salam.
huh!
saje nk luah perasaan. hati-hati, entry ni emo sket dari biase. sbb ngah tensyen. kalo xnk bace bende emo. bulih la tutup. hihi
tuutt.
tuuttttt.
tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutttttttttttttttttttt.
nk bace gak? baik.
tenet slow. aku rase punce nye. ade org gune pc ni. share system kat pc ni sbb nk set up mende xampp tu. pastu pc ni dah rase berat. pastu bile aku diagnose, detect remote firewall. sial x?
huh!
aku dload pon, tgk mase gak. kalo ngah2 waktu keje, mane ade aku dload bende2 private. ebook, tutorial, open source, graphic file, 3d model file. sume tu pon aku kne dload gak. yg g firewall kan aku nye tenet ni pesal? hah! xnk bg aku wat keje? fine!!! nk bukak utube pon xleh. *sigh* ~sori k nis, link utube k nis bg tu saye xleh bukak sbb ade org bijak sgt kat opis ni.
boss call, mtk belikan paper kat 7e. nk turun tp org tu pon nk turun gak. xdek org kat opis. kene kunci pintu opis. malas ar nk bwk kunci.
"eh, nak turun ke? xdek org kat opis la kirenye?" aku baik hati time ni.
" haa, dah tu. ko la dok kat opis!"
huh! dlm hati aku dah start mencarut. blom sampai tahap aku nk mencarut kat mulut. aku x brani! dose dpt kat aku je. igt aku ape? jaga opis? huh! bg 10 juta pon blom tentu aku nk jd jaga opis ni. sbb ko!
sabar! sabar!
dalam hati, tu je aku leh pujuk hati ngah panas ni.
nk smbg wat keje~!
nnt pape hal, aku gak yg kene.
dasar male chauvinist!!!
jaa~!
Friday, May 22, 2009
Thursday, May 21, 2009
hari ni.
salam.
ari ni perjalanan idop lain sket dari biasa. sampai opis lmbt 20 menet. nasib baik bosses xdek. tp kalau ada pon mcm la aku kesah. haha. xdek semangat nk wat keje. sbb? satu hari tu kene marah ngan opismate. sbbnye? vista yg secure sgt. tu pon nk marah aku. huh! penat! hari berkenaan aku semangat terlebih sbenarnye. tp bile kne marah bkn salah aku. tensi!
ok smbg kisah hari ni. dot. dot.
niat di hati sejak beberape hari lepas nk puasa senin ngan kamis. so ari ni puase la. sampai kol 1230. perut makin berasid. lapar! kol 1, aku niat buka terus. haha. puase separuh hari. kol 210 ngah rancak ceting ngan anys (saje gedik letak name ko anys :D) anys kate dier ade keje. teman ceting xdek. opismate pon dah balik dari lunch. aku pon kuar. niat nk g lunch. lalu ajidon.
hmm. nk mkn kat ajidon ke? xmo lah. xfeel sbb mkn sorg. masuk hartamas shopping centre. ade mamat jambu kat pintu shopping centre tu. tp sweetnye sbb dier anak mak. mane mak dier pegi. dier ikut je. tinggal ayah dier sorg2 kat luar. haha. terigt kat mama (heh heh ramai kenkwn aku dulu pelik ade org kelate panggil mak sndr, mama. well, life must go on. xdek kaitan) mama's day ari tu xbg adiah pape. dah lame plan nk bg brooch kat mama. suke butterfly tp susah nk jumpe. my brooch design butterfly ade 2. tp i think i wanna find a better one kot.
terigt nk beli firming lotion. oh! turun eskelate. tingkat g. pegi farmasi. terpakse. sbb kat watson xdek. for sure sbb dah carik. carik2. 2 minit kemudian, jumpe. tilik2 beli yg 200ml dulu sbb baru nk try. harge rm17.90. mahal dari biase. biase la, kat farmasi. what do u expect. g kaunter, sempat sambar eyemo. total rm22.++.
next g mkn. perut dah bunyik2. jln pon dah x btol.
naik tingkat 2 balik. terus g kopitiam. nafsu jerit2 nk mkn chicken chop. huhu dah lame x mkn chicken chop. masuk pastu duduk ujung skali. biase la. gaye org nk mkn sorg. jeling menu air. hmm. ari ni ngantuk so nk munim kopi la. order chicken chop ngan kapucino. layan tgk dokumentari psl whales. hmm best! baru tau otak whale same mcm otak manusia. same group la katekan. mamalians. haha. layan makan n tgk tv. baru perasan ade a few meja yg same geng ngan aku. mkn sorg. layan gak. tetibe hati syahdu. dah lame x mkn sorg2. dulu slalu terpakse mkn sorg2. tp sbb skrg idop dah berteman (hosmet la. jgn pk lain) dah lupe pengalaman sayu itu. mekaseh nisah kerna sudi teman aku. hihi mekaseh gak pd mira kekdg ade. hihi.
sayu sbb baru mlm td nanes. btol! haha. sbb tgk cite sedih la. terigt lg kat mama. sbb? cite tu psl nk amik revenge org bunuh n hina family dier. bdk umur 9 thn terpakse lontar batu kat mak dier. sedih bangat. nanes dlm hati. ari emo xtentu psl. nape ek. ntah la. perut dah kenyang. urusan dah selesai. mtk bil n byr. rm12.++ okla. ptg krg aku bantai nasik lemak bungkus kecik yg singgit satu (btol kan harge dier?) aku jalan dah xbtol. terhuyung hayang. bkn mcm org mabuk tu. terase kaki aku xpijak atas lantai btol2. huh! alasan. dah mc senin lepas. jgn ngengade. lalu stall jual bende perhiasan tp xdek brooch butterfly. mama suke brooch besar2. tp aku suke kecik2. so matching ar kitorg. kalau beli yg sepasang tu aku suke mtk yg kecik tu. haha.
