencing syaiton itu (erk.. simbolik la) maka mabuklah lelaki td. Dlm kemabukan itu, lalulah seorg perempuan. Dgn bisikan syaiton itu, terjadilah satu zina. Apabila lelaki td tersedar dari kemabukan, dier sgt terkejut dgn kelakuannya. Untuk menutup kesalahan dier dan agar tidak diketahui org, dgn bisikan syaiton itu juga, dier pon bunuhlah perempuan td.

Kesimpulan? fikirlah sndr. Kesimpulan yg diberikan oleh org lain, kite xkan hargai. Ada aqal, ada hati yg Allah bg. So here i just wanna highlight how big the sin is. We might thought it has been a small sin and can be forgiven once we 'bertaubat'. But do we know whether Allah receives our taubat? And while knowing this, all those NGO (and ada muslims juga terlibat.. looking nice and all with 'muke suci kengkunun) ask for the punishment to be cancelled. Fear and talking about human's right. Duhh!! Kalau tnye saye, itu tandanya dier pentingkan dunia berbndg akhirat. Kalau saya berada di tmpt Kartika, saya akan minta hukuman tu kat dunia lagi. Sbb hukuman kat dunia oleh pemerintah dgn sebetulnya, nnt kat akhirat kite dah xkene. and hukuman kat akhirat lagi dahsyat dan lagi menakutkan dari 6 sebatan yg sememangnya xsakit pon.

This is my sheilaisme, what about yours?

wassalam..

Thanks to those ppl called women

Hi and assalamualaikum.. dan selamat sejahtera..

when a blogger decides to write an entry whenever he/she feels like, his/her blog will be like mine.. no consistency no followers no frequent updates. ahahahaa but i cant help it. too many things on my mind so too many things to write but not suitable with the readers and limited time. n the list goes on.. haha

this time i think i have to speak up.. well, maybe the person i 'fired' might not (or i think wont read) my blog but at least i show my 'sheilaisme'.. hehe

while blogwalking, i found this blog. everything is normal but there's something that not quite to my understanding. so i decided to write about it in my blog. i wont put his link up (the blogger is male) as i dont want his ..isme influences ppl more than it is.

so this is the screenshot of the part that i really not agree..



"The fact that she is a woman..."

i wondering if there's sound of male chauvinist there.. i've been controlling my anger for about 2 hours now so i hope no reader will say that i'm in the state of excessive emotional while commenting about this.

to ppl who agree with him, or the writer himself read about this, let me say something. the fact that you separate human to trust as man and woman, shows that you are blind. or are you saying that men are entities that can be trusted as long as they existed as men? well, i fully know about the less trusted woman as she can be trusted only 1/3 of her. but the way it said are not nice. for everyone, the existence of a woman and a man is needed, not a third of her. or are you saying that u only trust a third of what your mother says?

lets think about it. where we put our ..isme and how we act should be screened first. pakat cedok je nnt padahlah akhirnya.
if there's something i should know, let me know. if there's something i dont understand, teach me.
psst: i pity his wife (or future-to-be wife). he doesnt trust her just becoz she is a woman. haha

wassalam..

lawak.. lawak.. tp entertaining..

it's about laugh..

salam n salam ramadhan..

penat? letih? tension? sakit hati? jiwa kosong? lek lek..

ari ni keje sangat banyak, tapi mate sangat ngantok.. one of my jobs (shh jgn bitau org lain. still pnc) kene browse bloggers and get their emails.
browse punye browse. susah gak la. coz need to get suitable bloggers la..

then i found bloggers column in thestar. and sometimes they post jokes and funny quote..

n nak sharing is caring lah.. muge2 ketensyenanmu itu berkurangan lah..

^_^

Son: Dad, what’s the difference between ‘CONFIDENT’ and ‘CONFIDENTIAL’?

Dad: You are my son. I’m CONFIDENT about that. Your best friend is also my son. Now that’s CONFIDENTIAL.

^_^

What’s the difference between stress, tension and panic?

Stress is when your wife is pregnant.

Tension is when your girlfriend is pregnant.

Panic is when both your wife and girlfriend are pregnant.

