Angel's smile

When i look up, i see a gloomy, cloudy sky.
Today is another tiring uphill climb.

i get sick of it all..

But i just think of the girl that i love so much,
and i readjust the shoes that i've been walking on the heels of.

Her smile is a ray of light
that shines from in between the clouds
and warms up my entire heart.

She's my girl.

The angel's smile..

Everything around u..

Assalamualaikum wrt..

i went to class 2day.. n on d way back i need to buy milk.. so lined up to draw some cash.. while waiting.. i looked around, watching ppl with their own business.. i turned to my left watching a guard(at the tesco door) thinking wut if that guy is a Muslim coz he really looks like one.. at the moment i wanted to turn my head to my right..a guy wit a baby walked pass me(in front of me..) can u imagine dat? well i kinda shocked at the moment.. but wut is more 'frightening' is.. he said salam to me.. waaaaaaaa.. n then he walked to tesco.. for the moment i cldnt take my eyes from tht guy.. wut the hell?? lepas kasi salam.. masuk tesco??
well mase dier kasi salam tu.. dier senyum sket.. hmmm sabar2.. *sigh* well mayb some ppl(esp Muslims) dont aware bout boikot.. n i dont like to be prejudice.. hmm.. saba2.. uhuhuh dat make me think.. tht out there.. there r ppl who 2day they r Muslim.. n 2morrow they arent.. kinda sad huh?
haa.. 2day i kinda realized that i'm the type of ppl that can control my sleepiness.. ? ahahahhaa.. ermm camni.. i sleep whenever i wanna sleep.. kalo ngantuk.. i wont fall asleep without i realize it.. n kalo x ngantuk.. saye bleh tido.. ahahhaha kagum x? i juz knew bout that this morning.. ahahahhahaa coz mase tu terlintas kat kepale.. camne org leh tersengguk2 kalo dgr ceramah or lectures or mende2 yg buhsan..
Allah SWT jadikan manusia berbagai2... thats y wars happen.. also it's the reason for loven happiness.. rite? hahahahha nape saye ckp cam tu? hmm cube bygkan kalo kite sume same jek.. mmg la war x kan jadi.. sbb sume org tau ape each of us wants and sbb tu love ade sbb kalo same jek.. maknenye kite akan love everyone la kan? ehehehehee.. (suke sgt ckp psl mende2 kene pk nie..) tpkan pnah terpk x.. kekdg dlm kepale kite.. mase kite 'ditimpe' bencane or dugaan or kesusahan or ape2 la yg misfortunes.. kite akan terpk nape laa org lain x paham kite.. nape la org lain x same ngan kite.. nape la org lain bleh berbangge ngan diri sendiri n pndg remeh kat kite.. n bla bla bla(go on la..pnjg lg list dier..:P) btol kan? well its time to ponder bout us as well.. k lahh.. see ya next time
uhibbukunna fillah wassalam (perasan x saye x gune perkataan jepun kali nie.. ermm biase nye gune..:D)

a bright sunshine will always be there after a big storm..

Assalamualaikum wrt..

after a few tiring days.. ermm woke up a bit late 2day..mayb qada' mlm semlm yg tido x cukup.. ahahaha kite selalu nk qada' something yg sbelum nie kite rase kite septtnye dpt tp x dpt.. ahahaahhahaa.. well that's manusia namenye kan..
kat bilek saye ade a few pokok..(ehehehh saye mmg suke pokok..mayb sbb parents saye suke sgt tanam pokok kot.. dah jd habit..) ade la satu pokok nie.. saye beli thn lepas mase autumn kat lidl.. xtau nape.. mmg diorg jual mase autumn jek.. saye selalu jenguk kat lidl nk tgk pokok ape yg dijual.. ehehhehee then kat waktu autumn.. daun sume luruh.. ape tah lagi bunge.. tp last nite i juz noticed that there's a small flower bud.. hmmm quite suprised plus a lil' bit happy and also undescrible feeling.. how will that small flower live in this coming winter.. hmm rasenye dah masuk winter dah coz sejukkkk giler..
sometimes i hav a feeling that i cant be like that small flower.. mayb my existence is juz like that flower.. but that flower, no matter wut it will continue living rite.. n some day it will blooms.. but wut will i become? i thought at the first place.. that flower will get influenced by the surrounding, juz like me.. baka da ne atashi.. talking bout this.. juz make me down.. ahahhahaa
ahh sejak kebelakangan nie saye asyik dok ckp psl mende2 sedey jek.. kalo x sedey psl mende x happy or mengarut.. (same jek kan.. eheh) wokehs la.. ermmm nk wish buat bebaik dlm test or exam pd sesape yg ade test or exam dlm mase terdekat nie.. juz remember that Allah will always be on our side as long as u're on His side.. k
see ya around bye wassalam

