My head juz keep spinning..uhuhuhu

yo!! acteli dis is juz smbgn fromd previous post.. ermm i think i'm going to write more in dis blog.. coz d holiday's juz started.. n dont know wut to do except readng manga.. watching anime.. studying.. coz no class.. yot's going to spain.. besma's going home.. kak mum's going to PMS.. syud n dayah r so far away.. uhuhuhuhu:p so lazy to go there.. but i'm soooo bored.. i ask kak nuyu to go to cinema.. but then.. there's no time for us.. n it's juz 2 of us.. uhuhuhuuh x best r... waaaaa:(( wut i'm going to do???? from previous post.. how should i put dis.. i'm tired of ppl dat juz think full of them self.. do they realize dat wutever they did or doing.. are going to affect other ppl.. it's not dat they can live ignoring ppl around u.. it's true dat i told u dat we cant shut ppl mouth.. but we live in community.. in d future u're going to live in community.. u got to know how treat ppl around u.. how to live so dat u wont hurt them in a way they wont get it back at u.. once some1 told me.. wut's d point of being good to ppl when they hurt u...so it's better u hurt them first.. huh.. dat's soooo damn stupid.. huh.. how can i make u realize dat??? it doesnt need any ustazah or ustaz to explain in religious way.. it's juz logical.. y i said it's stupid? u'll nvr know who u're going to met in d future.. n u'll nvr know ppl around u now r going to b wit u in d future.. if u said it's better u hurt them first b4 they hurt u.. then how u're going to live wit them.. wit those who u juz met.. n those who u 'll be meeting wit.. u'll nvr know they r going to hurt u or be good to u.. huh(dis time.. a really big sigh) i know dat person said dat to me long a go.. n mayb dat person already forgot bout it.. but wut i saw or witnessing now is as dumb as d statement above.. huh.. it's really make u pitiful.. huh.. membebel pnjg giler nih.. i know i shouldnt be talking bout dis.. coz it's bout certain ppl's personal life.. but i cant juz leave it like dat.. they r my fren.. wut's d use of fren if they're juz watching u while u're going into deep dark 'life'.. huhuhuhuhu.. wokeh la dah byk dah merepek nih.. time to stop n give a break to my head.. it's feel like my head's gonna explode.. ahahhhaa.. till next time, mata ne!! :p