^_^

ehehhehee chow cin cau..

lets aim for it..

salam dan salam ramadhan..

hari ni (kirenye sabtu la.. malas nk letak kire hari hehe) sepatutnya i went shopping with my sister. (sis, sorry! really, i mean it) but becoz of i slept late last nite and sometimes woke up randomly after dat, and then betul2 woke up at 12 in the afternoon. i got a really bad headache. one thing i really proud about myself is i rarely got sick. but once something happened, it will be a really bad one.

so i calculate in my head, while it hurt so much.

1 hour = 'morning' shower n getting ready
1 hour = estimated time to reach at her house.

actually we decided to go shopping at pkns at shah alam. after all, it is because i only have one baju kurung for hari raya while she's got 3. i'm really a bad sister. huhu so if there's nothing wrong i'll drive to shah alam tomorrow (oh, i wanna try nkve coz i've never go to shah alam via nkve) i didnt tell her but i think she doesnt have anything planned this weekend. ermmm, kalau tak, i'll just head to my bro's house. at seksyen 13 shah alam. i think so, near stadium.

oh, actually bukan nk cerita pasal ni. ehehee biasala..

i'm sure semua orang ada wishlist masing2. and here's mine. well, this is just a short-term one.

1. master designing and web programming skill
- well, i just dont have mood and time for it. but this one is kinda ultimate one hehe..

2. open a small shop
- can be any kind of shop but i really want a book shop or cafe. (maybe i'm much more infatuated with japanese culture than i thought i am)

3. tabika/tadika
- originally this is one of my friend's wish. i kinda stole it from her. haha.. coz i really like the idea.

4. my own brand for clothes
- i dont know how to explain it well, but for a long time i wish to become a fashion designer. oh, it's not like we normally see in the tv. but i want to design shirt, pants, dress and so on just for daily wear. ahaahha actually coz i find it hard to satisfy myself with the fashion trend nowadays. maybe sometimes u guys see my dressing kinda odd or out of trend. ahahahha there's nothing i can do about it. i'm cmfortable with them. so i want people like me, found their comfort in my design.

5. travelling
- kadang2 rasa nak go travelling ngan a few of my frens for a few weeks. ermm almost impossible kan. ahahhha nah.. cancel la yg nih..

6.....

ape lagi ek? tadi bilang rasa nya lebih sepuluh.. ermm nanti laa.. hihi
... wahh ujan tiba2 kat luar. jenguk luar tingkap.. agak lebat juga. angin kuat. but i like the smell of rain. comforting and and and... apa ek.. can describe it ^_^
sometimes i wonder how can such a wonderful thing exists. kan? but that shows how powerful our God is. and how caring He is, toward us. believe me, when u have the chance, bila hujan dan angin kuat. jenguk tingkap and smell the rain. sometimes we ought to stop thinking about world and find comfort in Him.
hihi..

a pick up line

salam n salam ramadhan mubarak.. ^_^

tak plan pon nk tulis entry hari ni tp one thing on my mind that whatever i do, i cant get rid of it. so here it is.

yesterday, i was on my way to office, like usual. radio: hitz fm, oso like usual. d opic on dat morning was, they (i mean the djs) invited 3 boys (ermm about 11-13 yrs old.. i'm not sure) and chat with them. on whatever topics. then a question.
"ok, do u have someone u like?"

"ehehehehee"

"ok, do u like ...... ?" i forgot d girl's name. but her name was brought up in their conversation earlier.

"...."

"if u dont wanna answer, it's fine but i wanna give u a test. if within 5 seconds u smile, i'll take dat u like her"

..n not even 2 seconds, d boy laughing.. (haha pity him)

"ok, then what is d best pick up line u can think of?" (i'm not sure this is the exact question but nearly true.

"hi, i have money for two nasik lemak. so do u wanna go eat with me?"

d(^_^)b

i was laughing so much, dat i think d guy in d car next to me noticed. hahahaa. so funny. it's quite refreshing. they just pick out random boys and put them on air. well, dats i love jj and ian~! haha~! good job guys!!

ban on MLTR

Salam n salam mubarak~!