Someone said..

Assalamualaikum wrt..
yo!(dgn gaye kak asyif..ahahaha) wut's up? genki kai? ermm xleh nk tido lagi.. tertibe terpop up kat fikiran bout something that has been said to me.. ermm dier ckp org yg percaye cinderella happy ever after.. after the story end adalah org yg x logical.. nape? sbb sbenarnye the real story began after that.. the real life of cinderella started after she got married.. coz b4 the marriage.. all the storyline was just a part of her life.. it was just an introduction.. kite xtau ape jd kat cinderella lepas tu kan? x sume bende kat dunie nie.. akan dpt happy ending..ever after.. even we do good thing.. even tho we are good ppl.. may prince tu ade affair..(sbb baru dpt tau perangai sbenar cinderella..:P) or diorg x dpt nk overcome the status barrier.. get real, man!!

satu lagi org tu kasi tau kat saye.. dier ckp camne nk overcome bad memory.. ahahaha yg tu saye malas nk cite sbb terlalu practical n terlalu theory.. ahahaha fenin2.. leks..leks.. wokeh la mata ne..

wassalam

lalala~ bout love..

Assalamualaikum wrt..

ehehehee.. saye baru je abes tgk a few minutes of first episode cite love revolution.. memule dier ade intro la psl love.. heroin dier ckp love nie cam tunggu taxi yg x dtg2.. dier kate.. tunggu2 pastue x dtg2 la taxi tu.. bile kite nmpk pastue kene libas ngan org lain.. when we took a break.. bile kite pndg balik tertibe tgk org lain dpt taxi tu.. when we start to give up n go on wit our life.. byk la plak taxi dtg.. n xtau la plak nk pilih mne satu.. eehhehe

saye tulih mende nie sbb mende nie buat saye berpk.. ahahahahhaha well.. cite tu psl sorg doktor yg dah tua.. tp x kawen2 lagi.. ahahahahhaa a perfect lesson for certain ppl kan.. ahahahah lawak jek..

well mata ne
wassalam

Setelah sekian lame..

Assalamualaikum wrt..

