Monday, December 11, 2006

After a while~

Assalamualaikum wrt..

usually the distance btw my eyes n the screen is about a metre.. but now it's about half of that.. ermm it's freezing (well.. as always:D some ppl know y..) plus i'm hungry(normal for those who stay up late rite? u will hav a cup of drink n mayb biscuits bside u..) n my resdung came back.. then feeling out of order... y? ermm mayb it's time for once in a month... dunno coz it's quite crazy lately.. my winamp's playing the song dat i'm not really fond to.. y? coz i dont understand a bit.. wokeh STOPPPPP!! stop the nonsense..
these 2 days wit k asyif n k zai around r really fun.. really can feel the diff after they went back to usual weekday!! waaa.. next week i'm going to Spain.. n after that to PMS.. n this room will b occupied by Wani's parents.. so hav to do A BIT of cleaning..
huh!! WTH?? sound crazy rite? well i'm not in the normal state.. sometimes i treat blog as my diary.. well someone said to me.. y do u even bother to hide/b secretive bout ur diary coz u write so that others will read it rite? the same thing as suicide note.. u write so that ppl will know wut is the cause of ur death.. BUT if u really wanna die.. y do u even bother bout living ppl? will they b there for u after u die?? WTH?? ape saye ckp niee??? aaarggghhhhhh.... tensiii2.. astaghfirullah hal 'azim..
bile kite tensii or sedey ke or bengang.. sape yg popped up on ur mind that u'd really like that person to comfort u? hav u ever think bout it in calm state? wokeh2.. i REALLY2 need to stop.. kalo x.. byk merapu lagi.. wokeh la.. uhibukunna fillah
wassalam

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