What is rest-time?

Assalamualaikum wrt..

Setelah sekian lame.. barulah dapat update blog.. hehehe~ well it's not that i dont hav any to write about.. but coz too much things happened that i dont know wut should i write.. hahha such an obvious reason..
i read inayah's blog juz now.. well ermm more to- updating myself bout my frens.. hahah jahat kan saye.. bile ade mase free baru la nk amik tau psl kwn sekeliling.. keh keh keh.. dlm blog inayah tu.. she wrote something bout a blog that she used to read.. one thing came to my mind.. hafizbar's blog!! so i open the blog.. ermm the latest entry ;-

"adakah anda di luar sana peka, bahawa salah satu iklan yg rasa2 lucu kat dlm TV skarang (org pakai sut kuning mcm bodoh) menggunakan lagu GEREJA dalam iklan tersebut... Iklan tersebut telah mempengaruhi masyarakat kita dengan menyanyikan lagu tersebut secara tidak sedar kerana cuba mengikut rentak lagu GEREJA tersebut... dipetik " KU KAN MENGIKUT MU, KEMANA SAJA KAU PERGI" or dlm bahasa INGGERIS "I'm gonna follow him" "HIM" merujuk kepada ISA @ JESUS... Hal ini sedikit sebanyak telah memesongkan akidah umat Islam secara halus melalui pengaruh Iklan dan lagu tersebut.. Ramai yang tidak sedar akan hal ini dan mengatakan iklan tersebut best atau pun lucu... tapi sebenarnya itulah stategi org kafir utk mhancurkan agama ISLAM... semoga kita sedar dan dpt menghindari hal ini secara lebih tegas!"

hmm.. i havnt seen the adv.. but one thing i can say.. lemah sgt kah iman muslims kat malaysia sampai sebegitu sekali.. satu hal kalo btol la mende tu terjadi n kalo btol la itu realitinye.. kite xdek mase rehat pon.. satu hal lagi i heard bout the holy water tu.. but from source that i really trust.. it's juz rumour n really ridiculous.. so x kan la mende tu akan effect our iman? helooo!!! hina sgtkah iman kite sampai buleh dipermainkan sebegitu sekali.. cehh.. it's juz the same thing bout rumours yg 'akum' tu..

i know it's not my place to comment something that i even havnt seen it yet.. tp mende2 macam nie kan kite x leh lepas pndg.. iA we'll 2gether go thru this thing n Allah is always wit us.. juz pray n run towards the red-line k!! hehe wassalam

one of my worst days!!

18/01/07 - this is actually the entry for 18/01 but that day i was too depressed to write it up in this blog.. so i juz wrote it in notepad n save it... soo troublesome to edit it into the rite date so i juz leave it like this.. huhu~

2day was a bad day.. my 'last-hope' paper ruined!! almost got blow away in the middle of road.. lost my QnA paper in the middle of road.. got laughed at coz of that n coz of had to hide myself among cars in the middle of 'ribut taufan'.. almost missed the paper that i had to take 2day.. really hungry so bad that had to cook maggi coz cant wait for nasik to be properly cooked.. internet connection really slow coz of the 'ribut taufan'.. downloaded wrong file plus a big file n hard to download.. feel so down coz of that.. comp so slow coz edit a video for youtube.. but when i opened the youtube page(my account) it has been suspended.. so i lost all my video inside youtube.. cursed youtube n swear that wont create another account(well i'm sure i can do that or not..) need to study for 2morrow paper but feel so sleepy rite now.. open my blog-site but cant log in..(always like that) open ym.. got sooo many offline msg.. wanted to online but dont wish to b disturb so i just logged out back.. feel sooo pathetic rite now.. i just wanna live happily~ T-T

Renungan Hamba - Missile

Selalu ku sesali dosa
dan selalu ku ulang kembali
dan Kau masih memberi kebahagiaan
ku bukan hamba pilihan

Allah berfirman
"Wahai manusia!
Aku hairan pada orang yakin akan kematian
tapi dia hidup bersuka ria
Aku hairan pada orang yang yakin akan
pertanggungjawaban segala amal perbuatan di akhirat
tapi dia asyik mengumpul dan mengumpul harta benda