yerpp... setelah sekian lame x update blog.. make saye pon ade la mase n mood saye pon mmg rase nk tulih blog..
these a few days ade something happened.. sampai penin n ( rase cam buang mase pk lame2 psl mende remeh camni..) for certain ppl.. mayb diorg akan pk mende tu remeh.. tp sbenarnye hal xleh pndg remeh.. some ppl cant live if they leave it unsettled.. pelik kan manusia? betape varying nye.. sampai altho sesame jenis tp kite x semestinye paham sejenis kite tu.. sedey kan? tp tu la hukum alam.. bak kate sunnatullah.. eh pnjg le plak lecture saye..
that thing is.. frenship.. ahahhaha remeh kan? iskk..iskk.. as i said b4.. mende nie buknnye seremeh yg kite mayb assumed remeh selame ni.. sbelum nih saye slalu pk frenship nie remeh jek.. i mean we need less hours to maintain such relationship compared to other relationship.. bukannye saye nk kate frenship nih mende small matter..
kawan nie kekdg akan misunderstood kite.. kekdg aka terase ngan kite.. we hav to explain every lil' thing ngan diorg so that kite leh jage hati diorg.. tp certain ppl yg pndg frenship nih.. (relationship yg doesnt involve give n take) <-- this is juz my opinion.. as mende remeh.. diorg 'xdek mase' nk jage hati kite.. i mean when we misunderstood diorg.. they juz leave it as it is.. bile kite terase ngan diorg.. they dont hav time to care.. when we start acting cold.. they blame us.. huh.. *sigh*
kat sini saye bukn nak ckp psl fair n square.. tak... cam saye kate td.. saye pk frenship ni buknnye relationship yg involve give n take... org yg pndg remeh frneship nih.. adalah org yg x menghargai frenship tu.. i believe u guys heard this saying..(ermm xtau la saye dgr or bace kat mane..) "if u dont care bout something, someday it will leaves u".. cnth nye duit.. if dont care, lelame byk membazir.. miskin la kite.. kalo kite ade kanojo/kareshi(gf/bf) kalo kite x care pd diorg.. mmg x berthn la.. even to our God.. if we dont care to Him.. someday He will leaves u.. n if u reach to that point.. there's no turning back..
wokeh la.. dah cukup pnjg for the first update after so long.. ahahhah sori le.. hal2 mcm nie.. ngadu kat sini.. n saye tau saye jrg cite hal sbenarnye.. instead saye terus jek ckp ape yg saye rase/ impression to my life... aahhahaha sure fenin2... wokeh la.. c ya next entry.. mata ne~
wassalam

Artist : Daniel Lee Title : Mimpi

Inginku
Lukiskan nota-nota
Laguku mengikut rentak gitar

c/o
Dengarkan suara
Mimpiku
Bertemakan namamu
Senantiasa selalu, ooohh..
Selalu

Sedalam tinggi
Seluas jauh
Begitulah cita-citaku
Sekiranya kau ingin tahu
Selama ini
Hingga ke akhirnya
Suka duka
Senyum selalu
Kita bersama punya satu
Mimpi

Jauh, oooo yee..
Begitulah cita-citaku
Mimpi (6X)ooooooo
Realiti

i really like this song coz this sentences.. ehehehe 'Sedalam tinggi Seluas jauh Begitulah cita-citaku'... try listen to this song.. mab u'll like it~

Leaving on a jet plane~

Assalamualaikum wrt~

uhuhuhuhuhuhuhu... this tuesday i'm going 'back' to Manchester!!! feel sad a bit.. feel happy a bit.. ermmm n other feeling as well.. alaaaa blank la plak.. yupp! nothing to say.. ehehhehehe cume nk bgtau saye balik 12hb ni.. ehheheheheheee... mayb some pply will realize that i'll b a bit different from b4.. ermm but plz treat me as usual k.. hehehehehehe see ya!

Kisah sekor anak ayam..

Assalamualaikum wrt.. my mom suke bela ayam katek.. alaa ayam yg kecik2 comel2 tu.. ayam2 yg kat umah kitorg tu pelik sket.. kalo kecik2 lepas diorg bebas.. mak dier akan tinggalkan anak2 dier.. so my mom kurung la dulu buleh dlm 2 minggu pastue baru kasi bebas..

then nk dijadikan cite.. my dad suruh lepas anak ayam tu.. (sbb ade dlm 8 ekor anak ayam tu.. cam rase nyemak mak dier n sian lak..) pastue bebas la.. tp ade la sekor tu ade nyakit.. kaki dier kudung sbelah.. kitorg baru prasan pon lepas kitorg kasi lepas anak2 ayam tu.. ermm pastue x sampai seminggu mak diorg pon tinggallah anak2 ayam tu.. mak ayam tu pegi ikut bapak ayam.. yg dier rase lebih ensem drpd anak2 dier.. (mmg ptt la org dulu2 letak peribahase bapak ayam n ibu ayam kan..)