Suddenly, i have this urge to write on this issue. Ermm, actually it's not a 'suddenly case..', sorry! while browsing on news to read, i found the news about banning MLTR in holding a concert at Genting Highland. First of all, I'm proud to say and very agree about this country's religion is Islam n no other else. And secondly, i wont 'allied' with any political party or person and this opinion is my own. No influence by other 'external' wind or fire. 

As you know, the government has allowed MLTR to hold their concert at Genting Highland and Nasrudin Hassan Tantawi (youth Chief from PAS) stated his opinion and dare the government, saying that he will hold a demonstration if the concert is still in plan. Well, i agree about ban thingy but not agree with the youth chief from PAS. 

Why? well, we are in the holy month and i think we deserve some respect here. You can read many articles about this, whether to agree with the banning or agree with the concert. There's a comment saying like, "..If you don't like Muslims to attend, teach them and persuade them not to go..". Well, at some point, i agree about it. But most of all, 'preventing is better than healing, right? People tend to 'mempolitikkan' those kind of issue and thus, there's a spark of disaster. 

While saying that, i cannot agree with the youth chief from PAS, because one more demo? i'm sure there's more than one option to prevent any negative 'wind or fire' from distrupting our Muslim life. Believe me, there're more destruction than you think they are. Wise leaders use their brain rather than their physicals. 

And to non-Muslims who are saying that Muslims should respect them, well, all we've been giving all this time is respect and space. Are they not to your taste?

One more thing to think about, what's going on about Katrika's issue? Yeah, i know about lashing woman in public shows some kind of harsh treatment or discrimination but please ah, must we make it a political issue? And is it really a discrimination? Someone said, "If Kartika's a male,will SIS n JAG come forward n defend her/him? Isn't that gender discrimination".. well, i cant agree more about that. 

sore ja~! mata ne~!

welcome~! ya Ramadhan mubarak~!

Salam mina-san..

gokigen yoo'~!

Ramadhan datang kembali, alhamdulillah. Sementelah itu diri ini ingin menyusan sepuluh jari (ayat biase) memohon maaf, agar kita sama-sama dapat ketemu Ramadhan ini dengan hati yang tenang dan redha.

ya ya ya~! muge2 kite sume will become better person after Ramadhan key~!

sore jaa~!

hate

when i'm at the bottom of d world's hell
i don't know anything
i don't feel anything
i don't care
because i don't want to

when i'm in the worst situation
i hate everything
i hate people around me
because they don't care
i hate my life
because it makes me miserable
i hate the world
because i'm in it
but the most
i hate myself
because i can't see

i didn't care when i should
i didn't believe when i'm supposed to
i didn't say what and when i should
i didn't do what i preach

so i can't blame others
so who should i blame?
the easiest to blame is others, rite?
i'm not at wrong
i'm right
i'm always right
even though i know i'm wrong
i'll always say i'm right
because ignorance is a bliss.

pssttt: entri ini tiada kaitan dgn mood. mood aku ok je hihi

gadoh

nk tgk cite ni~!



lalala~! (conflict identity tetibe rase)

pengajaran. hukhuk.

salam

venue: opis (pf la)
time: tgk bile entri ni dipublish hihi
mood: erkk bile nk siap ni.

huhu. skrg still kat opis. hukhuk yeah~! look at d time. sbb? sdg mengtransferkan brg2 dari my 250GB external hard disk into this pc (pc opis) :p coz ade prob.

tu la. lenkali partition kan hard disk tu. kan sng kalo nak reformat lenkali.

hukhuk. baik2. then 2morrow another 50GB to b transferred. ermm kire2. hari rabu la bulih refromat hard disk tu. hukhuk. naseb baik x byk data affected. huhu.

k lah. dah abes transfer.

ja ne! mata ne~!

hobi. 8-)

salam ^_^

gud day every1.
semlm agak bad mood. so as usual, selongkar my asset and at dat time i found out my bad habit. (ermm bad habit kot) my asset mksdnye my collection \(^_^)/ consist of anime, manga, jadorama, kdrama, english tv series yg i like. ade sket taiwan's and hk's. n oso muvies.

my bad habit, most of the dramas yg aku tgk haha. aku xtgk sampai abes. nape? most of us normally want to see the ending rite? well, when i watch those drama or movie. i'm more attracted to the storyline. hehe. ending buat ape. lepas ending dah xdek dah.