Aku hairan pada orang yang yakin kubur tapi dia tertawa terbahak-bahak

Aku hairan pd org yg yakin akan adanya alam akhirat tapi dia menjalani kehidupan dgn bersantai2
Aku hairan pada org yg yakin akan kehancuran dunia tapi ia menggantunginya
Aku hairan pada intellectual yang bodoh pada soal moral


Aku hairan pada org yg bersuci dgn air sementara hatinya masih tetap kotor
Aku hairan pada org yg sibuk mencari cacat dan aib org lain sementara ia tidak sedar sama sekali cacat yang pada dirinya sendiri
Aku hairan pada org yg yakin bhw Allah senantiasa mengawasi segala perilaku nya tapi ia berbuat durjana
Aku hairan pada org yg sedar akan kematiannya kemudian akan tinggal dalam kubur seorg diri
lalu..."

pastue saye dgr satu perkataan yg saye x paham.. then i stopped.. give up!!! i repeated a few times in order to get wut the word is.. huhu.. i understand but i cant write it in my own words.. x original la..

bile saye jumpe lirik dier yg sbenar... i'll post it ere k!!

wslm

Do we hav any say?

Surat untuk mama

Assalamualaikum wrt..

Mama ape khabar? sihat? ermm kakla (refer to me laaa...) x bape sihat skrg nie.. ade batuk2 sket.. sori lame x call.. kerja harian membantutkan niat di hati agar sentiasa berhubung..
i didnt tell u in the phone last time, *cough* *cough* tapi batuk nie dah berpanjangan selama beberapa hari dah.. i juz dont wanna make things complicated.. as u know my body is quite strong.. saye jarang demam n bleh dikatekan kuat gak la.. berbndg other girls.. remember that time u complimented me on how strong i am when i could carry those big pots in front of our house.. do u know how happy i am when u acknowledged me like that.. mase tu saye fikir saye buleh senangkan dan gembirekan mama so that u can work happily..
*cough* do u know y i suddenly write this letter to u? coz i know u rn't going to read this letter... n coz i really miss u but i cant say those words.. setiap kali saye batuk saye terigt mama.. kenape ek? saye terigt waktu mama excited bile juz 2 of us were going to buy some stuffs for me.. at first i didnt know how much that moment really meant to u.. till i saw u happily choosing stuffs for me.. u nvr stop smiling.. till u forget papa was waiting for us in the car.. when i recalled that moment.. my heart aches~ i cant stop my tears from flowing..
mama, i think i'm juz like u.. we cant nvr express our feeling by words.. but i understand.. ermm mayb juz a lil' of ur feeling.. by watching u everyday when i hav that chance.. kakla xtau nape but i feel i would do anything juz to make u smile in the end.. kadang2 ur children(i dont know how to address them *lol*) says that i'm ur n papa's golden daughter.. n do u know y they didnt mean it in bad way? sbb mama looks so innocent when u want to cherish me.. mama x pnah ckp mama sayang kakla n mama x pnah ckp mama rindu kakla tapi the feeling u give me is more than enuf.. dan kakla harap kakla dapat emit those feeling to u so that my feeling conveyed to u.. u feel that rite?
i'm bad with words but i'm good with comp so i'll write it in this blog.. kakla sayang sgt kat mama, kakla sentiasa doakan kesejahteraan mama di dunia n di akhirat n moge dgn kasih sayang yang kakla berikan ni cukup menceriakan hati dan meringankan beban di bahu mama.. i cant do much for u but this is wut i really wanna give u.. even thou u give me so much till today, i cant nvr repay back to u.. iA i'll make du'a to Allah SWT so that He will give u the greatest repayment iA..
wassalam*sob* *sob*

Spain~

Walking down a street..

Assalamualaikum wrt..