anak2 ayam tu xdek care lain.. diorg kene survive sendiri or ikut bapak lain.. (sbb biase nye lepas besar sket.. lepas mak diorg tinggalkan diorg.. diorg akan ikut bapak yg nyendeng kat mak diorg dulu..) memule diorg ikut la bapak sekor tu.. tp sbb diorg kecik n bapak tu mmg active.. diorg kene la survive sendirik.. tp sekor yg kudung tu.. mmg nmpk kesian giler ar.. bile kitorg prasan yg kaki dier kudung n kaki sbelah lagi tu cam lain mcm jek... kalo biase nye dier akan yg terblakang sekali.. kdg2 nmpk dier berenti skejap.. berehat nk kejar adek beradik dier yg lain.. tubuh dier pon nmpk kecik jek berbndg yg lain.. kitorg decide nk kurung dier kasi mkn.. cam x payah la dier pegi kejar adek beradik dier yg lain tu kan..

tp satu ayat yg 'melekat' dlm hati saye.. my mom n dad kate.."xpe la.. alaa.. anak ayam tu dah nk mati dah.." kekdg bile jadik cam tu.. either org akan kurung or bior dier cam tu jek.. sbb mind set diorg dah ade yg kate anak ayam tu akan mati 'x lame lagi'... most of the ppl la..

saye yg bg cdgn supaye kurung kasi makan.. tp bukan sbb dier nk mati.. saye nk dier idop.. tp kalo tgk from different point of view.. mmg kesian.. mcm la kes kite jumpe binatang yg hmpir mati kan.. kalo x leh nk selamatkan kite kene bunuh dier kan... so that kurg la kesakitan yg dier rase.. tp ntah la.. tiap2 hari saye jenguk anak ayam tu.. tiap kali saye jenguk.. saye teringt ayat tu.. sometimes when we cant justify our actions/choices.. we unintentionally create the reason behind it.. or more to excuses.. is it human nature or it i us who create the law?

@- -@
( _'_) !!really miss kite2!!

i'm here~

Assalamualaikum wrt..

sorry my fwenz.. for not updating this blog for quite a while.. eheheehhee hmmmmmmmmmm alaaaa blank la plak otak ni.. xpe2..
a few days ago.. i said something to my bro(2 yrs younger than me..) which make me wonder after that.. i said "better do things that u'll regret them now rather than u'll regret them later on" can i hold on to this kind of 'attitude'? mayb someone will say.. "if u know u're going to regret it.. so y do u even bother doing it?" i dont know.. frankly.. it's juz 'if only..'

ahahahhhahha some nonsense ha? :p i bought a new laptop.. n my lil sis bought the old one from me anly for rm2000.. ehehehhehee.. (that money i use to but this one..) then i went to pc fair twice..(here..) n reaalllllyyy addicted to comp stuff..

hmm.. my dad bought 2 bikes. one for my bro n one for him.. coz he sold the old one.. mayb skrg ni mase utk 'renew' everything? eehehehhehehe.. wokeh la.. i'll jot down something later k.. jzkk n wassalam

after some time~

Assalamualaikum wrt~~

:D after spent some time to rearrange my 'position'.. finally i got time to jot down something ere.. i'm taking driving lesson rite now.. so dont hav much time to contact others or go somewhere else.. after i got P.. i want to go to my bro's place.. shah alam.. n mayb to melaka also.. ehehehehhee..

i'm facing a few probs.. but my 'ego' or u can say maruah.. prevent me from say anything to others.. so plz dont push me.. i'm trying my best.. this is where i start.. i wanna b someone else.. everytime my 'iman' remind me wut shld i do.. or bout wut r the wrong deeds i've done.. my heart feel the pain.. but sometimes.. my hawa'/nafsu 'mengatasi' the heart n 'aqal.. says that do a few small things like that..wld b fine.. soo bad of me.. i know i shldnt do that.. i'm not in the position to say anything to others.. but wut's on my mind.. wut i saw/see.. i cant deny it.. that's the reality.. i cant turn my eyes away.. i sldnt!!

wut i believe.. isnt something i believe wit my head..or eyes.. but wut i believe by heart.. but ppl cant see that.. ppl always say.. everything shld b fine.. but how is it? u even dont know whether 2morrow will come or not.. u even say everything will b fine??