keluar dari hartamas shopping centre. bunyi guruh. erk. nk ujan lebat ni. hrp2 reda mase balik nnt. sampai opis. masuk tp bosses xdtg sampai sudah. dah boring sgt tgk muke kitorg kot. starplayer xdek sbb wife dier baru bersalin so dier dpt cuti seminggu. nk tgk baby nazim n man. haha. duduk kat kusi pastu buat keje sket. tenet lembab. sbb ujan kot. ceting ngan anys, dier bg ayat pedas. erk. xdek duit buat care xdek duit. hihi terpkse tangguh dulu blanje wayang. huhu. xpela. xdek rezeki. aku mmg minat tgk wayang. sbb time tu sume masalah kuar dari kepale otak. kene tumpu tgk cite. syg byr rm11 (biasenye la) sbb nk njoy dlm mase sejam stgh. hmm. xpe la. tunggu kuar kat dload la. nk tgk push, coming soon, wolverine, star trek, monster vs alien, nite at museum 2, angels & demons. tu yg ngah tayang skrg (kecuali monster vs alien)
xpela. pujuk ati. tgk cite kat bilek je la. tp biasenye xdek mood nk tgk kat bilek. sbb aku cepat bosan. xpela. xdek duit. bkn bulih buat ape.
k lah. dah abes tulih diari utk hari ni. see ya next page. haha.
jaa'~!
ari ni perjalanan idop lain sket dari biasa. sampai opis lmbt 20 menet. nasib baik bosses xdek. tp kalau ada pon mcm la aku kesah. haha. xdek semangat nk wat keje. sbb? satu hari tu kene marah ngan opismate. sbbnye? vista yg secure sgt. tu pon nk marah aku. huh! penat! hari berkenaan aku semangat terlebih sbenarnye. tp bile kne marah bkn salah aku. tensi!
ok smbg kisah hari ni. dot. dot.
niat di hati sejak beberape hari lepas nk puasa senin ngan kamis. so ari ni puase la. sampai kol 1230. perut makin berasid. lapar! kol 1, aku niat buka terus. haha. puase separuh hari. kol 210 ngah rancak ceting ngan anys (saje gedik letak name ko anys :D) anys kate dier ade keje. teman ceting xdek. opismate pon dah balik dari lunch. aku pon kuar. niat nk g lunch. lalu ajidon.
hmm. nk mkn kat ajidon ke? xmo lah. xfeel sbb mkn sorg. masuk hartamas shopping centre. ade mamat jambu kat pintu shopping centre tu. tp sweetnye sbb dier anak mak. mane mak dier pegi. dier ikut je. tinggal ayah dier sorg2 kat luar. haha. terigt kat mama (heh heh ramai kenkwn aku dulu pelik ade org kelate panggil mak sndr, mama. well, life must go on. xdek kaitan) mama's day ari tu xbg adiah pape. dah lame plan nk bg brooch kat mama. suke butterfly tp susah nk jumpe. my brooch design butterfly ade 2. tp i think i wanna find a better one kot.
terigt nk beli firming lotion. oh! turun eskelate. tingkat g. pegi farmasi. terpakse. sbb kat watson xdek. for sure sbb dah carik. carik2. 2 minit kemudian, jumpe. tilik2 beli yg 200ml dulu sbb baru nk try. harge rm17.90. mahal dari biase. biase la, kat farmasi. what do u expect. g kaunter, sempat sambar eyemo. total rm22.++.
next g mkn. perut dah bunyik2. jln pon dah x btol.
naik tingkat 2 balik. terus g kopitiam. nafsu jerit2 nk mkn chicken chop. huhu dah lame x mkn chicken chop. masuk pastu duduk ujung skali. biase la. gaye org nk mkn sorg. jeling menu air. hmm. ari ni ngantuk so nk munim kopi la. order chicken chop ngan kapucino. layan tgk dokumentari psl whales. hmm best! baru tau otak whale same mcm otak manusia. same group la katekan. mamalians. haha. layan makan n tgk tv. baru perasan ade a few meja yg same geng ngan aku. mkn sorg. layan gak. tetibe hati syahdu. dah lame x mkn sorg2. dulu slalu terpakse mkn sorg2. tp sbb skrg idop dah berteman (hosmet la. jgn pk lain) dah lupe pengalaman sayu itu. mekaseh nisah kerna sudi teman aku. hihi mekaseh gak pd mira kekdg ade. hihi.
sayu sbb baru mlm td nanes. btol! haha. sbb tgk cite sedih la. terigt lg kat mama. sbb? cite tu psl nk amik revenge org bunuh n hina family dier. bdk umur 9 thn terpakse lontar batu kat mak dier. sedih bangat. nanes dlm hati. ari emo xtentu psl. nape ek. ntah la. perut dah kenyang. urusan dah selesai. mtk bil n byr. rm12.++ okla. ptg krg aku bantai nasik lemak bungkus kecik yg singgit satu (btol kan harge dier?) aku jalan dah xbtol. terhuyung hayang. bkn mcm org mabuk tu. terase kaki aku xpijak atas lantai btol2. huh! alasan. dah mc senin lepas. jgn ngengade. lalu stall jual bende perhiasan tp xdek brooch butterfly. mama suke brooch besar2. tp aku suke kecik2. so matching ar kitorg. kalau beli yg sepasang tu aku suke mtk yg kecik tu. haha.
keluar dari hartamas shopping centre. bunyi guruh. erk. nk ujan lebat ni. hrp2 reda mase balik nnt. sampai opis. masuk tp bosses xdtg sampai sudah. dah boring sgt tgk muke kitorg kot. starplayer xdek sbb wife dier baru bersalin so dier dpt cuti seminggu. nk tgk baby nazim n man. haha. duduk kat kusi pastu buat keje sket. tenet lembab. sbb ujan kot. ceting ngan anys, dier bg ayat pedas. erk. xdek duit buat care xdek duit. hihi terpkse tangguh dulu blanje wayang. huhu. xpela. xdek rezeki. aku mmg minat tgk wayang. sbb time tu sume masalah kuar dari kepale otak. kene tumpu tgk cite. syg byr rm11 (biasenye la) sbb nk njoy dlm mase sejam stgh. hmm. xpe la. tunggu kuar kat dload la. nk tgk push, coming soon, wolverine, star trek, monster vs alien, nite at museum 2, angels & demons. tu yg ngah tayang skrg (kecuali monster vs alien)
xpela. pujuk ati. tgk cite kat bilek je la. tp biasenye xdek mood nk tgk kat bilek. sbb aku cepat bosan. xpela. xdek duit. bkn bulih buat ape.
k lah. dah abes tulih diari utk hari ni. see ya next page. haha.
jaa'~!