This evening i went to post office to post something..(mmg la.. xkan la g post office sbb nk makan ice cream..) on d way back i planned to shop at LIDL.. then outside LIDL.. i saw a dog..ermm quite big.. black and looked very frenly.. coz the dog didnt bark either move from the spot where it's standing.. tapi yg sedih nye.. anjing tu tgh sejuk.. the whole body menggeletar kesejukan sampaikan from far away u can see anjing tu menggeletar.. mase tu sedih sgt.. mmg la kalo kite pk.. x kan la the owner nk bwk masuk dlm LIDL kan.. the weather's very cold outside.. sampaikan almost every time i breathing.. asap kuar dr my nose.. uhuhuuhuhuh.. sdgkan anjing tu yg mmg x dek bulu.. ermm saye x sure la jenis ape anjing tu.. tp yg kaler itam n licin kulit dier.. x dek bulu tu.. when i finished buy wut i want.. saye pon kuar la.. n the dog was still there at that time.. bygkan.. ermm nak kate kejap jek saye masuk.. lame gak la n the queue was quite long at that time.. uhuhuuhuhuhuuu.. in my heart at that time.. pk fitrah Allah SWT jadikan anjing begitu setia pd tuannya.. pdhal tgk la camne tuan dier treat dier.. uhuhuuh tp pnah ke anjing tu komplain or merungut or x buat ape yg tuan dier suruh? it backfire to us rite? kite selalu jek merungut.. kekdg tu buat keje x ikhlas coz we dont get wut we want.. anjing tu nmpk cam bersyukur giler kat tuannye kan sampai dier sgt 'patuh' pd tuannye.. tp camne kite lak? cam tu ke kite nk tunjuk kite patuh? n we hav to remember xkan la kite nk rendahkan lagi level kite lagi teruk drpd anjing.. sesame la kite pk2 kan ekk..
nway i juz got back from andalusia, Spain.. n best sesgt!! i really recommend to those who havnt go there yet.. put it to ur top list k.. ehehheeeheee wokeh la jumpe lagi next tyme k.. wassalam mata nee~

Holiday!!

Assalamualaikum wrt..

2morrow.. i'm going to Spain.. 16 Dec till 20 Dec.. then to PMS 22 Dec till 26 Dec.. so there wont b any entry around that time.. ehehehhe.. well wanna wish u hav a good haliday k..

mayb some of u knew already.. ermm ahh nvrmind.. it's like this.. i knew a story.. (well u dont hav to know where i pick up that story..:D) it's about a girl and her strong personality.. the story began with her bestfriend became famous as a singer.. thus her friend(he) ermm lets call him Sho<-- almost the real name.. i forgot the real name actually.. so Sho became proud n dont wanna become fren wit her anymore.. plus he even insulted her a few times n did that in front of her n others as well.. so she swore that she will crushes him.. the only way is become more famous than him... i really like her personality.. coz she never give up.. really hard to give up.. a fast learner.. n always does things with her own way..(altho sometimes doesnt succeed)
she entered the world of celebrity but had a bad start.. one of the scene that really leaved big impression on me is when she had to try a scene with a top guy(guy yg pandai blakon n paling top ar kirenye) the scene needs her to 'bersimpuh' but at that time.. dier terseliuh kaki kat area ankle.. so it's impossible.. tp sepnjg dier blakon tu.. she nvr shows any expression yg tunjuk dier tgh sakit.. muke senyum jek(script kate kene senyum la..) n it was last for a very long time.. i mean almost an hour.. everyone surprised.. even the top guy.. but then to some point she sweating and looked really suffering.. so the producer had to stop the scene.. but she wont get up till the other person ade kat depan mate dier.. so that top guy pergi la dr situ... then she fainted.. wow.. at that moment.. i'm speechless.. pdhal mase tu.. dier bukn nye dijamin dpt blakon dlm scene tu.. it juz to prove something.. tp she was ok wit juz that..
another part.. she went to an audition wit her fren.. well it can b considered to b her close fren at that time.. under certain circumstances.. they(all the participants la..) had to blakon in a pair.. musuh ketat kwn dier tu kate not fair coz fortunately diorg dpt jd pair.. so kwn dier bg suggestion diorg akan terus blakon without preparation.. condition dier.. 2 org yg paired up tu adalah kwn baik.. both of them like a guy.. but si A went confess to that guy.. so si B ni sure la marah kat kwn dier tu altho kwn baik.. so diorg kene sediakan scene gaduh2.. org lain punye scene.. siap bertengkar hebat giler ar.. termasuk la musuh ketat kwn dier.. n musuh ketat dier sbenarnye actress yg hebat gak la.. guess wut camne diorg buat?! diorg diam berdiri.. then si B(kwn baik dier..) slapped her.. atas sbb si A(watak utama cite nie la..) g confessed tu.. so bile kene slap tu.. dier marah ar n nk slap si B gak.. tp B nangis.. A x jd marah but said sorry.. ermm org lain sure x terpk kan.. sbb diorg asal2nye best fren kan.. uhuhuhuuhuh.. kagum giler saye..
haaa... waaaaa wokeh la.. at first i juz wanna inform u bout Spain n PMS.. tp lebey2 lak.. ehehhe well c ya.. wassalam

Time is runnig out

Salam..