hav u ever feel.. that u want something.. but u even cant reach to it.. u even cant get closer to it.. it's very frustrating.. rite? i keep my feeling.. locked inside my heart.. coz i dont dare to express it.. i wont dare to feel it n even shape it.. my dream still in the dreamland.. i cant get it out from there.. jzkm n wassalam

i'm hurt~

Assalamualaikum wrt..

ari ni.. kali ni saye akan cite nape n ape jd.. kalo sbelum ni.. saye x kan share kalo saye ade prob.. tp kali saye dah x thn.. but one thing.. plz dont ask me bout this.. i mean.. plz dont remind me bout this.. in 2 or 3 days later.. i'll probably will forget bout this.. i'm like this..

saye antor email kat mcot.. niat saye.. saye nk fire org yg still beli brg yahudi.. tp in d same time.. xnk derma utk palestine.. (mungkin terpengaruh ngan hafizbarnye blog kot..) kalo nk tau ape yg saye tulih.. bukak la mcot nye website.. saye cumenk tlg promote mende tu.. tp ade org kate saye marah2.. buatkan org makin x nk beli.. kalo x nk beli.. sudah.. thats fine wit me.. tp care tu dah salah.. mcm la salahkan org minum arak.. kebun anggur yg kene bakar.. (btol ke analogy tu?) bile saye ade prob.. kekdg saye nangis.. (kalo korg prasan.. saye x pnah nangis depan org lain..) tp kali nih sampai saye xleh nangis.. coz i'm hurt... i;m hurt sooo much.. y? coz it'll affect other thing.. i really regret it.. soo much.. soo much that i cant talk bout this after this..

salah ke saye gune tande seru? lemah sgt ke org melayu sampai effect tande seru tu kuat sgt.. saye sdg tulih nih sambil terpsg lagu sedih.. kalo sblm ni saye jd sedih sbb lagu tu.. tp skrg ni saye rase lagu nih lgsg x sedih.. btol la.. Allah akan duge kite part yg kite care soo much.. i feel so bad.. i dont wanna go thru this thing.. but i remember one thing someone told me.. nih la salah satu care Allah nk jdkan kite 'kuat'..

serius.. saye x kuat.. saye lemah.. saye x nangis sbb i'm too weak.. i'm too weak to cry.. org ckp setiap org ade kelemahan n kuatnye.. tp ade ke org nk ngaku lemah dier? rite now i feel so sad coz.. i'm hurt so much.. ya Allah kuatkan la hatiku.. plz make it strong to face this terrible thing..

owh at last.. ngalir gak air mate saye.. mesti korg igt ape la saye.. x memerlukan comfort org lain... coz ppl u tend to hurt.. r ppl around u.. thnx for listening.. n thnx coz always b there for me.. kekdg saye lemas.. tp sbb saye kene teruskan idop... i'm pretending to b ok.. pathetic kan saye ni? patheticnye saye ni sampai saye rase kalo saye xdek la into sgt dlm mende ni.. everything will b ok.. T-T

jzkm n wassalam..

something written on ur face~

Assalamualaikum wrt..

bz wit exam n study.. so juz something i got from someone..

happiness is not something that follows u around.. also is not something u can win over a fight.. but happiness is always beside u.. u juz dont realise it.. we cant see our own happiness.. coz it's always near us.. that's y we need someone to show it to us.. show where is exactly the hapiness that always hiding behind our own shadow.. that's y u need to appreciate her/him.. it's not something that u found everyday, everywhere..

(isk..isk..isk..ipk.. sejak bile sheila jd jiwang cam ni nih..) ehehehhe well specially dedicated to 'someone'(someone who already found their sweetheart..keskeskes..)

wassalamz..

some sentences for u~

Assalamualaikum wrt..

i copy n paste this from jdorama.. titled dragon zakura.. really hav deep meaning!!

"You'll continue to lose all your life."

"Come down here ! We'll kill you !"

"Teachers are teachers and students are students. Hear to what people are saying until the end !!! You won't beat me to death ! I mean "lose" by the fact that you will be cheated.
If you continue like that, all your life, you will be cheated."

