venue: opis
time: 430+pm
pc: pc opis >:) bkn malas tp (quote tajuk)
something happened. a few days ago. kesannye aku rasa hina sgt. rasa aku ni tak layak berkawan dengan orang-orang yang mementingkan kawan. aku ni bagaikan tergolong di kalangan orang yang melupakan kawan, tidak setia dan apa ntah lagi. *whatever*
satu benda yang aku tak boleh terima. ludah dan jilat balik. it's not only about maruah. termasuklah stand aku terhadap kekawan lain. if i were to hate someone, i even don't want to see that person, don't want to be in his/her present. coz i will feel pain. and i'm not gud in poker. so everything will show thru my face. and atmost i don't wanna hurt him/her by doing so. if i feel the pain and they also feel the pain. whats the point of being hypocrite?
aku nih pendendam sgt ke? someone said to me that its not gud. dendam terindah adalah kemaafan. well, u go on with it. i've been stabbed from behind by i-thought-they-are-my friends and the incident was a year ago, and i still can't forgive them. i still can't talk like normal to them. it's not that i hate them. but i'm surrounded by the pain. and here we go, a hypocrite person who pretends that everything is allright. dendam la kot. but this is not what i want. i want to be fren with all. i want to get along with everyone. i love my frens. tapi orang tua-tua cipta peribahasa "pisang berbuah 2 kali" bukan untuk saja2.
maybe i've been protecting myself from all the pain. but it shows that how big their existance in my life.
*sigh*
i'm trying hard to sort out my feelings. if u found out that i can't move forward. pls forgive me. i have my own reasons. n this is me. T_T
3 comments:
revenge is not good you know even some people say revenge is sweet. you need to learn to live and forget. have u heard Sedangkan Nabi Ampunkan Umat? i bet you do. maybe pisang berbuah dua kali is not for saja saja. but it is still God's faith, God's will that pisang can berbuah 2 kali. But we ourselves, of course need to be careful for what things might happen because we dont want bad things happen to us twice or more. But you need to remember, everything can happen, nur. think about it. they are your friends in work, you guys are in the same ship, same battle. so work things out together. learn to understand each other. give and take. insyaallah everything will be fine. that is you, but you can change.
cheerio
i wasnt a good person either.
but ure wasted ur own energy melayan perasaan sakit ati or pape..
pilih la yang terbaik coz only ALLAH and urself je tau.
if dendam make u hepi.
just go ahead.
klo maaf itu lebih membahagiakan.
nape tak mencuba.
just remember.
sekali kite tak suke orang berpuluh kali ganda orang tak suke kite..
percaya la..aura kite benci orang itu sebenarnye create aura orang benci kite balik..
so..pk pk laa.. dan selamat beramal
kat skolah dah belajar, tak baik mendendam. dosa.
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