2day is another bad day.. i've thout bout this b4.. but really.. nvr got me this pathetic.. this is not some kind of trick to get some pity or attention.. but i know some day i will read all these entry back and realize where shld i put a stop or juz a comma..
i laid back for a second wit a thout in my mind..*wanna rest for a bit* so i went down to kitchen.. grabbed something to eat.. selongkar2 dapur sket.. went ere n there.. *still with THAT THOUT in my mind*.. then i went back to my desk.. then i looked at my watch.. wow!! guess wut? i'd been *resting* for about half an hour.. wow.. can u imagine.. i didnt even notice the time's slipping right under ur nose but wut u gain from dat? well mayb at the moment (mayb every that moment) u feel that half an hour is just *kacang jek*.. well if u use that half an hour smyg tahajud then make du'a.. that time is the most musjatab time ..
sat on the chair.. continuing wut i was doing earlier.. after an hour u cant put the data on ur head any more.. dizzy.. n my eyes seemed cant focus.. i did some stretching.. and start browsing youtube.. hmmm mayb some entertainment can 'cool down' my head.. browse~browse~.. found nothing but some already-watched videos.. so decided to do some reading.. glanced to the comp clock.. !?!?!.. i'd been browsing with nothing for a bout 45 minutes.. waaaa giler hape.. xkeje.. nk cool down.. tp membazir almost an hour? ahahahhahaa sometimes i ask myself.. wut m i doing? is this wut i want? *sigh*.. someone said to me.. if u keep sighing.. happiness will go away.. is it true? well it is true that sighing is not a good thing.. but i m not sure bout the happiness.. ahahaahhaa.. wut a crap.. the pic on the left.. i took it when we went to plattfield last spring.. so white~.. ehehehhee wokeh la.. uhuhuuh i took another half an hour to write this entry.. huhuhuhuhuuu i dont know any more bout wasting my time.. someone plz yell to me bout time management!!! wokeh la.. gonna stop ere.. i wish u do well in ur exam (thats coming SOON) huh*my heart is not ready yet~* mata ne~ wassalam.. :x uhibukunna fillah~

After a while~

Assalamualaikum wrt..

usually the distance btw my eyes n the screen is about a metre.. but now it's about half of that.. ermm it's freezing (well.. as always:D some ppl know y..) plus i'm hungry(normal for those who stay up late rite? u will hav a cup of drink n mayb biscuits bside u..) n my resdung came back.. then feeling out of order... y? ermm mayb it's time for once in a month... dunno coz it's quite crazy lately.. my winamp's playing the song dat i'm not really fond to.. y? coz i dont understand a bit.. wokeh STOPPPPP!! stop the nonsense..
these 2 days wit k asyif n k zai around r really fun.. really can feel the diff after they went back to usual weekday!! waaa.. next week i'm going to Spain.. n after that to PMS.. n this room will b occupied by Wani's parents.. so hav to do A BIT of cleaning..
huh!! WTH?? sound crazy rite? well i'm not in the normal state.. sometimes i treat blog as my diary.. well someone said to me.. y do u even bother to hide/b secretive bout ur diary coz u write so that others will read it rite? the same thing as suicide note.. u write so that ppl will know wut is the cause of ur death.. BUT if u really wanna die.. y do u even bother bout living ppl? will they b there for u after u die?? WTH?? ape saye ckp niee??? aaarggghhhhhh.... tensiii2.. astaghfirullah hal 'azim..
bile kite tensii or sedey ke or bengang.. sape yg popped up on ur mind that u'd really like that person to comfort u? hav u ever think bout it in calm state? wokeh2.. i REALLY2 need to stop.. kalo x.. byk merapu lagi.. wokeh la.. uhibukunna fillah
wassalam

Another fav song..