"We will be cheated ? Why ? By who?"

"Our society has rules. You must follow these rules and all these rules are written by intelligent people. And what does it mean ?
These rules are written by the most intelligent people and they make use of them. Since stupid people aren't able to understand these rules, they will be hidden things.
These rules will continue to serve these intelligent people. For example, taxes, salaries, insurances, allocations.. all these intelligent people will continue to make them incomprehensible.
And stupid people will only have to try to understand their meaning. You all think that thinking is bothering. So, all your life, you'll be cheated and you'll pay a lot ! Let's admit it..."

"But it can't be helped !"

"Intelligent people will take benefit of this situation, and stupid people will be cheated and lose. That's how our society works. So, if you don't want to be cheated, if you don't want to lose, study !"

n after a few conversations after that.. there're a few sentences that i like.. (note: Todai univ is one of the top univs in Japan.. ermm juz like cambridge la..perbandingan jek ek..;p)

"What do want with "Todai" ? It's enough with "Todai"."

"Do you hate Todai ?"

"Yeah, like everybody else here."

"Me too."

"Ah?"

"Those who are in admiration in front of the word "Todai" make me cast. Those who think there will be success, just because they entered Todai, those who feel small when they learn the guy who is in front of them is from Todai are meaningless."

"So, why do you tell us to go to Todai ?"

ahhhh... the conversations r too long.. toooooo lazy to copy n paste all those sentences.. eheheheh well i like the conv above coz.. i find the attitude is very brave.. very a few ppl like this.. if u hate something but u hav to overcome it.. most of us will find any other way to face it.. but this minority ppl face it directly.. well i agree that it's the most fastest way.. but do we hav the gut to face it directly? hmm.. juz wondering lorr.. wassalam

we r pathetic~

assalamualaikum wrt

time exist bcoz there's ending to it

we got sick bcoz we hav body

we live bcoz we'll die someday

we lie bcoz we'll b discovered

we do bad things bcoz we'll b punished

we do good deeds bcoz we'll b awarded

we happy bcoz we exist

we sad bcoz we r pathetic

sometimes we dont realize that we r running away from our probs n troubles.. facing them will make we lose something.. so y? coz we also will gain something..

someone special

Assalamualaikum wrt..

kali nih tukar style lak ek.. ehehehehee.. tulih dlm bahase melayu lak.. (bior pon tajuk dlm bahase english.. keskeskes..) ermmm ckp psl someone special nih.. tertibe saye terigt.. kate2 someone nih.. serious saye x igt sape.. ehehehehee dier kate kite selalu nk pose sebaik mungkin depan kite nye someone special tu.. selalu nk get the best impression.. selalu nk kasi mende terbaik..

setgh org kate mende tu x elok.. sbb cam hypocrite.. kite bleh ke jd hypocrite? ermm mayb korg x bape stuju gune perkataan tu.. berlakon la kite kate.. korg akan berlakon ke depan si die? ermm mayb berlakon pon exergerate gak.. ermm camni2.. cnth nye la care korg ckp antare kwn.. kalo lain2 kwn korg layan same ke? kalo korg comfortable ngan someone tu.. korg akan layan same ngan org yg korg baru jumpe ke? mayb some of us will say that they treat ppl equally.. (isk kate nk tukar style..keskeskes..) tp kalo tanye saye.. saye akan jwb naturally org mmg hypocrite.. mayb ade a few la yg x.. tp most of us yess.. termasuk la saye..

i cant treat ppl equally.. kekdg saye x brape nk layan certain ppl tp kekdg saye layan diorg gak.. so kekdg saye rase saye mmg sgt jahat ar.. sgt hypocrite n sgt selfish.. owh jauh nye melencong dr mende sbenar saye nk ckp keskeskes..

kekdg saye pk tau.. nape kite x leh jd diri kite yg sbenarnye depan 'org tu'? sbb kite takut org tu tau mende x elok psl diri kite? nnt last2 dier akan tau gak.. nnt dier x suke kite? bukn sume org perfect.. xkan la kite nk adjust diri kite so that kite sesuai ngan dier? tp we cant avoid that rite?

