Sunday, April 01, 2007

tak tersampai oleh kata~

Assalamualaikum wrt..

Malam td penat berdiskus psl project.. tidur x aman sbb rase bersalah n bgn tak berstrategi.. huhu (apekah bahase camni.. huhu serius..serius..) ermm saye bgn pg td lepas solat n kemas2 katil jap.. pastue ngok ngek kat bilek buat itu ini.. baru duduk kat depan comp mengadap screen yg saye dah kurgkan kecerahannye sbb selalu sgt dok ngadap huhu..
mende pertame adelah check email.. dpt satu email yg saye rase pelik n confusing (ni pendpt saye ek.. igt usul 20 huhu pendpt manusie yg x maksum bulih ditolak..=P) dgn niat di hati agar dpt memahami nape buat cam tu.. saye pon msg manusie berkenaan.. (ermm sampai point ni saye rase org yg berkenaan dah tau kot saye tulih psl dier huhu..) dlm msg tu mayb tercetus or penggunaan perkataan saye yg brape btol.. our conversation diverted from ape yg saye niatkan.. (nk ckp sori..ermm) saye ade kwn dulu.. biase la berkwn mesti ade perselisihan.. dier pernah ckp kdg2 kalo kite rase kite x salah.. praktikal nye jgn biase ckp sori sbb kekdg 'too nice can hurt u' nor i'm here to justify my action..

kalo terguris.. ampuni daku n hrp nye di mase depn kite akan jd lebih rapat.. ( i dont know if we really can apply yg dlm persahabatan kalo ade perselisihan kite akan jd lebih rapat? saye x nmpk pon.. huhu) nor i'm here utk mtk simpati.. sedey huhu.. i dont know wut to say.. saye dilahirkan dlm family yg x biase ckp sori n time kaseh.. we say it by actions.. tertibe terigt lagu 'lafaz yg tersimpan'.. altho lagu tu utk parents tp saye rase kekdg sesuai jek pd kwn.. kalo dah rapat sgt.. sampai sori n mekaseh susah kite nk ckp.. sbb rase cam ape yg dier buat x padan kite nk luahkan cam tu.. well i dont know bout others but that's how i feel.. that's y iA i'll do my best for my fwens.. in all fields.. oklaaa another sesi curhat.. (ade someone bgtau saye dlm persahabatan kite ni.. kene byk ade curhat baru that's the real thing bout frenship..) we cant expect others to understand us without telling them rite? so thats the real purpose of curhat.. hehe oklaa got to go.. nk mandi wassalam wrt

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hai. Saya pun sedih... saya pun rasa macam makin banyak salah faham, bukan makin rapat tapi makin... :(

I always make dua so that we always find it hard to detect our good friends' wrong doings and that we always see our own faults before anything.

'None of you will believe until he loves for his brother that which he loves for himself.' (Bukhari)