Ela Zawjaty (my wife) - Ahmed Bukhari

Salam.. i really like this song.. ere is the lyric.. ehehehhee

I Love U Just The Way U R ,, I Love U No Matter What U R ..

Whatever Happened ,, Whatever Will Happen It's U ,, U R My Sweet Heart ..

My Wife U R My Sweet Heart ..

U Belong To Me ,, So I Don't Fear Any Blamer Who Cares Only About Loathing Me ,, The Time Had Allow Us To Be Joined For Eternity ..

U Irrigated The Love In My Heart By Saying All The Right Things And Being All The Right Things ..

The Happiness Is Gone When Ur Gone ,, And The Life Is Clear When Ur Around ,, My Whole Day Is
Drudge Until The Moment I Come Back To Home ..

I Meet U And My Agony Will Be Washed Up When U Speak ..

I Just Hate Life When U Complain About It ,, So I Do My Best To Get U Whatever U Want ..

U R My Beatitude ,, So Please Enjoy The Warmth Of Love As Long As U Live .. Our Souls Have Been Joined Like Soil And Grass ..

Oh My Hope ,, And My Peace .. Oh My Joy ,, And My Soul .. Life Is Heaven No Matter How Difficult It Gets As Long As Ur Contented ..

wassalam..

Smbgn fron the previous post..

Salam..
:D nie smbgn dr cite psl kucin saye.. ermm sampai kat kucin2 tu lari dr saye kan.. ahahaha cube bygkan.. cam kucin liar lak.. then start from that day i chased after my cats.. everyday.. i wont give.. usually we feed them on the mornign n everning.. ahahah so dah saye ade kat umah tu.. i was the one who feed them EVERYDAY.. kalo x frenly ngan saye x tau la nk ckp ape.. mase tu ade sekor ibu ngan 2 anak dier n sekor adek betina.. (nk kate pompuan<-- utk org kan..) yg ibu tu sgt la x frenly.. xtau nape.. dier sanggup berlapar dr nk dtg dekat ngan saye.. lepas saye pergi jauh baru a dier pegi tmpt makan tu.. mane x tensii.. butout of that 4 cats i really like 2 of them.. yg adek betine tu.. ngana anak jantan dier.. yg ibu kucin tu sgt la liar.. tp sgt la gedik.. nape? dier suke sgt pegi jln2 kat umah org lain from the morning.. then came back at the everning.. the x lame lepas tu ade la 'jantan' lain yg dtg ikut dier.. huihhh tensii giler.. kalo dtg nk 'merisik' kucin2 betine kat situ.. kitorg x kesah.. well thats their nature rite.. tp masalahnye.. ermm igt x 2 ekor anak ibu kucin tu? bapak diorg adalah kucin siam.. so dpt la gene bulu lebat.. mmg lawa la.. yg dlm gmbr kat bwh tu.. yg kaler puteh tu.. comel kan.. kot2 nye kucin betine lain rase tu jenis ensem kot.. so ade la 2 3 ekor kucin BETINE 'dtg' nk merisik ugak.. huihh pdhal kucin jantan tu(yg bulu lebat tu..) xdek keje lain drpd makan tido kejar anak ayam katek then pegi kacau kucin lain.. xtau la bile dier g ngorat 'anak dare' org tu..
sooo bile ade kucin jantan ntah dtg dr mane.. n jugak kucin betine lain yg ntah dtg dr mane.. so umah kitorg jd tmpt berkumpulnye jaguh2 kucin n tmpt diorg menunjukkan taring n suare paling kuat.. huihh tensii giler.. bygkan hampir setiap mlm diorg bergaduh.. last2 ayah saye geram sgt.. (sbb ermm my dad, my mom n saye jenis yg kalo bising sket waktu mlm.. xleh tido.. adek2 saye yg lain n jugak my big bros bleh jek nyenyak..:D)last2 ayah saye g kasi le kucin2 tu kat org lain.. saye pon xtau kat mane.. time tu kucin2 tu still x frenly ngan org.. cube bygkan camne nk tangkap diorg tu.. huihh.. mmg rase cam kejar ayam lak.. ehehehheee ohh yg kasi kat org lain tu ibu kucin tu ngan anak dier yg sekor lagi.. bukn yg kaler puteh tu.. ermm saye dah lupe kaler ape.. sbb adek saye syg giler yg kaler puteh tu.. so tinggal la 2 ekor.. cam yg dlm gmbr in previous entry.. gmbr kat atas tu mase diorg dah frenly.. sbbnye saye la..ehehhehe akhirnye inilah hasil penat lelah ku.. frenly giler smpai kan mmg x leh nk buat keje la.. gmbr kat atas tu adalah mase saye tgh amik gmbr pokok bunge mak saye.. sbb tgh berbunge lawa giler..(one of hobbies saye adalah amik gmbr bunge yg tanam sendiri..:D) pastue kucin tu dr tmpt tido biase dier (ermm kat tepi pokok durian.. jauh gak la.. the other side of our house..n i was on the another side..:p) tp still bleh nmpk saye n dier pon berjln la ke arah saye.. comel kan.. pastue tgh saye amik gmbr,, saye nmpk dier berjln ke arah saye slow2 lalu kat tgh2 pokok2 yg my parents tanam.. cam scene dlm cite lak.. n watak utame nye adalah kucin tu.. :)) suke sgt gmbr tu.. waktu tu diorg mmg asyik dok merayap kat kaki jek.. adek saye bising sbb dier kate ayah kitorg x marah sbb saye yg buat kucin2 kitorg tu jd cam tu.. ahahhaahh ade gak gmbr2 yg kucin2 tu suke posing2.. ermm tau2 jek kot.. kucin yg kaler itam tu my best fren mase balik ari tu..best fren nye kitorg smpaikan dier suke tido atas katil saye.. (my parents x kasi kucin2 naik atas rumah..tmpt diorg adalah kat bwh..) tp kitorg suke bwk naik kucin senyap2.. :p jahat kan.. n sejak dier frenly ngan saye.. hampir setiap bulan tido atas katil saye.. n dier tau bile saye ade kat bilek.. n bile dier septtnye kuar(terutamenye bile my parents balik from somewhere..) huihh pnjg giler.. wokehla.. nk tido dah.. nite2 wassalam

