assalamualaikum wrt..
i hav a fren.. i can say a quite close fren.. we always exchange mail n msg.. n of course to the extent she tell me her problems.. of course i can only comfort her n give her words of encouragement.. i did n do wut i can for her.. but bcoz of certain circumstances... those are still not enuf.. (i think she'll read this.. hehe sori ek.. but this is wut i feel~)
recently her problems increase.. she havnt solve her old problems but the new ones keep on rise.. i really love her n it hurts me seeing her like that.. struggling wit the problems.. yeah! i know everyone has their own problems.. n also a quite amount of it.. but bcoz of the one i care so much.. that's y i dont want to give others trouble.. yeah~ of course all of us dont wanna give others trouble by being hard to handle but it's juz bcoz everyone is different.. i hav such feeling till i become someone who's almost 'ok' wit everything.. that's y when u ask me to decide one something such as where to eat, where to stay, when to eat (such daily things or such small things) u'll hear me say ' i dont care' or it's up to u'.. it's not that i juz follow the others trend or something like that.. but bcoz i'm really 'ok' wit it..
ermm berbalik pd kwn saye td.. this morning i received a msg from her.. she's facing a few probs that connected (like food-chain..:p) she told me her probs n wut she feels about them.. but in the middle of that.. she had to stop.. bcoz of a new prob.. waaaa :( everytime i recall that.. my heart aches.. i feel like i wanna fly like superwoman to go to her.. i wanna hold her hand.. (xleh describe more.. jadik pelik haha) but that's fren for u rite? so dont hurt ur fren.. n dot get hurt over something trivial.. that's when Satan will whisper to ur heart.. huhu
got to go now.. wut do u think of that? can we live without frens? our mouth will say 'no, we cant'!! but will our body plus our mind say the same thing? time to muhasabah ourselves..
wassalam wrt..
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