even my fav dramas pon kekdg x abes tgk. :p jadorama x abes tgk --> hana kimi, gift, my boss my hero, mukodono, nodame, security police. ermm malas ar nk list down. too many. well, sume tu aku minat tp x abes tgk. sampai je part yg bulih agak ending dier. terus tukar cite lain haha. same jugak ngan kdrama. bulih bilang ngan jari brape byk yg tgk sampai ending. yg lain sume tgk half-half. then if another time rase nk tgk balik, i'll watch it from the start. then can figure out whatever yg i couldnt understand when i first watched it. :P silly kan? (sure k nis kutuk kaw kaw nye ni. i know!)

like i said, i know this is a bad habit. i might do d same thing with other thing that i should do. fortunately, it doesnt happen in my work... yet! i hope never! huhu.

oh! last nite i saw this one kdrama. it's about a girl that had been in prison and after she came out, she faces a lot of hardship. kat memane pon macam tu. bile keje, xkesah lah kalau skill power giler. if the employers know about the prison thingy, they wont hire someone like that. the same happened to the girl. I even cried on the first episode. biasenye jarang mcm tu. cite aids tu pon i cried tgh2 cite (kamisama mou sukoshi dake). cite the girl that got rare disease pon, i cried when she cant write anymore (1 litre of tears <-- this one is real story). kdrama yg about someone who has heart failure striving to become a doctor (surgeon bong dal hee). oh this kdrama, i only cried one time only. time yg dier pujuk a boy dats going to be operated on the next day and the succesful chance is really low.

haha sume tu psl sakit2 kan. japaneses like to make story like dat, actually. stories about doctors and diseases get high ranking in Japan. haha 100% love story dah ketinggalan zaman, orang kate.

oklah. actually, i'm waiting for the number 6:00PM. haha. nk balik! tak selesa. sakit leher + inconsistence menstrual thingy + mkn bende mengarut semlm <-- to avoid being depressed.

sore ja'! mata ne~!

bila dia..

salam ^_^

rasa sgt xadil. haha sape kate idop ni adil? Allah itu Maha Adil tapi manusia yg menyebabkan dunia ni xadil. so result = dunia ni xadil (mentang2 la baru tulih script)
nape aku tertibe ckp mcm tu?

ehem ehem.

aku xtau la aku ni termasuk dlm kategori pengecut or ape (well, sape yg kate org lain pengecut tu sbenarnye dier rasa dier brani bak besi berani. cetpoodah) hihi. sbb bile one of mai fren in bad mood or 'dangerous' mood. aku takot nk dekat.
sbb?
hmm. i'm not good in handling or comforting other ppl. kalo someone tgh bad mood dpn aku, aku hnye bulih kate "sabar.. sabar.." well, it's kind of not fair. coz telling other ppl "sabar.. sabar.." make that person looks like he/she is not being patience. it's d same as telling other ppl to work hard while org tu mmg tgh kerja kuat dah. sian org tu.

so i'm speechless. nk g nasihat indah2. aku nih bkn reti sgt psl hidop yg xadil ni. bkn pakar. pengalaman stakat xsampai 3 dekad ni cam rase x cukup je. tp tu lah yg Allah bagi kat aku.

bile tgk kengkwn ngan bad mood ke ape, rase jari ni tergerak2. hati rase x aman. bile buat kerja, sikit2 masuk kosentrasi, rase bersalah kat kwn tadi. sian dier. nk tegur, ape nk ckp? huhu. tp kengkdg bile mai frens in trouble, n they didnt tell me. terase la plak. huhu trouble sungguh. [-(
hidop ni subjective. xsemestinye kite kene ikut haluan org yg sudah berjaye untuk kite capai kejayaan yg same. sume org unique kat dunie ni. but when everyone is trying to b unique, thats why it seems normal. =D juz remember my fren said dat.

oklah. ermm kalo any1 yg bace ni, terase yg dier x septtnye bgtau her/his prob to me. i'm sorry. dats not what i meant. n kalo dier terase yg dier septtnye tell me her/his prob, then i'll always welcome u. =)

ja ne~! mata ne~!

Kita dengar, kita lihat dan kita imani.

