assalamualaikum wrt..
sori la sejak kebelakangan ni.. asyik dgr saye merungut jek huhu.. saye mmg x berniat nk meminte simpati sesape tp inilah saye.. mulut saye terkunci rapat.. lidah saye kelu berkate.. bile berdepan hanye kate2 manis n gembire shj.. huhu poetic giler cehh.. kite kdg2 suke kalo kate2 or kelakuan kite dpt menyentuh hati org lain.. kenape ye? sbb kite akan jd bangge kalo org berubah sbb kite? sbb kite btol2 ikhlas berkate sedemikian?
dlm seminggu nie terus terang saye katekan (x kesah la ade brothers yg bace sbb mmg dah reality..huhu) saye dlm keadaan bad mood sbb pms.. well i suppressed most of it n the rest is out of my control.. huhu n saye sedar lepas tu.. saye terus mtk maaf.. saye rase org sekeliling saye akan perasaan (kalo x perasan tu.. saye syok sendiri la kot..:(..) sbelum ni saye jrg dlm bad mood.. n sampaikan ramai yg kate kat saye.. yg saye ni x dek masalah.. saye nak jek jerit satu UK ni.. yg saye mmg ade masalah.. so dlm minggu yg bad mood yg jrg giler berlaku kat saye.. ade la a few yg terase ngan saye.. huhu saye dah penat dah.. plz ar give me space.. saye perlukan tmpt marah.. saye perlukan tmpt mengadu.. saye perlukan tmpt bersedih.. for all u know (ni bukn nk berbangge diri ke hape..) saye dah lame x nangis.. nape? sbb saye xdek masalah ke? x.. sbb saye terpakse letak jauh2 perasan sedey.. perasaan marah n perasaan sakit hati n kecik hati.. saye xnak org sedey2 n marah2 sbb saye.. tu mmg jujur dlm hati saye.. tp apekan daye.. saye hanye manusie biase.. saye ade dose.. saye x sempurna.. (huhu curhat habes ni.. asal2 nye x nk buat curhat sbb x suke buat curhat.. tp wallahua'lam..)
iA setiap kite akan ditimpe dugaan.. setiap dari kite diminta bersabar atas setiap dugaan.. saye mmg tgh bersabar.. dan as i said b4 saye ni manusie.. tahap kesabaran manusia berbeza2... saye xtau tahap kesabaran saye.. wallahua'lam.. hanye Allah SWT saje yg tahu.. tp kite hidup as muslims.. jgn la hidup menyusahkan org lain.. mmg bukn niat kite nk menyusahkan org lain.. jgn anggap dunie ni evolve around u only.. bukak mate luas2 n u'll see wut u're supposed to see..
kalo xnk amik ape yg saye kate kan ni.. it's up to u.. saye x leh pakse.. but u've heard from me.. hear from ur heart.. n u decide then.. which part of us are supposed to change.. so jom la sesame kite muhasabah diri n berubah la pd yg lebih baik.. huhu wallahua'lam..
jzkk n wassalam (segala caci-maki atau kaki-hamun.. bulih la disalurkan secare private or public.. i'll try to accept them..:D)
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im really sorry for being such a bad person lately. if someone had asked me to explain, i would say its because one of those things tht happened really shocked me and messed my head big time. you know, like big time. and after tht everything macam chain reaction. but i can assure tht i learnt a lot. seriously.
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eh... tah tah xde kaitan dgn saya pun? xpela... baik perasan dari xde perasaan ;)
salam.. hukhuk.. isk camne la anonymous.. camne saye nk tau ade kaitan ke x.. huhu nway ape 'those thing' tu? huhu ermm mayb juz my eyes or something did happen? huhu.. *-*
tak perlula tahu saya siapa (nada ala drama melayu haha)...
yang penting, saya sayang sangat sheila!
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