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
pasrah.
salam.
aku suke sri hartamas sbb bulih cuci mata tgk kete best.
aku suke sri hartamas sbb sng nk beli brg or mknn.
aku suke sri hartamas sbb sng dari segi nk g keje. 15 minit kalo xjem
aku suke sri hartamas sbb kat tmpt keje aku leh sesukati ngan syarat keje siap.
aku suke sri hartamas sbb tenet kat opis most of d time ok(berbdng berukband aku kat umah la).
aku suke sri hartamas sbb parking xmahal sgt berbndg tmpt crowded lain(sbb dgr kate kat tmpt lain sampai cecah 8 hengget sehari).
aku suke sri hartamas sbb bulih pakai sesukati asalkan tidak sakit mate org tgk.
aku suke sri hartamas sbb kalo psg lagu kuat2 or melalak kuat2 org len xkesah.
aku suke sri hartamas sbb pc power la jugak n bulih sukati nk culik bwk balik umah asalkan pulangkan balik.
aku suke sri hartamas sbb rase suasane org kaye, so terase diri motivated utk capai tahap tu.
*******
d(T_T)b
*******
aku x suke sini sbb nnt cuci mate sorg2 xbest.
aku x suke sini sbb g beli brg or mkn sorg2.
aku x suke sini dtg keje sorg2.
aku x suke sini sbb wpon bulih wat sesukati, xkan la aku nk wat sorg. giler.
aku x suke sini sbb tenet laju pon, bkn leh melagho thp gaban nye.
aku x suke sini sbb hari2 kene byr minimum 6 hengget. dah serik parking free. kene saman.
aku x suke sini sbb kalo aku pakai pape pon, bkn ade org nk tego sengat la. kotor ke. x matching ke. cacat ke.
aku x suke sini sbb dah xdek sharing caring lagu baru. melalak sesame pon dah xdek.
aku x suke sini sbb pc vista bengong. pc power n byk pon aku ade satu mate satu otak je.
aku x suke sini sbb terase aku miskin.
yg paling utame aku x suke sini sbb mmg xbest. sbb geng 3 sunti bertige dah xdek. diorg pon xkan dtg lepak sini.
aku x suke keje ngan org hipokrit.
aku x suke keje ngan org jenis male chauvinist.
pasrah je la~!
*******
d(@!@)b
*******
aku td kene marah. xkan la sbb aku dload satu file je, effect service xampp tu? tu kan local host. xdek tenet pon bulih jalan maa. pastu nk marah2. pastu kate aku ubah setting. huh!
geram tp pasrah je la~!
aku suke sri hartamas sbb bulih cuci mata tgk kete best.
aku suke sri hartamas sbb sng nk beli brg or mknn.
aku suke sri hartamas sbb sng dari segi nk g keje. 15 minit kalo xjem
aku suke sri hartamas sbb kat tmpt keje aku leh sesukati ngan syarat keje siap.
aku suke sri hartamas sbb tenet kat opis most of d time ok(berbdng berukband aku kat umah la).
aku suke sri hartamas sbb parking xmahal sgt berbndg tmpt crowded lain(sbb dgr kate kat tmpt lain sampai cecah 8 hengget sehari).
aku suke sri hartamas sbb bulih pakai sesukati asalkan tidak sakit mate org tgk.
aku suke sri hartamas sbb kalo psg lagu kuat2 or melalak kuat2 org len xkesah.
aku suke sri hartamas sbb pc power la jugak n bulih sukati nk culik bwk balik umah asalkan pulangkan balik.
aku suke sri hartamas sbb rase suasane org kaye, so terase diri motivated utk capai tahap tu.
*******
d(T_T)b
*******
aku x suke sini sbb nnt cuci mate sorg2 xbest.
aku x suke sini sbb g beli brg or mkn sorg2.
aku x suke sini dtg keje sorg2.
aku x suke sini sbb wpon bulih wat sesukati, xkan la aku nk wat sorg. giler.
aku x suke sini sbb tenet laju pon, bkn leh melagho thp gaban nye.
aku x suke sini sbb hari2 kene byr minimum 6 hengget. dah serik parking free. kene saman.
aku x suke sini sbb kalo aku pakai pape pon, bkn ade org nk tego sengat la. kotor ke. x matching ke. cacat ke.
aku x suke sini sbb dah xdek sharing caring lagu baru. melalak sesame pon dah xdek.
aku x suke sini sbb pc vista bengong. pc power n byk pon aku ade satu mate satu otak je.
aku x suke sini sbb terase aku miskin.
yg paling utame aku x suke sini sbb mmg xbest. sbb geng 3 sunti bertige dah xdek. diorg pon xkan dtg lepak sini.
aku x suke keje ngan org hipokrit.
aku x suke keje ngan org jenis male chauvinist.
pasrah je la~!
*******
d(@!@)b
*******
aku td kene marah. xkan la sbb aku dload satu file je, effect service xampp tu? tu kan local host. xdek tenet pon bulih jalan maa. pastu nk marah2. pastu kate aku ubah setting. huh!
geram tp pasrah je la~!
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Namidairo - the colour of the tears by YUI
salam.
nk tujukan lagu ni buat kekwn yg kekdg terase ngan kate2 or perangai aku yg ntah pape nih.
sori sesgt.pls always stay by my side. forgive my wilful as i cant avoid it. just bgtau je kalo2 aku ade terase-kan hati korg. mmg luke parah yg aku toreh tu aku xnmpk.
suke sgt ngan lirik ni sbb sayu sgt. n sesuai ngan kekurgan-sensitip nye aku. ha.ha.ha
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ni lirik dier.
d@-@b
Namidairo
Getting a feeling that I'm being disliked.. on the way home
Looking up at the brightness of the room
I wonder what kind of feelings I'm experiencing now
When we get into a fight I apologise immediately
I'm weak, and you are such a sly person
During nights when my tear-stained voice cannot be heard
I want to become wilful even if it means being a nuisance
Tried to say I'm alright but
That's not possible isn't it
I’m accustomed to seeing my sorrowful face reflected in the puddle
Because I'm fully aware of my intention not to say that I give up/in… I become hurt
Whenever I'm treated gently by you I will feel like crying, you’re really such a sly person afterall
During nights when my tear-stained voice cannot be heard
I want to become wilful even if it means being a nuisance
Tried to say I'm alright but
That's not possible isn't it
In front of you I’m such a liar you know
Kept thinking “I hope that you would realise this”
Because I’m not in the least that strong at all
Despite already deciding not to allow my tears to fall
I'm troubling you ain't I? I just can’t be wilful
Once again I asked myself if I was alright but
That’s not possible isn’t it
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Namidairo [romaji]
Kirawareteiru you na ki ga shiteta kaerimichi
Miageta heya no akari ima donna kimochi de iru no darou?