Salam.

1st of all, entri ini bukanlah entri yang ingin menjahanamkan atau mengejek jauh sekali dari memperkecilkan mana-mana individu yang dirasakan terbabit dalam isu yang bakal dihujahkan di sini. (erk skema nye) cume aku rase terpanggil nk bg pendapat dlm hal ni. Kalau aku ade sedikit pengetahuan tapi tidak share dgn org lain (sharing is caring) sudah spt dpt saham fitnah dan ignorance.

Isu yang aku nak share kat sini adalah psl apa yang kita imani dari apa yang kita lihat, apa yg kita dengar seharian. tidak susah. semua tu kita dpt dari hari2 kite pegi keje ataupun g shopping. Sbenarnye aku rase nk tulih psl ni bila baca psl kengkunun 2012 dalam ohtidak. sile gugel. wel, xdek la rase enti pada entri yang ditulih. itu hak dier. dan jgn lupe hak pd dose yg bakal dipikul sekiranye semua itu dusta. apa yg mencetuskan jari jemari ini agar 'sharing is caring' adalah dari komen2 entri tersebut. dalam entri2 tersebut, memang la tidak semua tapi ade sorg 2 yg lebih percayekan trailer muvi yg dilihat (source: utube).

oh! sedih!

adakah bila kluarnya muvi bertajuk 2012 tu baru kita nk percaye dgn mate kita? oh! sedih! adakah disbbkan kite lihat muvi 2012 baru kite nk terase seramnye hari kiamat itu? dan perkiraan2 itu semua, bolehkah kita percaye? jawapanya? aku xleh nak bagi. kenape? sebab kalau aku bagi, orang lain xleh imani ape yang aku bagi. kite kene cari sendiri baru bulih imani. dan aku xlayak pon nk justify anything. apa yg aku pasti, aku akan imani apa yang aku tahu. dan tanggungjwb kite utk makin mencari.

one more thing, i cant find where the hadith thats said no human ever go to moon, except Rasulullah SAW. gugel gugel n xdpt. sdg tnye seorg sis yg i believed more islamic than me. still waiting. nnt kalo dier reply, i'll let u know. wel, kekdg kite terlalu bergntg pd gugel n alam maya whatsoever. mmg ada yg betul dan ada juga yg salah. wel, Allah SWT dah bg kite aqal dan its function is to think. kekdg ada yg kite percaye sgt2 adalah sebenarnye salah, so kite kene bersifat terbuka. kalau salah, percaye yg betul. Kalau betul, let others know. Dapat saham best nnt. insyaAllah sampai ke mati.

sore ja'! mata ne~!

kiri kanan

kiri kanan
sering berteman
riang gelak berkala
memecah sunyi
yang cuba menyelit

alangkah indahnya kita
kiri kanan
sering berteman
lupa pada merahnya mata
semalam
lupa pada dendam membuku
kelmarin

sedarkah kita
betapa bertuahnya kita
sedarkah kita
betapa huduhnya dunia di luar
sedarkah kita
bahawa kite sedang
dipagarkan dengan angan-angan

tapi kadang kala
mimpi itu perlu
angan-angan itu perlu
hargailah dunia kita
hargailah laman kita
sedang ia masih dipagar
sedang ia masih cantik terhias

kerna
kiri kanan kita
sebenarnya runtuh
dimamah usia
ditelan duniawi
dikunyah material
ditenyeh oleh daging busuk
bernama hati.

*notakaki: ilham puisi ini dari anys pongpongurl >:)

almost

salam.

hari sabtu. selama 2 minggu tertunggu2 hari yg bertarikh 25/07/09 ni. hehe.
my fren from college got married on that day. ops. no. i mean the day before. and the 'walimah' is on the saturday.
waaa. quite gempak. erm she is the daughter of Zubir Ali, a composer. (normally tradisional songs) hihi. and i met a few frens that i haven't see for more than 4 years, i think.
so, i was quite excited at that time. the pics are in my phone so i'll upload them later. cuaca hari tu agak panas. dan nak dijadikan cerita, i got lost on the back. haha oh, the ceremony was at kolej kediaman syed zahiruddin (UM) seksyen 16, i drove there safely because i studied the map more than 10 times haha. on the back, mesti lah xstudi jalan balik. last2, masuk KL and kluar balik ikut phileo damansara. cess.