wokeh la.. cukup la saye membebel kali nih keskeskes..wassalam mata ne

teka-teki~

Assalamualaikum wrt..
i got this from email yg lan social forward kat mcot yahoo group.. uhuhuuhuuh.. i heard these Qs b4.. but forgot bout this.. ehehehhe.. ape yg paling menusuk ke hati saye(chewah ayat bunge2 cam inayah n ain..:p) adalah the first 2 Qs.. ehehehee

# Apa yang paling dekat dengan kita di dunia?
# Apa yang paling jauh dari kita di dunia?
# Apa yang paling besar di dunia?
# Apa yang paling berat di dunia?
# Apa yang paling ringan di dunia?
# Apa yang paling tajam di dunia?

Pada suatu hari,Imam Al-Ghazali berkumpul dengan murid-muridnya,lalu Imam Al-Ghazali bertanya;pertama:"Apa yang paling dekat dengan kita di dunia?" Murid-muridnya menjawab,"Orang tua,guru,kawan dan sahabatnya".Imam Al-Ghazali menjelaskan semua jawapan itu benar. Tetapi yang paling dekat dengan kita adalah MATI!!! Sebab itu sememangnya janji Allah SWT bahawa setiap yang bernyawa pasti akan mati.(Al-Imran:85)

Lalu Imam Al-Ghazali meneruskan pertanyaan yang kedua."Apa yang paling jauh dari kita di dunia?" Murid-muridnya menjawab,"Negara China,bulan,matahari dan bintang-bintang".Lalu Imam Al-Ghazali menjelaskan bahawa semua jawapan yang mereka berikan adalah benar.Tapi yang paling benar adalah MASA LALU.Walau dengan apacara sekali pun kita tidak dapat kembali ke masa lalu.Oleh sebab itu,kita harus menjaga hari ini dan hari-hari yang akan datang dengan perbuatan yang sesuai dengan ajaran Islam.

Lalu Imam Al-Ghazali meneruskan dengan pertanyaan yang ketiga."Apa yang paling besar di dunia ini?". Murid-murinya menjawab,"Gunung, bumi dan matahari"."Semua jawapan itu benar",kata Imam Al-Ghazali.Tapi yang paling besar daripada apa yang ada di dunia ini adalah NAFSU (Al-A'araf:179).Maka kita harus berhati-hati dengan nafsu kita,jangan sampai nafsu membawa kita ke neraka.

Pertanyaan keempat adalah,"Apa yang paling berat di dunia ini?".Ada yang menjawab,"Besi dan Gajah"."Semua jawapan adalah benar",kata Imam Al-Ghazali.Tapi yang paling tepat adalah MEMEGANG AMANAH (Al-Ahzab:72).Tumbuh-tumbuhan,binatang,gunung dan malaikat semua tidak mampu ketika Allah meminta mereka untuk menjadi khalifah(pemimpin di dunia ini).Tetapi manusia dengan sombongnya menyanggupi permintaan Allah SWT,sehungga banyak daripada manusia masuk ke neraka kerana tidak dapat memegang amanahnya. Pertanyaan yang kelima adalah ,"Apa yang paling ringan di dunia ini?". Murid-muridnya menjawab,"Kapas,angin,debu,dan daun-daunan"."Semua itu benar",kata Imam Al-Ghazali.Tapi yang paling ringan di dunia ini adalah MENINGGALKAN SOLAT. Gara-gara pekerjaan,kita meninggalkan solat.Gara-gara bermesyuarat,kita meninggalkan solat.