One of my fav video..

When meow's calling my name..

Salam..
suddenly i wanna leave something on this page.. ehehhehee hek eleh.. xdek ar.. a few seconds a go.. dgr ade kucing mengeow.. ermm 2 weeks a go i saw a cute one running toward the house next door when i opned the back door.. ermmm b4 that saye dgr dier mengeow pastue nmpk dier dok berjln atas pagar bate blakang umah.. i mean ours la.. so saye igt mane tau kan dier jinak n tgh lapar lak tu.. tu yg dier dok merayau tu.. so i went down to the kitchen n opened the back door sesenyap yg mungkin.. ehehehhee but unfortunately it got scared n ran away.. waaaa but for a moment.. kucin tu xdek la besar sgt or xdek la kecik sgt.. sederhana jek.. kaler puteh or cream sket.. n mate dier sgt cantik.. cam biru hijau.. huihhh.. n sgt lincah.. uhuhuuhhu saye nk sgt pegang.. really miss my kucin2.. i dont know wut happen to my kucin back home.. uhuhuhu.. but ere is the pic of them.. comel kan? suke sgt.. mase saye balik summer lepas.. i arrived at home really late at nite.. i heard from my mom that we hav 6 cats.. but they said that 2 of them died(mati mase kecik.. sbb baru lahir n mak dier first time beranak..) so tinggal la 4 ekor.. a mother wit a lil' brother n 2 children.. ahahahhaa (pdhal 2 children dier tu same besar ngan adek mak kucin tu..) well cite nye pnjg apesal tinggal 2 jek.. tp saye nk cite gak.. mase saye memule sampai tu.. diorg nie (empat-empat ekor..) sgt la x frenly.. my mom said sbb nye ayah saye dah train diorg sejak kecik jgn frenly sgt ngan org.. ayah saye x suke kucin ngade2 dok merayap kat kaki.. so kalo nmpk diorg dok malas2 atas kerusi sure ayah saye halau.. ahahah tp yg sweet nye time makan.. diorg sure 'terliur' tgk kitorg makan..(lgpon kitorg suke makan kat bwh <--luar rumah) so diorg dok la satu tmpt ermm lebey kurg 3 meter dr kitorg.. ahahahha tp my dad org first kasi diorg makanan.. so lelame waktu makan jek diorg dtg rapat.. ahahhaatp mase saye balik tu diorg nmpk jek org.. sure lari nye.. mase tu cube bygkan ape saye rase.. sbb sbelum saye fly dulu.. kucin rapat giler ngan saye.. pastue balik2..(altho kucin lain dah.. yg lame dah mati dah..) tgk2 diorg lari dr saye..igt saye nie ape? makhluk asing..(mmg la bg diorg saye nie makhluk asing yg diorg x pnah nmpk sbelum ni..) :p eh dah lewat nie.. nk g masak la dulu.. nnt saye smbg ek cite saye.. mata ne.. wassalam..