Kenka ni nareba sugu ayamaru yowakute anata wa zurui hito
Namidairo koe ga kikoenai yoru wa
Komarasete shimau hodo wagamama ni naritai
Daijoubu sou itte mita kedo
Sonna hazu nai desho…
Mizu tamari ni utsuru kanashii kao minareteiru
Muri iwanai tsumori wakatteru kara kurushiku naru no
Yasashiku sareru to naketekuru yappari anata wa zurui hito
Namidairo koe ga kikoenai yoru wa
Komarasete shimau hodo wagamama ni naritai
Daijoubu sou itte mita kedo
Sonna hazu nai desho…
Anata no mae ja uso tsuki yo
Kizuite hoshii to omotteiru no
Sonna ni tsuyoi wake ja nai kara ne atashi
Namida kobosanai kimeteita no ni
Komarasete shimau yo ne? wagamama ni narenai
Daijoubu? Nante mata kiku kedo
Sonna hazu nai desho…
nk tujukan lagu ni buat kekwn yg kekdg terase ngan kate2 or perangai aku yg ntah pape nih.
sori sesgt.pls always stay by my side. forgive my wilful as i cant avoid it. just bgtau je kalo2 aku ade terase-kan hati korg. mmg luke parah yg aku toreh tu aku xnmpk.
suke sgt ngan lirik ni sbb sayu sgt. n sesuai ngan kekurgan-sensitip nye aku. ha.ha.ha
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ni lirik dier.
d@-@b
Namidairo
Getting a feeling that I'm being disliked.. on the way home
Looking up at the brightness of the room
I wonder what kind of feelings I'm experiencing now
When we get into a fight I apologise immediately
I'm weak, and you are such a sly person
During nights when my tear-stained voice cannot be heard
I want to become wilful even if it means being a nuisance
Tried to say I'm alright but
That's not possible isn't it
I’m accustomed to seeing my sorrowful face reflected in the puddle
Because I'm fully aware of my intention not to say that I give up/in… I become hurt
Whenever I'm treated gently by you I will feel like crying, you’re really such a sly person afterall
During nights when my tear-stained voice cannot be heard
I want to become wilful even if it means being a nuisance
Tried to say I'm alright but
That's not possible isn't it
In front of you I’m such a liar you know
Kept thinking “I hope that you would realise this”
Because I’m not in the least that strong at all
Despite already deciding not to allow my tears to fall
I'm troubling you ain't I? I just can’t be wilful
Once again I asked myself if I was alright but
That’s not possible isn’t it
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Namidairo [romaji]
Kirawareteiru you na ki ga shiteta kaerimichi
Miageta heya no akari ima donna kimochi de iru no darou?
Kenka ni nareba sugu ayamaru yowakute anata wa zurui hito
Namidairo koe ga kikoenai yoru wa
Komarasete shimau hodo wagamama ni naritai
Daijoubu sou itte mita kedo
Sonna hazu nai desho…
Mizu tamari ni utsuru kanashii kao minareteiru
Muri iwanai tsumori wakatteru kara kurushiku naru no
Yasashiku sareru to naketekuru yappari anata wa zurui hito
Namidairo koe ga kikoenai yoru wa
Komarasete shimau hodo wagamama ni naritai
Daijoubu sou itte mita kedo
Sonna hazu nai desho…
Anata no mae ja uso tsuki yo
Kizuite hoshii to omotteiru no
Sonna ni tsuyoi wake ja nai kara ne atashi
Namida kobosanai kimeteita no ni
Komarasete shimau yo ne? wagamama ni narenai
Daijoubu? Nante mata kiku kedo
Sonna hazu nai desho…
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
sharing is caring..
salam..
rite now kat opis tp gedik ayam nk tulih satu entri ni sampai x sempat nyempat. huahuahua..
bg yg xsempat nk bace berite. ini ade satu berite amik dari berite hari-harian. ape yg menarik nye dlm berite ni, psl kete meletup. eh, silap! psl kete dier meletup tp naskah al-Quran dlm kete tu xterjejas langsung~! kagum kan?
kalo nk tau cite dier. ni link dier. sile klik di sini.
k lah. nk smbg wat kije. nnt kene marah. :p
bye :-h
Monday, May 04, 2009
status: i'm not superwoman
salam..
mood: tension
reason: tension
mode: tension
*sigh*
tangan: sakit + kejang
kaki: lenguh + penat
otak: krem
jantung: penat
hati: sakit
kesimpulan: sakit hati + penat = tension
aduss.. nk idop mcm ni laa..
mood: tension
reason: tension
mode: tension
*sigh*
tangan: sakit + kejang
kaki: lenguh + penat
otak: krem
jantung: penat
hati: sakit
kesimpulan: sakit hati + penat = tension
aduss.. nk idop mcm ni laa..
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
jambu n nescafe ais.