Dan pertanyaan keenam ialah,"Apa yang paling tajam di dunia ini?".Murid-muridnya menjawab dengan serentak,"Pedang"."Benar",kata Imam Al-Ghazali.Tapi yamg paling tajam adalah LIDAH MANUSIA - kerana melalui lidah,manusia selalunya menyakiti hati dan perasaan saudaranya sendiri.

bengang x bertempat~~

Assalamualaikum wrt~

u gusy must b pelik.. hairan b ajaib.. uhuhuhuuhuuhuu ape la berlaku kat sheila ni ek.. keskeskes.. well i juz read d latest entry from hafizbar's blog.. (i dont wanna link the blog from mine coz i dont know him.. dat's not my style!! kukukukukukukuu..) hmm he wrote bout he met a few ppl that juz diverted to Islam.. n how ppl around them dont 'take a good care' of them.. kuang3x.. ape yg saye rase berasap n bengang.. n rase bengang dier tu x bertempat is.. coz he despised n ejek ppl who got upset bout Rasulullah's cartoon.. uhuhuhuuhuhuu.. ppl like him that i despised most.. y? coz kite kene la ade rase sensitive toward our religion's issue.. uhuhuhuuh if he's sooooo cooooooool bout the cartoon but upset bout girlz who like cute stuff.. he's not a real man.. i reallyyyyyyy hate that kind of guy..

one more thing that make me x leh rase usnuzon toward that guy.. he said that he stay cool when the issue came up.. n 'sit' calmly as that issue got nothing to do wit him.. cess... ahhh.. malas dah nk kesah psl dis guy.. juz waste my time to care bout him.. i dont care if he despised n mocked girlz like his previous entry.. i dont feel anything coz he's not a girl.. but if he feel so cool toward the cartoon issue.. i feel like my blood fill up my head.. y? coz he's a muslim.. ahh buang karan jek tulih psl that kind of guy..

huh.. woii study la!!! asyik dok bace blog jek.. dah abes study ke? keskeskes.. jgn amik ati... (juz remind myself..tp kalo terase.. x jamin..kuang3x) ja ne.. mata ne

i lub u fillah..wassalam

ppl are subjective~

Assalamualaikum wrt~~

some ppl come to me(ermm either personally or virtually.. kuang3x) n asking me whether i'm ok or not.. hmm well.. Our Greatest Lord made human wit various personality.. n i know this is my personality.. i've nvr cry in front of someone else b4..(as long as i can remember~u know that.. i 'lost' my memories from 2 yrs ago.. eheheh.. the reason y i cant cry in front the others..is i'm not a person who let my feeling out for nothing.. well~ for nothing tu bunyik cam x btol lak.. saye jenis yg simpan jek my prob n feeling.. dont know y.. but that's my personality..

i know that mayb some ppl might find this unthinkable..but i cant trust other ppl easily.. wut i mean is.. i cant trust mt feeling to other ppl.. ( sesape jgn take heart ngan ayat saye ek.. ) i've think bout this b4.. ere in dis world.. mayb some ppl take this for granted.. but we ere.. is about surviving among other ppl.. ppl might take this easy.. but it's hard task to do.. we live among our frens.. some ppl live by adjusting to the surrounding.. including to the personalities of their frens.. some other ppl arent like that.. i'm not in the rite place to judge this is right.. that is wrong... but i juz cant stand ppl who trying to adjust other ppl to synchronize to their compability..

any ppl cant live wit others who they arent comfortable to be wit.. but it's not our place to shape how the other's life.. uhuhuhuuhuhuu.. (penat saye pk how to express in words..) that's y i said that survival skill is very important.. but till now we live happily without paying attention to that.. paying attention to the fact that we r taking things for granted.. including our surrounding..

i think i wanna say something else.. but how come melencong sgt nih.. i've always avoid myself t talk bout this.. uhuhuhuhuuh xpe la.. ermm a moment ago.. this analogy popped up in my head..

kite hidop nih.. ibarat belayar.. it's depends on us how n where to.. but there's always wind to b our guide.. but there're also obstacles like storm.. but sometimes.. we might realize that we r heading to wrong direction.. so we r trying to turn back so that we can follow the rite track.. but its that easy.. plus.. we r alone on our boat.. mayb ade mende lain tlg kite.. cam current laut.. tp ngan dugaan plus.. a lot of efforts are needed to turn back.. *sigh*

wassalam..

comel giler kan~~ ehehehehee..suke giler gambar nih!!