My own wiken..

Assalamualaikum wrt..

yesterday waa... tanoshkatta!! arigatou ghazaimashta'.. altho it was diff as planned but really.. tanoshkatta'.. jitsu-a.. a few days a go.. i juz realized something.. hmm well it is kinda make me down n hurt at the same time.. but nothing to worry bout.. coz it's the truth anyway.. i cant do anything bout it n there's no way i can force it to go my way.. rite? but sometimes i kinda regret it.. cotto ne~ yea juz like i said in my previous entry b4.. we cant expect ppl are juz like us.. know wut we r thinking n know wut we want..
kekdg korg ade rase x perasaan.. bile korg pusing kiri kanan(not literally) u juz realize that nothing.. iA Allah SWT always on our side..~as long as we are one His side~ true isnt it? huh.. sadis btol la.. hmm oklaa mesti ade yg dah fenin2.. korg perasan kan saye jrg crite psl my prob or wut happen to me.. jrg tulis psl mende2 sedey berlaku kt saye.. ermm actually i dont want any pity or any feeling related to that.. thats why ppl around me thought i kinda dont hav big probs.. well it's ok wit me if u wanna think of me like that.. tp kekdg mende tu timbulkan mende lain lak.. when ppl think of u like that.. they will treat u like 'nothing'.. huh.. x pe la..
nk tulih something dlm blog nie sbb ade mende jd tp mengarut lak jadinye.. ahahahaha leks..leks.. nway.......hah.. i juz remember something.. last nite i dreamt bout something dat really shocking.. i nvr thout that i will dreamt bout tht.. ahahaha well mystery hidup.. wokeh la.. c ya around.. mata ne.. bye wassalam..:X

Angel's smile

When i look up, i see a gloomy, cloudy sky.
Today is another tiring uphill climb.

i get sick of it all..

But i just think of the girl that i love so much,
and i readjust the shoes that i've been walking on the heels of.

Her smile is a ray of light
that shines from in between the clouds
and warms up my entire heart.

She's my girl.

The angel's smile..

Everything around u..

Assalamualaikum wrt..

