Symptoms of Aging

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
assalamualaikum wrt..

Sebelum ni i realized that ppl out there actually treat their lifes as game, coz in their eyes other ppl are children. Playing around wif their lifes, dont care bout things except regarding themselves and so on. So thats why they look for something to make themselves bigger. Such as try to change the world or so (sounds phony rite?)

Ppl actually can change the world, they just cant see wuts in front of them n busy trying to straighten their life. Hmmmm.... (what am i trying to say actually? hahahahaa.. m(_ _)m ) but i heard something 2day.. they say that ppl that above 30.. their thinking are more based to logic, n opposite to the ppl below 30.. hmm bukn sbb diorg lebih byk mkn garam.. ke? ermm saye rase bukn sbb tu.. coz org yg umur lebih 30, diorg lebih nmpk ape yg diorg regret n ape yg diorg sepatutnye amik in the future.. (so r u saying that thinking based on emotional isnt going to help u making a right choice?) nope.. or is it? huhu.. i read somewhere just now, about a person who is looking back her/his life on the day that she/he turns 33.... well... i'm now 23 years 1 month and 18 days old 2day.. seems like old enuf isnt it? some ppl will say that i'm still young.. but do u know how many hours i slept last nite? i slept at 12midnite n woke up at 330am n cant get back to sleep.. thats when i realised that i'm really that old.. huh-><- no no.. i cant keep sighing.. it's bad.. n Allah larang pon kite mengeluh guguguguuu..

mayb sometimes ppl will wonder why i wrote things that totally different.. i mean the content of the entry is totally diff from the title.. i learned in my english lesson.. that the title need to be catchy.. so that will attracts ppl to read the content altho the content is nothing interesting.. haha this somehow prove that my entry is nothing to be proud of or to be show off.. huhu

well, actually i just wanna wrote bout my changing in biological clock.. tambah2 mase musim ni yg rase malas menguasai diri, rase nk berkepompong dalam duvet jek.. tp saye tido 3 jam setgh jek mlm tadi.. seems that something wrong with me.. or not? hahah.. syok sendiri jek kot.. kikikiki.. i watched somewhere that make me proud to have a blog.. this person (actually a girl laa.. ) she lives such a life that doesnt care bout others opinion.. also doesnt care bout love.. then a guy approaches her.. she's so absent-minded coz this is the first time someone approaches her in very direct way.. then their feeling develops n that guy asks her bout going steady.. n along the way that guy seems troubled with their relationship coz his expectation is diff from reality.. then that guy almost gives up and eventually being misunderstood by the girl.. the girl doesnt really have anyone close (ermm i mean someone that she could confides in) but she really feels that she needs to tell someone.. (mase tu dier siap guling2 lagik.. nk menunjukkan dier rase sgt2 perlu nk bgtau org lain her feelings..>< ) then dier pon dpt idea.. why not dier tulis jek dlm blog dier.. thats one way kan.. dier pon bukak la laptop dier n try to start writing.. then dier terhenti.. nak tau knape? ahhahaha she just realizes that she doesnt have blog... kikiki that one part that make me proud to have a blog.. no no no.. not proud.. ermm relief kot.. hihihi..

A: knal x org ni ......................?
saye: x, sape dier?
A: eh, dier femes giler terutame nye antare org2 yg suke blogging..
saye: ermm org yg suke blogging x semestinye knal org yg dier x pnah jumpe kan.. lgpon saye suke blogging sbb saye suke bace psl my fren's life..
A: oh.. macam mane kalo org lain x bace ur blog?
saye: saye x kesah.. bile saye blogging.. saye bukn nk carik kepuasan hati org yg bace.. ade la sket.. tp more to muhasabah diri saye kot.. kalo saye marah, saye akan tulih dlm blog n after saye tulih sume tu.. rase marah tu hilang.. same jugak mase saye sedey and terase hati.. so blog nie x semestinye nk berbuat baik pd org lain jek tp jugak nk berbuat baik pd diri sendiri.. ye x? =P

well till next time..
wassalam