reached home at about 7pm. really2 tired but satisfied. got headache but still conscious. haha. they insisted on a 'lepak2 at mamak somehwere' but i dont like night driving haha. nasib baik reached home b4 getting dark.

sampai rumah. basuh baju. and about 10pm felt really sleepy. so tutup lampu and prepared utk tido. erk rase something wrong. huhu nape plak ni. baring-baring guling-guling for about almost one hour. bgn bukak lampu balik. huhu browsed tenet... tuuttt.. ngantok.
tido. pukul 2am. terbgn. tak boleh tido. huhu kenape ni? sakit tekak. alamak. terigt td sgt panas. alamak~!
minum air. hampir satu botol besar. then tido balik. then terjaga pukul 530am. sgt terkejut. huhu minum air then solat subuh. tak boleh tido. huhu
minum air lagi. no food no orange at the moment. nk mkn ubat. dont like.
basuh baju then jemur. then minum air. kemas bilik then minum air. g toilet. then minum air. sgt xnk demam waktu skrg. seksa.
skrg kol 6pm.
alamak! plan nk g jogging. huhu xjd la. now i feel a bit better. but lenguh satu bdn sbb kemas bilek plus basuh baju td. bloated stomach so ulang alik g toilet haha. hrp2 tak demam. :P
almost~! nasib baik i know my body but not that well. at least kalau nk demam, i know what to do and what shouldnt do. hehe
adios~!

Bukan superman - the lucky laki

salam

Anak sapa la ni.



hehe ^_^

It's not goodbye~!

salam~!

a few days ago, i browsed around romantic/love songs (haha it's just i'm in that kind of mood). then, i found a korean vclip with an english song. the song is somehow quite attached to me, erk, no.. i feel attached toward the song. *blush*

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title: it's not goodbye

artist: laura pausini

And what if I never kiss your lips again
Or feel the touch of your sweet embrace
How would I ever go on
Without you there's no place to belong

Well someday love is gonna lead you back to me
But 'til it does I'll have an empty heart
So I'll just have to believe
Somewhere out there you thinking of me


CHORUS:
Until the day I'll let you go
Until we say our next hello
It's not goodbye
'Til I see you again
I'll be right here rememberin' when
And if time is on our side
There will be no tears to cry
On down the road
There is one thing I can't deny
It's not goodbye

You'd think I'd be strong enough to make it through
And rise above when the rain falls down
But it's so hard to be strong
When you've been missin' somebody so long

It's just a matter of time I'm sure
But time takes time and I can't hold on
So won't you try as hard as you can
To put my broken heart together again

CHORUS

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just feel like sharing something. :P

nak dengar?

streaming

download: aimini, 4shared.

then, 2day i have this urge to watch the vclip, i mean the original vclip. it's quite old, i think. then, i found a video that used the song as the background song. well, it's actually a movie. erm, i never heard or watch this movie, so i put it in to-be-dload list of movies. haha. the title is sweet november.

the actor is keanu reeves!!! the movie goes one step higher in term of priority. but, sad ending.

nah, it's ok.

ok daa~!

1 tahun sudaa~!

salam.

tepuk pengakap~! pap! pap! .. pap! pap! pap! pap!~!

hehe..

yesterday, d anniversary sethn keje n sethn kat pf. alhamdulillah.

komen? hmm..

alhamdulillah.

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tu je?

hmm..

setelah sethn dalam alam keje nih. mcm2 diambil sbg pengajaran. :D yela yg elok ambil sbg pengajaran. n yg tak elok tu jadikan sempadan.

i have frens who just graduate from univ. they all say about missing 'zaman studi'. i can only laugh. well, sooner or later u'll realize that thats not the real world. well, i cant say that i dont miss 'zaman studi' but at some point, i have my own targets. i want to achieve something and those targets cant be achieved while i'm in 'studi age' (haha mentang2 la baru tgk ice age).

i'm really thankful to Allah, coz i'm still in His mercy. n also to PF (rogue) coz believes in me haha.

huraayyy~!

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arigatou~! shinjite kureru..