Satu minuman xleh tinggal selain teh o ais, adalah nescafe ais.
hasrat hati nk membasmi lemak cam susah je. ahahha so dlm kol 215 turun g ajidon, niat nk g beli jambu (utk thn lapar xmo mkn) n nescafe ais (utk thn ngantok sbb kije bertimbun)
lalu depan 7e yg ade sorg budak tu terlebih frenly sampaikan kecoh satu 7e tu kalo kitorg borak dlm tu.
heh heh.
then sampai kat depan kedai mann yg jual masakan kampung. sedap tp xlalu mkn for various reasons. ahahaa dont ask~!
mate tertgk this one guy yg ngah mkn sorg. n at the same time dier pon looking at me.
hmmm first impression, "nape dier wat rambut dier cam tu ek? ahahha sbb that guy bdn besar, wearing white shirt, have 'clean' face tp rambut mcm 'ali' =))
then, terus pndg tmpt lain. coz anyone yg pnah lepak ajidon mmg tahu ar. guys kat area tu mmg perasan. :)) (in my opinion la:P) then saw a football match maybe siaran ulangan, seville lawan something.
ahhaha not sure. terus g tmpt jambu, "nak jambu 2 hengget" terus order sdgkan akak tu ngah makan nasik. tersengih2 jap. :P pastu g kat tmpt air, tunggu dier masukkan duit dlm plastik, jap lg nk bank kot. "nak order, nak nescafe ais bungkus ek."
the air guy tu angkat kepale dier then, "nescafe ais ek." pastu g kat jambu lak. uisshh dier baru nk cedok jambu tu.
jeling-jeling kat tmpt air tu, dah nk siap, ngah bungkus so g byr kat air dulu. hulur rm1.80 tepat2 n laki air td sambut. siap urusan beli air, g kat jambu lak, still x siap lg. tunggu kejap then siap, hulur 2 hengget n done.
mase nk kembali ke opis, ade one girl nih ngadap tv n mkn sorg. wearing quite modern n sexy attire. plus quite a beauty and she is the reason why i have this urge to write this entry.
haha.
bcoz nmpk mcm moden n 'high class' tp dier mkn nasik gune tgn n agak canggung. :P tp x same kan sexy |= high class. dier nmpk lembut tp agak pelik mkn nasik gune tgn. mebi dier baru nk try-try idop ngan mkn nasik gune tgn.
as for a certain reason (some of us know) 2 3 hari ni asik dgr lagu hidup ini memang susah by yassin. quite unique but nope bkn nk ckp psl ni.
haha.
some of us kate kite kene tgk hidop ngan optimis but how optimis we can be.
if la kan.
remember this is an if~!
kite dimasukkan dalam satu hospital and the hospital bed yg kite dpt tu is the last one. then the doctor said that we have no hope (penyakit kronik la. nauzubillah) then xlame lepas tu there's one small girl, about 9-10 yrs old kene masuk hospital but no bed for her.
r u willing to give up ur bed to her? upon hearing that u have no hope?
dont answer, dont think coz first thing that pops up in our mind is our stand.
xpercaye?
makin kite pk, makin kurg kepercayaan kite terhdp decision kite tu.
xpercaye?
cnth la kan kite decide nk give up the bed coz we have already give up on the hope to survive, then after some thinking kite decide xnk give up. n believe me kite akan pk about that girl for a longest time.
kite bulih pupuk (wow!) stand kite. how to do it, depends on us. no one can do it for us.
for the giving up issue, well, for me we can be optimistic but for certain extend. blaja sume ni dalam kelas sebenarnye n rasenye i cant graduate that class with my current way of thinking.
haha.
no joke.
k lah. back to work. got a warning from rogue actually. but stuck!
hasrat hati nk membasmi lemak cam susah je. ahahha so dlm kol 215 turun g ajidon, niat nk g beli jambu (utk thn lapar xmo mkn) n nescafe ais (utk thn ngantok sbb kije bertimbun)
lalu depan 7e yg ade sorg budak tu terlebih frenly sampaikan kecoh satu 7e tu kalo kitorg borak dlm tu.
heh heh.
then sampai kat depan kedai mann yg jual masakan kampung. sedap tp xlalu mkn for various reasons. ahahaa dont ask~!
mate tertgk this one guy yg ngah mkn sorg. n at the same time dier pon looking at me.
hmmm first impression, "nape dier wat rambut dier cam tu ek? ahahha sbb that guy bdn besar, wearing white shirt, have 'clean' face tp rambut mcm 'ali' =))
then, terus pndg tmpt lain. coz anyone yg pnah lepak ajidon mmg tahu ar. guys kat area tu mmg perasan. :)) (in my opinion la:P) then saw a football match maybe siaran ulangan, seville lawan something.
ahhaha not sure. terus g tmpt jambu, "nak jambu 2 hengget" terus order sdgkan akak tu ngah makan nasik. tersengih2 jap. :P pastu g kat tmpt air, tunggu dier masukkan duit dlm plastik, jap lg nk bank kot. "nak order, nak nescafe ais bungkus ek."
the air guy tu angkat kepale dier then, "nescafe ais ek." pastu g kat jambu lak. uisshh dier baru nk cedok jambu tu.
jeling-jeling kat tmpt air tu, dah nk siap, ngah bungkus so g byr kat air dulu. hulur rm1.80 tepat2 n laki air td sambut. siap urusan beli air, g kat jambu lak, still x siap lg. tunggu kejap then siap, hulur 2 hengget n done.
mase nk kembali ke opis, ade one girl nih ngadap tv n mkn sorg. wearing quite modern n sexy attire. plus quite a beauty and she is the reason why i have this urge to write this entry.
haha.
bcoz nmpk mcm moden n 'high class' tp dier mkn nasik gune tgn n agak canggung. :P tp x same kan sexy |= high class. dier nmpk lembut tp agak pelik mkn nasik gune tgn. mebi dier baru nk try-try idop ngan mkn nasik gune tgn.
as for a certain reason (some of us know) 2 3 hari ni asik dgr lagu hidup ini memang susah by yassin. quite unique but nope bkn nk ckp psl ni.
haha.
some of us kate kite kene tgk hidop ngan optimis but how optimis we can be.
if la kan.
remember this is an if~!
kite dimasukkan dalam satu hospital and the hospital bed yg kite dpt tu is the last one. then the doctor said that we have no hope (penyakit kronik la. nauzubillah) then xlame lepas tu there's one small girl, about 9-10 yrs old kene masuk hospital but no bed for her.
r u willing to give up ur bed to her? upon hearing that u have no hope?
dont answer, dont think coz first thing that pops up in our mind is our stand.
xpercaye?
makin kite pk, makin kurg kepercayaan kite terhdp decision kite tu.
xpercaye?
cnth la kan kite decide nk give up the bed coz we have already give up on the hope to survive, then after some thinking kite decide xnk give up. n believe me kite akan pk about that girl for a longest time.
kite bulih pupuk (wow!) stand kite. how to do it, depends on us. no one can do it for us.
for the giving up issue, well, for me we can be optimistic but for certain extend. blaja sume ni dalam kelas sebenarnye n rasenye i cant graduate that class with my current way of thinking.
haha.
no joke.
k lah. back to work. got a warning from rogue actually. but stuck!
