first thing!! jgn terkejut ekkk.. dis is a new thing for me.. whole new thing!! a new world.. i wanna get married.. uhuhuhuhuhu terkejut x?? :p when it is started? hermm... well.. b4 acteli i really dont care bout this marriage thing.. i even terpk xnak kawen lak..eheheh but sjk kebelakangan nih.. emmm.. all d girlz talk bout is this thing.. i feel like i had enter a new world.. dat i dont belong to.. hmm.. uhuhuhuhuu i dont like such feeling.. ermm i dont care such thing.. sampaikan i dont care(bukn nk kate dont care... tp ok jek la..) if my husband(in d future la..:p) kawen lain.. ehehhehe.. there r a few reason y i wanna get married.. n i havnt tell my parents yet.. d first one to know is Along(my housemate la.. not my bro)
My first bro will get engaged this summer.. n he's confiding me bout his prob.. n his prob bukn mende remeh.. really2.. then.. for my second bro.. my parents had arrange someone for him.. but i dont know wut is his reaction.. among our siblings..he's d first one yg couple.. well.. he's kinda famous among his fren.. huhuuhuh n he got such a cute gf.. n wut i know they already broke up.. waaa... such a waste.. coz she got wut my mom lookin' for.. ehehehehe.. n my mom already give permission for me to couple.. but u know.. i dont like such thing.. ermmm how to say dis.. kalo borak ngan my parents.. we nvr talk bout this thing.. i'm the oldest daughter.. i know d responsibility dat i hav to carry.. waaaaaaahhhhhhhhh.. really.. this is a whole new thing to me.. ppl always said.. dat if a girl doesnt hav bf.. either she's not interested or she feel insecure if she get a bf.. well.. i think i choose the second one.. y? hmm.. how to say dis?.. we all need love.. either to be loved or to love someone.. n huhhh.. i dont know how to explain this.. wut i know is.. kat dunie nih.. xdek mende pon yg kekal.. n dat includes love btw human.. hmm.. or i juz not interested??.. iuhuhuuuhuhu confused2..
talking bout to be loved n to love someone.. i juz read a manga.. waaa... dah lame x ckp psl manga.. ehehhehe.. there is a guy who's in trouble.. n he has a gf.. he's been deceiving his gf.. by not showing his true self.. his gf dont care.. ermm i mean.. dier x kesah bout dat.. coz how's been living his life so far.. is part of him rite? n she loves him for that.. he deceives her coz he thout she will hates him for that.. one thing he know for sure.. the root of his prob is he juz wanna be loved by someone.. when he found such a girl that he comfortable to be wit.. he becomes possesive.. so when the girl knows bout his prob.. she tries to help him.. but he doesnt wanna accept.. he know that he juz wanna be loved by someone.. but he feel something is missing.. that's going him mad sampaikan dier push her away.. but to one point that she mde him realizes that he also wanna love someone.. not only to be love by someone.. he doesnt know where to put all his love.. uhuhuhuh.. mende2 cam tu pon bleh buat m'sia giler kan.. uhuuhuuhuh.. one thing i got from ere.. to love someone is greater than to be loved.. ermm.. i feel that's true.. but i think there r ppl who wont agree.. ahhh.. dont wanna talk bout this anymore..
one more reason y i wanna get married is bcoz..
ehh.. pnjg giler entry kali nih.. but for 11 ppl(u know who u r) plzzz help me.. mayb ur reason will help me..huhuhuhuh.. wokeh la i'll write more next time.. see ya.. salamz..
3 comments:
err..firstly kak sheila, 10 ppl arr bkn 11 sbb x masuk kak sheila sendiri kan. tp moving on to the more important matter..err..mcm mane nk ckp ye [sejak bile ntah along tuka jd consultant ni..hehe..=P).
k lah...camni
fair enough kak sheila nk kawen atas sbb2 di atas tu. maknenyer bagus arr kak sheila dh phm ape sbb nk kawen tu etc etc.
actually along xtau arr nk ckp ape...mcm dh ckp byk je waktu kite chatting mlm tu. basically lpas along bace ni, lg arr along rasa kak sheila patut buat apa yg along kate waktu tu. sbb klu kak sheila nk husband yg akan jd org yg akan push kak sheila, mestilah die kena jd org yg phm and dr golongan 'kite2' kan..? err..so along rasa stick to the plan jelah kot...yg along suggest hr tu..hehe.
er...lg nk ckp ape nih...x tahu arr sbb x tahu ape yg kak sheila nk along kate.
tu je kot,
nanananana~
salam...kak sheila..hihi..balas dendam!nway,spt yg telah saya katakan dlm private consultation kita..tak perlu la saya disclose di sini...segan saya..hihi...nway,saya doakan moga semuanya berjalan dgn lancar...amin..
True Sheila,kite manusia biase nih Allah bg fitrah to love and be loved. Tipula kalau ckp x de betul x?And I understand wut were u trying to say.Yerp, hidup nih penuh dgn dugaan kan,kdg2 smpi kite x terpk pun dugaan tuh.Getting married is a BIG thing Sheila.Byk sgt bende nk kene pk selain urusan majlis kawen tu sendiri.Are we ready to take the responsibilities dat lie ahead?A lot of things kite kene sacrifice bile dh kawen.Mcm2 nk kene pk.But don't get me wrong,I'm not discouraging u from getting married.In fact,cool ape kawen awal?Hehehe but it's just dat we have to understand a lot of things b4 such thing mcm ni is to happen.Gomenne sheila kalau kitorang slalu ckp pasal kawen dpn2 ko.If ever u felt uncomfortable.But trust me,insya-Allah plan Allah tuh lebih hebat dr plan kita.He alone noes wuts best for u.He alone will arrange the right time,the right guy for u.Insya-Allah.Trust me.=)
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