sad n upset enuf to make me ignore u!!

huh!! human r really weird.. n wicked!! sape ek? heih... it's like dis.. i really dont like putting myself into others' trouble.. but if they need my help.. i'll always b there 4 u!! but dont 'misuse' me plzzzz.... i'm not some tools dat u can toss away if u dont need me n beg me if u need somethin from me.. it's not i'm asking for reward or somethin like dat.. but let me state dis clearly.. i hav feeling too.. plz consider my feelign as well.. not telling me d truth but still need me is really disgusting!!!!!! do u know how upset i m bout dis?????? while i was watchng narnia n at dat moment.. it's suppossd to be happy part.. i feel like crying!! i helpd u comply bcoz u need help n dont wanna see my fren troubled by somethin dat i can help.. n also coz 'lillahi ta'ala.. juz simply like dat.. but dis's getting me sick!! i really dont wanna dis.. i now.. i believe everything ppl said to me.. altho anyone.. simply put i'm easily being tricked by anyone.. but......(speechless) when u did dat to me.. huh.. so someone plzz tell me wut to do.. my way of doing somthin is simple.. if u get lost, then u need some1 to show u d rite way.. if u dont know, then ask.. if u do wrong, then ask for forgiveness.. if u do somthin rite, then u'll be blessed.. it's juz simple as dat.. is it hard for u to consider my feeling? do along d way b4 u jus consider me as ATM(wut a funny way to give example..:p).. u come to me when u broke.. then u left me wit nothing when u get somethin from me.. btol la kan? cam ATM la kan..:D wokeh la.. i dont wanna talk further bout dis.. i know dat person wont read dis blog..(i shouldnt write dis thow).. <-- n i'm happy bout dis..:D wokeh la oyasumi nasai!! ja ne..