Friday, April 24, 2009
what i feel rite now..
Untitled - (how could this happen to me) - Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light.
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
WHY in here tonight
And I can’t STAND the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t STAND the pain
*CHORUS*
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold
On to a time when
Nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
*CHORUS*
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light.
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
WHY in here tonight
And I can’t STAND the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t STAND the pain
*CHORUS*
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold
On to a time when
Nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
*CHORUS*
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Bad day...
Where is the moment when we need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue sky's faded to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carrying on
Stand in the line just ahead of the law
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carrying on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carrying on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing it turns out
Wrong
You might not make it back and you know that you could be well oh that
Strong
Well I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue sky's faded to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carrying on
Stand in the line just ahead of the law
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carrying on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carrying on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing it turns out
Wrong
You might not make it back and you know that you could be well oh that
Strong
Well I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
ruin..
"how come i never saw you drawing before?" her question breaks the silence. At the same time my hand stops for a few seconds before continues stroking the plain canvas.
"it just i never draw in front of you" i reply, calmly.
"nope, you hid it from me" sound harsh but very confident on her side. I look at her for a moment and she looks serious. I continue what i've been doing.
"does it look like that?" i'm not avoiding her question, but i just don't want to answer it.
"it looks like i know you, but at the same time i think i dont know you," her statement really throw me off sometimes.
"that sounds complicated but i think i'm a simple person. aahahahhaa," i cant let her in further more than this. She knows something.
"come one, tell me. Tell me what you've been kept to yourself. i know something is going on." i cant despise her pushy attitude. I gave her a smile.
"u wont get away from this. you know what i'm talking about." i look into her eyes.
'can i trust this person? will she turn her back from me like those people in the past? i hid it pretty well in the past, but in the same time i know that sooner or later something bounds to happen, someone will found out about it'
"it just i never draw in front of you" i reply, calmly.
"nope, you hid it from me" sound harsh but very confident on her side. I look at her for a moment and she looks serious. I continue what i've been doing.
"does it look like that?" i'm not avoiding her question, but i just don't want to answer it.
"it looks like i know you, but at the same time i think i dont know you," her statement really throw me off sometimes.
"that sounds complicated but i think i'm a simple person. aahahahhaa," i cant let her in further more than this. She knows something.
"come one, tell me. Tell me what you've been kept to yourself. i know something is going on." i cant despise her pushy attitude. I gave her a smile.
"u wont get away from this. you know what i'm talking about." i look into her eyes.
'can i trust this person? will she turn her back from me like those people in the past? i hid it pretty well in the past, but in the same time i know that sooner or later something bounds to happen, someone will found out about it'
Monday, April 13, 2009
3 hours fun vs 2 days pain
salam..
aduss aduss.. badan still sakit lagi sbenarnye.. tp best~! akun nisah plan, kalo xdek plan lain mmg nk jadikan aktiviti tersebut sebagai aktiviti mingguan.. ahahhahaa my mom siap gelak lagi bile aku cite psl sakit badan ni n punca-puncanye.. :P
rugi rasenye x snap gmbr ari tu.. :p
sbenarnye aku nk dedicate satu entry untuk badminton ari tu.. ahahhahaa tp ari ni.. aku terbace satu blog nih yg menyebabkan aku xdek selera nk cite psl badminton tu... isk.. kaler ijau coklat.. kuning sume kuar.. :-< tahan je la..
penyebab aku x selera tu adalah psl blogger2 politik yg dok bertekak kat komen blog2 penyokong fanatik politik... haishh..
"xyah la amik port psl diorg"
- kekdg sedih gak tgk diorg cenggini.. ade yg cite psl ayah halau anak kuar umah sbb berlainan parti politik.. pelik kan? sampai cenggitu skali.. penat isteri dier dok ngandungkan anak tu lebih 9 bulan.. pastu bg mkn sampai umur agak2 20 thn.. last2 sbb parti politik nye psl, halau mcm tu je.. [-(
oklaa.. xmo ckp dah.. sakit kepale jd nye.. :P
k lah.. syaa ade dok lalu-lalu kat blakang.. ciaos..
aduss aduss.. badan still sakit lagi sbenarnye.. tp best~! akun nisah plan, kalo xdek plan lain mmg nk jadikan aktiviti tersebut sebagai aktiviti mingguan.. ahahhahaa my mom siap gelak lagi bile aku cite psl sakit badan ni n punca-puncanye.. :P
rugi rasenye x snap gmbr ari tu.. :p
sbenarnye aku nk dedicate satu entry untuk badminton ari tu.. ahahhahaa tp ari ni.. aku terbace satu blog nih yg menyebabkan aku xdek selera nk cite psl badminton tu... isk.. kaler ijau coklat.. kuning sume kuar.. :-< tahan je la..
penyebab aku x selera tu adalah psl blogger2 politik yg dok bertekak kat komen blog2 penyokong fanatik politik... haishh..
"xyah la amik port psl diorg"
- kekdg sedih gak tgk diorg cenggini.. ade yg cite psl ayah halau anak kuar umah sbb berlainan parti politik.. pelik kan? sampai cenggitu skali.. penat isteri dier dok ngandungkan anak tu lebih 9 bulan.. pastu bg mkn sampai umur agak2 20 thn.. last2 sbb parti politik nye psl, halau mcm tu je.. [-(
oklaa.. xmo ckp dah.. sakit kepale jd nye.. :P
k lah.. syaa ade dok lalu-lalu kat blakang.. ciaos..
