Assalamualaikum wrt..
first.. i wanna clearly state that PLZZZZZ IGNORE THIS ENTRY N IF U WANNA READ SOMETHING.. READ THE ONE B4 THIS..
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rite now really dont feel good.. dont know y.. someone said it's PMS but i know it's not(cam kak mum tulih we cant take it as an excuse) or mayb.. but i feel really depressed rite now.. juz for no reason.. tears came out.. n still come out rite now..
saye sengaje bukak lagu rock2.. supaye xdek lagu influence wut i feel rite now.. i juz dont feel rite.. i read somewhere.. kalo rase something dont feel rite.. or feel guilty.. tuh tande nye kite ade buat dose.. yessssss... mmg skrg saye baut byk sgt dose... tp kenape la saye xreti2 nk berenti n insaf????????????????????? nk tungggu ade balasan ke? nk tunggu sume bende x leh nk turn back ke??? every moment i spent.. i cant take it back.. n sume bende tu jd history.. we cant change history...
something is not rite!!!! who read dis.. plz dont ask me anything.. i'll respect u for that.. skrg nih saye rase hati saye nih.. cam kene ikat.. x tng.. ermm kene ikat tu analogy yg silap.. rase cam kene cucuk.. rase cam hati nih kene tarik2.. kenape?
nih tande org buat dose kan? saye kene taubat.. smyg byk2.. doa byk2.. but still.. it wont go away... feel like something is missing.. feel like i havnt complete something.. saye masih mencari2.. ape yg saye nak.. ape yg saye perlu.. saye dah buat ape yg ptt.. do i wanna lead my life this way? ni ke jln yg saye pilih?
Oh God.. plz forgive me.. plz forgive this little bad one..
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Sheila apa yang telah terjadi? (hahaha nak kena cubitnya akak ni tanya jugak dia org dh kata jgn tanya)
Have we not opened up thy heart,
And lifted from thee the burden
That had weighed so heavily on thy back
And [have We not] raised thee high in dignity?
And, behold, with every hardship comes ease:
Verily, with every hardship comes ease!
Hence, when thou art freed [from distress], remain steadfast,
And unto thy Sustainer turn with love.
-Surah Ash-Sharh (Solace)
Allah ulang dua kali, Sheila, "sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan."
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