i went to class 2day.. n on d way back i need to buy milk.. so lined up to draw some cash.. while waiting.. i looked around, watching ppl with their own business.. i turned to my left watching a guard(at the tesco door) thinking wut if that guy is a Muslim coz he really looks like one.. at the moment i wanted to turn my head to my right..a guy wit a baby walked pass me(in front of me..) can u imagine dat? well i kinda shocked at the moment.. but wut is more 'frightening' is.. he said salam to me.. waaaaaaaa.. n then he walked to tesco.. for the moment i cldnt take my eyes from tht guy.. wut the hell?? lepas kasi salam.. masuk tesco??
well mase dier kasi salam tu.. dier senyum sket.. hmmm sabar2.. *sigh* well mayb some ppl(esp Muslims) dont aware bout boikot.. n i dont like to be prejudice.. hmm.. saba2.. uhuhuh dat make me think.. tht out there.. there r ppl who 2day they r Muslim.. n 2morrow they arent.. kinda sad huh?
haa.. 2day i kinda realized that i'm the type of ppl that can control my sleepiness.. ? ahahahhaa.. ermm camni.. i sleep whenever i wanna sleep.. kalo ngantuk.. i wont fall asleep without i realize it.. n kalo x ngantuk.. saye bleh tido.. ahahhaha kagum x? i juz knew bout that this morning.. ahahahhahaa coz mase tu terlintas kat kepale.. camne org leh tersengguk2 kalo dgr ceramah or lectures or mende2 yg buhsan..
Allah SWT jadikan manusia berbagai2... thats y wars happen.. also it's the reason for loven happiness.. rite? hahahahha nape saye ckp cam tu? hmm cube bygkan kalo kite sume same jek.. mmg la war x kan jadi.. sbb sume org tau ape each of us wants and sbb tu love ade sbb kalo same jek.. maknenye kite akan love everyone la kan? ehehehehee.. (suke sgt ckp psl mende2 kene pk nie..) tpkan pnah terpk x.. kekdg dlm kepale kite.. mase kite 'ditimpe' bencane or dugaan or kesusahan or ape2 la yg misfortunes.. kite akan terpk nape laa org lain x paham kite.. nape la org lain x same ngan kite.. nape la org lain bleh berbangge ngan diri sendiri n pndg remeh kat kite.. n bla bla bla(go on la..pnjg lg list dier..:P) btol kan? well its time to ponder bout us as well.. k lahh.. see ya next time
uhibbukunna fillah wassalam (perasan x saye x gune perkataan jepun kali nie.. ermm biase nye gune..:D)

a bright sunshine will always be there after a big storm..

Assalamualaikum wrt..

after a few tiring days.. ermm woke up a bit late 2day..mayb qada' mlm semlm yg tido x cukup.. ahahaha kite selalu nk qada' something yg sbelum nie kite rase kite septtnye dpt tp x dpt.. ahahaahhahaa.. well that's manusia namenye kan..
kat bilek saye ade a few pokok..(ehehehh saye mmg suke pokok..mayb sbb parents saye suke sgt tanam pokok kot.. dah jd habit..) ade la satu pokok nie.. saye beli thn lepas mase autumn kat lidl.. xtau nape.. mmg diorg jual mase autumn jek.. saye selalu jenguk kat lidl nk tgk pokok ape yg dijual.. ehehhehee then kat waktu autumn.. daun sume luruh.. ape tah lagi bunge.. tp last nite i juz noticed that there's a small flower bud.. hmmm quite suprised plus a lil' bit happy and also undescrible feeling.. how will that small flower live in this coming winter.. hmm rasenye dah masuk winter dah coz sejukkkk giler..
sometimes i hav a feeling that i cant be like that small flower.. mayb my existence is juz like that flower.. but that flower, no matter wut it will continue living rite.. n some day it will blooms.. but wut will i become? i thought at the first place.. that flower will get influenced by the surrounding, juz like me.. baka da ne atashi.. talking bout this.. juz make me down.. ahahhahaa
ahh sejak kebelakangan nie saye asyik dok ckp psl mende2 sedey jek.. kalo x sedey psl mende x happy or mengarut.. (same jek kan.. eheh) wokehs la.. ermmm nk wish buat bebaik dlm test or exam pd sesape yg ade test or exam dlm mase terdekat nie.. juz remember that Allah will always be on our side as long as u're on His side.. k
see ya around bye wassalam

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Assalamualaikum wrt..
yo!(dgn gaye kak asyif..ahahaha) wut's up? genki kai? ermm xleh nk tido lagi.. tertibe terpop up kat fikiran bout something that has been said to me.. ermm dier ckp org yg percaye cinderella happy ever after.. after the story end adalah org yg x logical.. nape? sbb sbenarnye the real story began after that.. the real life of cinderella started after she got married.. coz b4 the marriage.. all the storyline was just a part of her life.. it was just an introduction.. kite xtau ape jd kat cinderella lepas tu kan? x sume bende kat dunie nie.. akan dpt happy ending..ever after.. even we do good thing.. even tho we are good ppl.. may prince tu ade affair..(sbb baru dpt tau perangai sbenar cinderella..:P) or diorg x dpt nk overcome the status barrier.. get real, man!!

satu lagi org tu kasi tau kat saye.. dier ckp camne nk overcome bad memory.. ahahaha yg tu saye malas nk cite sbb terlalu practical n terlalu theory.. ahahaha fenin2.. leks..leks.. wokeh la mata ne..

wassalam