Friday, April 10, 2009
maaf..
salam semua..
maaf psl kejadian semlm.. hakhakhak.. emo lak.. biase la.. yela, dah kejap org kate aku xdek gaye kelantan langsung.. sekjap kate xsuke kelantanese.. pastu kejap repot psl kelantan.. kejap kutuk kelantan.. kejap kate kelantan best.. aku pon dah pening.. tu yg meletup semlm tuh.. harharhar..
ape2 pon.. aku sedar mane aku asal.. org kutuk kelantan, aku sakit.. org puji kelantan, aku anggap tu unik je.. hehe
sori ek sume.. mmg blog tmpt aku emo.. :P
tq sume..
maaf psl kejadian semlm.. hakhakhak.. emo lak.. biase la.. yela, dah kejap org kate aku xdek gaye kelantan langsung.. sekjap kate xsuke kelantanese.. pastu kejap repot psl kelantan.. kejap kutuk kelantan.. kejap kate kelantan best.. aku pon dah pening.. tu yg meletup semlm tuh.. harharhar..
ape2 pon.. aku sedar mane aku asal.. org kutuk kelantan, aku sakit.. org puji kelantan, aku anggap tu unik je.. hehe
sori ek sume.. mmg blog tmpt aku emo.. :P
tq sume..
Thursday, April 09, 2009
hati aku geram..
salam..
dlm sekelip mate mood aku berubah.. bg org lain mmg la bende tu xdek mende.. tp dah mmg bende tu ditujukan kat kelantaneses and i'm one of them.. *sigh*
aku ngah kusyuk wat keje.. kekdg ade gak layan sifooDotCom.. tertibe si pakcik anarm bg link nih..
http://justkhai.com/blog/budak-kelantan-boleh-jalan-la/
xsuruh bace n x larang kalo nk bace.. sile kan.. its just ayat dier wat aku sakit ati.. mmg la ayat2 dier x ditujukan pd 100% kelantanese n maybe it's just i read it too deep.. but
"...ramai juga rakyat Kelantan yang berjaya di Kelantan dan tetap berjaya di luar Kelantan. Itu kerana mentaliti mereka bukan sekadar di bawah tempurung Kelantan sahaja. Yang lainnya, masalah mereka cuma satu. Semangat ke’negerian yang melampau-lampau. Kalau dah jumpa kawan senegeri,..."
what the??? boleh x treat kitorg mcm any other states.. aku xdek ar sokong bende yg jd yg mmg digembar gemburkan sedasat2 nye kat blog tu or any news.. mmg aku pon x suke bende2 ganas mcm tu.. tp you dont have the right to label us like that.. i wont say it's not fair but pls ar.. bilang dose sendiri dulu sebelom dok kire dose org lain.. aku xnak defend org2 yg bakar kete polis tu.. aku xnk defend mat2 n minah2 maksiat yg berlambak kat luar sane.. sbb aku rase same je.. mat n minah kelate ke.. mat n minah n 9 ke.. kl ke.. sume same..
tapi korg x prasan ke.. bile tau seseorg tu asal negeri klate.. terus persepsi berubah.. knape? knape perlu ubah persepsi? sbb pernah blaku sbelom ni? dah tu x pk perasaan org klate tu? nak suh kitorg terime hakikat? hello~!!!!! dah awal2 dah bunuh mindset n persepsi diri pastu suh kitorg berubah n suh kitorg terime hakikat?
isk emo sungguh aku.. knape aku emo? sbelom ni aku xdek ar nk ngaku kuat klate mcm bosz.. (bkn nk naikkan name bosz ek) tp at least aku sedar aku asal mane.. aku sedar ape mknn peberet aku.. bile dgr a group of kelantanese ckp klate pahtu kate semangat kenegerian kuat? hello~! sbenarnye sbb ko x phm la ko kate kuat semangat kenegerian.. cet
huh.. boss suh wat keje baru.. hukhuk tension~!!!
sabo.. sabo..
dlm sekelip mate mood aku berubah.. bg org lain mmg la bende tu xdek mende.. tp dah mmg bende tu ditujukan kat kelantaneses and i'm one of them.. *sigh*
aku ngah kusyuk wat keje.. kekdg ade gak layan sifooDotCom.. tertibe si pakcik anarm bg link nih..
http://justkhai.com/blog/budak-kelantan-boleh-jalan-la/
xsuruh bace n x larang kalo nk bace.. sile kan.. its just ayat dier wat aku sakit ati.. mmg la ayat2 dier x ditujukan pd 100% kelantanese n maybe it's just i read it too deep.. but
"...ramai juga rakyat Kelantan yang berjaya di Kelantan dan tetap berjaya di luar Kelantan. Itu kerana mentaliti mereka bukan sekadar di bawah tempurung Kelantan sahaja. Yang lainnya, masalah mereka cuma satu. Semangat ke’negerian yang melampau-lampau. Kalau dah jumpa kawan senegeri,..."
what the??? boleh x treat kitorg mcm any other states.. aku xdek ar sokong bende yg jd yg mmg digembar gemburkan sedasat2 nye kat blog tu or any news.. mmg aku pon x suke bende2 ganas mcm tu.. tp you dont have the right to label us like that.. i wont say it's not fair but pls ar.. bilang dose sendiri dulu sebelom dok kire dose org lain.. aku xnak defend org2 yg bakar kete polis tu.. aku xnk defend mat2 n minah2 maksiat yg berlambak kat luar sane.. sbb aku rase same je.. mat n minah kelate ke.. mat n minah n 9 ke.. kl ke.. sume same..
tapi korg x prasan ke.. bile tau seseorg tu asal negeri klate.. terus persepsi berubah.. knape? knape perlu ubah persepsi? sbb pernah blaku sbelom ni? dah tu x pk perasaan org klate tu? nak suh kitorg terime hakikat? hello~!!!!! dah awal2 dah bunuh mindset n persepsi diri pastu suh kitorg berubah n suh kitorg terime hakikat?
isk emo sungguh aku.. knape aku emo? sbelom ni aku xdek ar nk ngaku kuat klate mcm bosz.. (bkn nk naikkan name bosz ek) tp at least aku sedar aku asal mane.. aku sedar ape mknn peberet aku.. bile dgr a group of kelantanese ckp klate pahtu kate semangat kenegerian kuat? hello~! sbenarnye sbb ko x phm la ko kate kuat semangat kenegerian.. cet
huh.. boss suh wat keje baru.. hukhuk tension~!!!
sabo.. sabo..
Teka-teki..
salam..
ahahaha.. boring2 ni..nk bg a few teka tekis that i found in a web.. forgot already.. ahahahh
1. pokoknya di atas bukit daunnya di dlm air. Apakah dia?
2. Amin dan Aminah mendapat anak. Kenapa mereka menamakan anak mereka Afifah ?
3. buah apa yg kita langkah dulu sebelum makan ?
4. lepas satu hilang, satu lagi hilang. Akhirnya tinggal ibu yg malang. Apakah itu?
5. andaikan anda seorang konduktor bas. Bas itu pergi ke satu stesen, 5 org diambil. Di stesen kedua, 2 org turun dan 7 org naik.di stesen ketiga, 3 org turun dan 8 org naik. Soalannya, berapakah umur konduktor bas itu ?
ahahahahaa.. jwb jgn x jwb.. :P
gudluck~!
ahahaha.. boring2 ni..nk bg a few teka tekis that i found in a web.. forgot already.. ahahahh
1. pokoknya di atas bukit daunnya di dlm air. Apakah dia?
2. Amin dan Aminah mendapat anak. Kenapa mereka menamakan anak mereka Afifah ?
3. buah apa yg kita langkah dulu sebelum makan ?
4. lepas satu hilang, satu lagi hilang. Akhirnya tinggal ibu yg malang. Apakah itu?
5. andaikan anda seorang konduktor bas. Bas itu pergi ke satu stesen, 5 org diambil. Di stesen kedua, 2 org turun dan 7 org naik.di stesen ketiga, 3 org turun dan 8 org naik. Soalannya, berapakah umur konduktor bas itu ?
ahahahahaa.. jwb jgn x jwb.. :P
gudluck~!
Monday, April 06, 2009
Friday, April 03, 2009
BBQ..
kredit to katak.... n k nis (kat blog k nis yg aku jumpe gmbr nih.. tp katak yg design harharhar)
..new layout..
salam..
harharhar.. a new layout.. hehe :P saje tukar new layout.. puncanye? kat opis ade kene maintain a few client blogs.. gune blogspot gak.. so dpt tau ade certain bende baru.. ahahha i like it.. so i decide to use the ready-made template..
hope u enjoy ur stay.. n hehe peace!
harharhar.. a new layout.. hehe :P saje tukar new layout.. puncanye? kat opis ade kene maintain a few client blogs.. gune blogspot gak.. so dpt tau ade certain bende baru.. ahahha i like it.. so i decide to use the ready-made template..
hope u enjoy ur stay.. n hehe peace!
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
I dont wanna cry - Mariah Carey
Once again we sit in silence
After all is said and done
Only emptiness inside us
Baby, look what we've become
We can make a million promises
But we still won't change
It isn't right to stay together
When you only bring each other pain
[Chorus]
I don't wanna cry
Don't wanna cry
Nothing in the world
Could take us back
To where we used to be
Though I've give you my heart and soul
I must find a way of letting go
'Cause baby, I don't wanna cry
Too far apart to
Bridge the distance
But something keeps us
Hanging on and on
Pretending not to know the difference
Denying what we had is gone
Every moment we're together
It's just breaking me down
I know we swore it was forever
But it hurts too much
To stay around
[Chorus]
All the magic's gone
There's just a shadow
Of a memory
Something just went wrong
We can't go on make-believing
[Chorus]
After all is said and done
Only emptiness inside us
Baby, look what we've become
We can make a million promises
But we still won't change
It isn't right to stay together
When you only bring each other pain
[Chorus]
I don't wanna cry
Don't wanna cry
Nothing in the world
Could take us back
To where we used to be
Though I've give you my heart and soul
I must find a way of letting go
'Cause baby, I don't wanna cry
Too far apart to
Bridge the distance
But something keeps us
Hanging on and on
Pretending not to know the difference
Denying what we had is gone
Every moment we're together
It's just breaking me down
I know we swore it was forever
But it hurts too much
To stay around
[Chorus]
All the magic's gone
There's just a shadow
Of a memory
Something just went wrong
We can't go on make-believing
[Chorus]
it happens again..
hahahaa.. so it happens again. Baka dana omaiwa~! I trusted that person.. but this is what i get? mayb i'm not worthy of that person.. yup that's it.. if not, why i get treated like this?
jika x menjwb, dikatekan sombong..
jika menjwb, dikatekan kerek..
jika senyap, dikatekan menjauhkan diri..
jika berkata2, ade saja yg x kena..
i'm tired of this.. jahat kan? ye, i'm the evil one.. yup, i'm the devil here.. all the wrong things are because of me.. it was 100% my fault.. so i'm sorry.. but what is it? what is my fault? my rudeness? what? where? when?
huh.. sori mmg emo..
tidak berckp bkn bererti mengaku salah.. tidak meminta maaf bkn bererti kerek.. tidak sensitif bkn bererti aku salah~!..
jika ditipu sekali.. bererti aku yg malang, tp jika ia berlaku 2 kali.. ia bererti aku yg bodoh.. TT-TT hidup aku dah mcm robot.. perasaan dah makin hilang.. tiada teman berkongsi rahsie.. tiada teman mengadu duka.. i dont care whatever ppl thought abt me.. bcoz i'm tired of it.. i care about ppl, but in the end..
manusia belajar dari kesilapan.. disbbkan itulah i'm what i am now..
jika x menjwb, dikatekan sombong..
jika menjwb, dikatekan kerek..
jika senyap, dikatekan menjauhkan diri..
jika berkata2, ade saja yg x kena..
i'm tired of this.. jahat kan? ye, i'm the evil one.. yup, i'm the devil here.. all the wrong things are because of me.. it was 100% my fault.. so i'm sorry.. but what is it? what is my fault? my rudeness? what? where? when?
huh.. sori mmg emo..
tidak berckp bkn bererti mengaku salah.. tidak meminta maaf bkn bererti kerek.. tidak sensitif bkn bererti aku salah~!..
jika ditipu sekali.. bererti aku yg malang, tp jika ia berlaku 2 kali.. ia bererti aku yg bodoh.. TT-TT hidup aku dah mcm robot.. perasaan dah makin hilang.. tiada teman berkongsi rahsie.. tiada teman mengadu duka.. i dont care whatever ppl thought abt me.. bcoz i'm tired of it.. i care about ppl, but in the end..
manusia belajar dari kesilapan.. disbbkan itulah i'm what i am now..
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